Mr. Perfectly Fine

Chapter XXXIV

I was a flight risk, with a fear of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine

Mine // Taylor Swift

I listened to T.Swift Songs as i read the newspaper.

It was a very calm morning in Los Angeles, California.

After a year i am still hunted by the fear if being mentioned in any Social Media, or someone will take a picture of me and show it to the people. It's just TRAUMATIC.

Sandro was on the news with his new GIRLFRIEND daw. It hurts especially because i still love him till this day.

Bahala na nga. I have to move on lmao.

While Listening to Taylor Swifts songs, i still picture us in my head.

Wedding ng Bestfriend kong si Kallie bukas at sa Pinoy siya kinasal. Jusko naman, i remembered her saying "ayoko sa kalahi natin. Sakit sa ulo" tas ngayon? Jusko ka kallie.

The Venue will be on The Philippines, mapapauwi talaga ako ng wala sa oras jusko.

I packed my things and luggage balak kong bisitahin mga Branches ng Hospital ko dun and the care center.

I heard madami na dawng nagaadopt ng Kids don at yung iba nasa Amerika at ibang bansa na.

My parents are excited na umuwi ako. Nasa Laoag sila with my grandparents, i missed them too much.

Mom is managing my business and Dad managing Our Family Business, while im here in LA going to wherever my feet will take me.

I took a shower, changed into comfortable clothes and drove to the airport.

I saw princess with her little prince ABCDE, i wonder kung saan si Rob, Princess's Husband.

Yes his name is ABCDE (AB SID) his father is ARAB kaya maququestion mo talaga ang name. Cute naman for me

Sana lahat talaga. Im almost 30 pero kahit anak, Lord? Favorite mo ba talaga ako?

"Tatatata" ABCDE saw me and tinawag ako. He calls me Tata.

Lumingon naman ang frenny kong nahihirapan na sa sitwasyon niya HAHAHAHA. May dalawang luggage pa at mga ewan na bag tas hawakhawak si ABCDE.

"Hi girl patulong naman" pakiusap niya when she saw me. Kawawa naman tong babaeng to.

Nevermind ayoko nang mag anak.

"San ba kase si rob?" I asked.

"Naiwan namin ang baby bottles si cede. Inuwi niya muna." She explained.

Hindi kami magkasama sa Eroplano since late sila nag book.

dala dala ko ngayon si Abcde papasok ng airport.

I played with him and he's so cute. Babawiin ko ulit. Lord gusto ko po ng anak.

But then he started crying kase he's  Hungry and not comfortable. Buti nalang may gatas ba si Abcde na natira, i asked for a swaddle so i can wrap him at patutulugin ko para hindi na maghassle si princess.

Medyo na tagalan ako bago makapunta sa Lounge, iniwan ko na ang frenny ko dun, nandon na kase ang asawa niya kaya makaalis na ako.

Im just waiting for the announcement any minutes from now aalis na kami.