do you wanna touch me? | woosan

chapter 4

this chapter's song: Jealousy Jealousy - Olivia Rodrigo

san's pov

After spending Christmas Eve at his parents' house and arriving home quite late, San was too tired to wake up early in the morning so he decided to sleep a little longer than usual. He was going to study for the exams that were going to take place right after winter break is over but he thought that he could grant himself one last free day before getting more serious about studying. He was planning on spending the day sleeping and catching up on anime. That was before his friends started convincing him to go to the big Christmas party at Momo's house.

"You're seriously not going to spend all night watching anime, you are going to this party with us Choi San.", Mingi said while pulling him by the sleeve of his hoodie, trying to get San out of bed.

Dark circles already started forming around his eyes as he was watching anime all day and staring at the bright laptop screen was frustrating for his eyes.

"C'mon Sannie, we could have fun! Hongjoong is going to be there too. You like Hongjoong hyung.", Seonghwa tried to convince San this time.

"I. would. rather. die.", San answered, saying every word with a short pause in between.

After hearing Mingi nag for almost half an hour straight, San decided to go to that stupid party with them. He wasn't the biggest fan of college parties, watching couples making out while basically eating each other out in front of everyone was getting on his nerves. Plus, the music was always too loud. He also didn't want to see Wooyoung again, as he was always the one coming to every party possible. Sometimes he was wondering how Wooyoung manages to be a decent student and party, all at the same time.

"Oh, you guys are here!! Sannie, Mingi I missed you!", already drunk Hongjoong greeted them with a warm hug.

"God Joong, you never hug anyone, how much did you drink?", Seonghwa was joking and Hongjoong just smiled, looking at Hwa in awe.

Mingi noticed how Hongjoong was staring at Seonghwa and he was wondering how San never noticed how much this blue haired idiot in love with his brother was. But San's mind wandered off somewhere else. As he was looking at the many people dancing and kissing, making him cringe at the sight, his eyes caught a glimpse of Wooyoung dancing with no other than the gorgeous Hirai Momo herself. As Wooyoung was kissing Momo's neck, he noticed San staring at them. While giving Momo wet kisses all over her neck as she was quietly moaning in pleasure, Wooyoung was staring right into San's eyes. San saw him grabbing the girl from behind with his veiny hands and pulling her more closer to him. He never broke eye contact with San, but neither did San. He felt like he was getting more angry the more he was watching Wooyoung and Momo being intimate with each other. What was the exact reason of his anger at that moment, he did not know.

wooyoung's pov

As he saw San breaking eye contact with him and quietly following his friends somewhere else, Wooyoung suddenly let go of Momo who was left shocked by his actions. Wooyoung wasn't really into her but she was clinging onto him from the moment he arrived at the party so he decided to dance with her as soon as he saw San entering the house.

"Why did you stop?", Momo asked watching Wooyoung's expression turn stone cold in a second.

"No reason. Not in the mood anymore.", Wooyoung answered trying to go outside to get some fresh air but Momo grabbed his wrist and looked at him with big lustful eyes.

"If you want to go somewhere more private and just chill, we can go to my room.", she suggested, which Wooyoung wanted to reject at first but he was really frustrated by San's coldness towards him so he decided to follow her.

As soon as he entered Momo's room, she started kissing him passionately, leaving Wooyoung shocked as he was trying to set himself free from her tight embrace.

"Wait, I never agreed to this.", Wooyoung said.

"I was waiting to kiss you the whole night, Wooyoung! Anyways, what's so wrong with kissing? Or with this?", Momo said as she pushed Wooyoung on the bed, now being on top of him, giving him neck kisses.

It's not that Wooyoung was too weak to push her away from him. At that moment, he just froze. All the awful memories from that night came flooding back as he was watching Momo on top of him. Except, that wasn't Momo. His brain was tricking him into thinking it was someone way worse, someone who has hurt him so much in the past, leaving him scarred forever.

"Please, stop.", Wooyoung whispered when he came to his senses, which made Momo slide her hand down to his sensitive area, unzipping his trousers. 

Wooyoung couldn't move, he couldn't stop her. He hated being weak.

"Momo, stop!!", he shouted a little louder this time when someone opened the door of Momo's bedroom.

san's pov

San was frustrated with himself. He wasn't even angry at Wooyoung anymore, even after he saw him and Momo climbing upstairs to her bedroom. He hated the way Wooyoung made him feel, just a few minutes ago. As Seonghwa was taking care of the more than drunk Hongjoong and Mingi was talking to Yunho, his previous English project partner, San felt the need to look for a more quiet place, since his ears started hurting because of the loud music. He decided to go upstairs, despite knowing that he could hear some unpleasant sounds since couples only went upstairs if they were planning to get laid that night. San was searching for some kind of balcony because fresh air was something that he really needed right now.

As he was walking past a slightly opened bedroom door, he couldn't help but hear someone from inside the room. The voice of the man inside the room was far from unfamiliar. It was Wooyoung's voice, but San thought that he sounded kind of frightened. He wasn't being his usual loud self.

"Momo, stop!!", after hearing Wooyoung shouting at the girl that was on top of him, San decided to intervene.

He pushed the girl away from Wooyoung, leaving her visibly confused.

"He told you to stop.", San shouted at the girl who was now on the floor besides the bed where Wooyoung was still laying.

"And who are you?! Wooyoung, is this your little boyfriend?", Momo said angrily getting up from the floor and facing San.

The following words that left San's mouth shocked all three of them that were present in the room at that moment. San didn't even give himself time to think before saying these words. After he saw Wooyoung, who was now sitting on the bed, frightened with a lifeless look in his eyes and not being able to speak, San became furious.

"So what if I was??", he shouted and suddenly, the room went quiet.

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