do you wanna touch me? | woosan

chapter 1

you can listen to the following song while reading the chapter: Born This Way - Lady Gaga :)

wooyoung's pov

The thick air was suffocating him while he was surrounded by a mass of sweaty bodies that were so close to each other that Wooyoung swore they could merge into one in any second. The alcohol was thinking instead of him, because sober him would never think of something so dumb. He was dancing alone between all the other couples, while his companion was the drink he was holding in his right hand. Suddenly, a soft hand pulled him over to the side. He looked at her angry face while her arms were crossed over her chest. 

"Hey, pretty lady! Why don't we go somewhere more private, huh?"

"Wooyoung, you're drunk. And I'm tired, so let me drive you to your room.", his best friend said, narrowing her beautiful fox-like eyes at him after which she started pulling him out of that party.

"Wait Yeji, I need to do something before we go.", Wooyoung said, still being very drunk and making his friend worry about what he was going to do next.

Wooyoung sloppily made his way to the little corner where the DJ was playing the music, pushing people that were in his way. Once he managed to turn off the music, he started shouting, quickly getting the attention of everyone that was present there.

"Everyone, listen! I have an announcement to make!", Wooyoung shouted so loudly that everyone turned around at that moment, visibly upset that the music was turned off.

"I am...bisexual!", leaving everyone both shocked and confused. 

After hearing someone say to turn the music back on, Wooyoung thanked everyone for their attention and did as the person said. His best friend Yeji swore she felt the strongest second hand embarrassment in her life, not because she didn't like the fact her best friend was bisexual but because he came out in the dumbest way possible, while being drunk and in front of a lot of people from campus. Wooyoung was probably not going to regret this in the morning, because he didn't care what people thought of him. While Yeji was driving him to his dorm room, he was passed out in the back seat thinking about how proud he was of the choices he made that night.

san's pov

"Have you heard what happened last night at Han Jisung's party?", a tall figure appeared next to San as he was on his way to Criminal Law class.

"Don't know, don't care. You know I don't like parties or anything that has to do with them.", San answered his friend Mingi, but that didn't stop him from telling him the rumor he has heard.

"I heard some people saying how Jung Wooyoung from the Engineering department came out as bisexual at that party last night!"

"Fucking fag...", San whispered under his breath but Mingi still heard the words that came out of his mouth. 

"Hey, language!! That is very offensive, Choi San.", Mingi said hitting him on the back of his head.

"Whatever. Let's hurry up, we're going to be late.", he said while rushing to the college building.

The truth is, San was furious. He hated how freely Wooyoung could express his sexuality without caring what others might think but at the same time, he was kind of a homophobe. Growing up in a toxic household with his step father who made sure that he knew any kind of sexuality except heterosexuality was simply a great sin, he had no other choice than to be a homophobe. It was a sin, not that his step father was religious or something, but it was the greatest sin you could commit in the society you lived in. Without much thinking, San grew up thinking that gays were his biggest enemies while at the same time battling his own sexuality, which he wasn't very sure of. That's why he hated Wooyoung so much or anyone who would come out.