Mr. Perfectly Fine

CHAPTER XLVII - MCMM

Kabuwanan ko na and i am very fragile. Doc said last week of the month of first week. Kinakabahan ako.

Hindi na ako gaano nakakalabas at buryong buryo na ako sa bahay.

Sandro is busy today and i decided to drive myself to eat outside.

Alam kong hindi pa lalabas to at kakain muna kami ni Manang Donita sa labas.

Nag samgyup kami.

Sarap ng cheese nila dito. Never akong nasarapan sa cheese. Ngayon lang ata sa pagbubuntis ko.

My doctor texted me pinapunta ako sa clinic niya para i check kung ilang cm nalang ako.

Panatag akong hindi pa ako manganganak.

Anyways, cesarean ako ngayon.

"As soon as possible mag pack ka na nang gamit mo at dumeretso sa Hospital." Sabi ni Doc.

My OB Reese is so beautiful and sobrang magkaibigan kami niyan.

Sa instagram kami nagkakilala at Nalaman kong taga Laoag lang siya at OB pa siya at Pedia ako. Kaya kami naging magkaibigan.

She's a CEO too. She owns some businesses here in Laoag at madami siyang Lupain. Bitter naman sa Pag-ibig. Lol

I went home and packed my things.

Hindi na ako tumawag kay Sandro dahil we're on a rush na.

Kasama ko si Manang Donita and Si Mommy sa Hospital.

I was driving to my hospital and nag traffic pa. Jusko.

Sandro called para mangumusta.

"Hey darlin" he greeted.

"Hello. Im driving to the hospital. Magpapaconfine na" i said.

"Ha? I thought sa last week pa?" He asked.
"Napakalayo ko pa mahal. Why are you driving? Tinawagan mo sana ako at pinasundo kita." He added.

"Hindi na kailangan" i replied

He told me na susunod nalang daw siya at uuwi na siya.

Nasa Sur si Sandro may meetings siya doon, nagpapanic na daw siya and ako naman ay sobrang kalmado at parang walang nangyari.

I went inside the Hospital and talked to the Nurses.

"Congrats Ma'am" i was flooded with congratulations from the my staff.

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"No she's on the hospital now" i told mom.

She shrieked in Joy as i told her Cassies giving Birth.

When i told mom we we're expecting a Girl and she was so proud of me.

I was so proud of my D1ck either. Good job. You did well and you created well.

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I was confined for almost 3 days here in the Hospital.

Sandro is sleeping beside me holding my tummy.

He was talking to her saying she should go out already. That daddy is so excited to meet her.

He does that in any time
he can.

"Mommy?" I called mom

She's watching TV.

"Yes honey?"

"Can you please give me water mommy?" I asked

She gave me water and i drank it.

I now appreciate mom. She always has time for me, but with my teenage mind i never appreciated her. Even daddy.

In college, i wake up with breakfast on the table and my bank account full.

I never experienced working for my luho and everything i want. They give it to me pronto.

I look at mom and i thought... they watched me grow and i watched them grow old.

I am so sad knowing... i should've gone fishing, eating, travelling, and making memories with them rather than only thinking about my happiness.

Oh well. That was years ago, and malawak na ang isip ko and now i leaned to appreciate her and dad.

I've been thru a lot honestly but i know, i was meant to fight.

I looked at sandro sleeping peacefully while holding my tummy.

Naiihi ata ako. Maya nalang.

I feel it coming out kaya dali dali akong kumawala sa hug at tumayo when i realized it wasn't pee.

My water broke.

"Are you okay? I'll call the nurse" mom panicked.

Why are they panicking?

Ginising ko si Sandro

"Babe? My waterbroke" i said.

"Ha? Teka lang stay calm" he said while panicking.

I am calm? What?

I was rushed to the Delivery Room.

Sandro went in with me.

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Cassandra was rushed to the Delivery room. Her water broke.

I watched her got her epidural a shot on her spine.

Ang sakit nun.

After a few minutes they started cutting to her skin but she's just chilling.

I am panicking.

"Congrats, its a Girl"

I almost passed out.

I cutted her umbilical Cord with the help of the nurses.

She was now laying in her mothers chest.

Kamukha ko nga but she's pinkish. I was blue. Unfair.

She's so Beautiful.

My tears starting to fall as i took off my clothes for a skin to skin contact with her.

The first time i held her in my arms felt so emotional. I was wiping my tears as it fell down on my cheeks she was crying.

I stood up
I was shushing and swaying her.

It felt unreal.

The only way i can describe Fatherhood is at the end of how the Grinch stole Christmas, you know when his heart grows like five times? Everything is full; its just full all the time.

Fathering is not something perfect man do, but something that perfects the man.

Being a new daddy means being the childs protector while unleasing the little kid trapped inside you.

When she was given a bath i took turn to kiss my cassie.

She was wiping her tears out of her cheeks.

I kissed her in the cheeks.

"Thank you darling. I love you" i said.

She kissed me back on the lip.

"Im tired. I love you too. Matulog lang ako ha" she said and caressed my face.

I went out of the Delivery room and i was bawling my eyes off while calling pop.

"Dad. Shes here" i said.

Mom and dad are flying to see their first grandchild.

Maxkenzie Chevielle Marcos

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