do you wanna touch me? | woosan

chapter 17

san's pov

After Seonghwa and Hongjoong successfully managed to carry out their mission, San felt relieved. Wooyoung and Seokwoo were working on that project for a week now but this time they would meet up in the library instead of Seokwoo's dorm room. San didn't mind that, because they were in public and he could always go to the library if he felt worried. Sometimes he did feel like a creep though, but he couldn't help but worry about Wooyoung. It could have been jealousy too, but San thought that wasn't the case exactly. He trusted Wooyoung but he didn't trust Seokwoo. After spending almost the whole day studying, San felt tired...and hungry. He decided to call Wooyoung out so that they could have dinner together. 

"Oh, me and Seokwoo kinda have a lot to do, since the project's due date is very close so we were planning on eating in the cafeteria.", Wooyoung said over the phone. 

"Oh, okay. You could have just said that you don't want to eat dinner with me.", San answered.

"San, baby, no. Don't think like that. I would love to eat dinner with you but this project is really important for my final grade. Let's do it like this. Tomorrow we're going to finish the project in the afternoon and you can come pick me up at like three? We'll be in the library. Then you and me can go out for some late lunch, okay baby?", Wooyoung said softly, after noticing the sadness in his boyfriend's voice.

"Deal. I'll pick you up at three then!", San's voice was happier than before.

"See you tomorrow, Sannie!", Wooyoung answered before ending the phone call.

San was more than excited. He has barely spent his time with Wooyoung lately because of his project and he was going to finally see his boyfriend today. After taking a quick shower and putting on some casual clothes, San was ready to head out. At this point, he has completely forgotten about that guy Wooseok, or whatever his name was. The only person he could think about was Wooyoung. Today he is finally going to spend time with him and look at his beautiful face while he is busy stuffing his mouth with food. Wooyoung was always so cute while he was eating despite being so insecure about his weight, San always made sure that his boyfriend was eating well and feeling good about himself. 

As he was approaching the library, he felt his heart beating louder and faster. It was almost three o'clock and Wooyoung must have been done with his project already. San entered the library and looked around before he saw Wooyoung and Seokwoo sitting at one of the tables. Suddenly, anger flooded his veins. That jerk was so close to Wooyoung's face, visibly making him uncomfortable since he was trying to keep his distance but every time he did, Seokwoo would get closer. San clenched his jaw and started walking towards them. 

"Sannie! You're here. We should go-", before Wooyoung could even finish his sentence, he felt a strong grip around his wrist as San pulled him up.

He grabbed him by the waist and started kissing him, hungrily. At first, Wooyoung was so shocked that his eyes were wide open but he gave into the kiss in seconds. San was kissing him as if they were alone and not surrounded by confused people in the library. San moved one of his hands to Wooyoung's face, grabbing him by the chin to allow himself more entrance to Wooyoung's mouth. San was so angry that he didn't realize what he was doing in front of all the people that were present in the library. His tongue roamed inside Wooyoung's mouth, kissing him hungrily until Wooyoung let out a soft moan. Both of them felt like they were kissing for so long but it all went by really fast. San suddenly remembered were they were indeed in the library. After finally letting go of Wooyoung's mouth, who was obviously wanting more, he felt a little bit upset that he kissed Wooyoung without asking for his consent.

"That was so hot.", Wooyoung reassured him that everything he did was more than okay while San's hands were still firmly placed around his waist. 

"I'll get going now, Woo.", Seokwoo finally got the chance to speak and San gave him a serious look as he sat up.

"Oh, okay. Text me when you hand in the project!", Wooyoung answered as San let go of his waist.

He took his hand and the two of them were now walking towards the exit of the library. They weren't speaking much until they were outside, debating on where they would like to go out for lunch. In the end, they decided to go with some Korean style curry fried rice with chicken. 

"You know... You were having a boner while you were kissing me.", Wooyoung casually said making San slightly choke on his drink.

"No, I did not.", San was trying to defend himself.

"I dunno, I felt something poking me and it was pretty hard.", Wooyoung smirked, not caring about the people around them that were just peacefully trying to enjoy their lunch.

Before Wooyoung could continue talking, San stuffed his mouth with food by surprise.

"I don't know, Woo. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable or anything, but you know how it is.", San told him.

"San, baby, it's okay. I trust you and I know that you wouldn't do anything to hurt me. What I'm trying to say is, you can fuck me whenever you want, Choi San.", Wooyoung was talking as if there weren't people around them and San stuffed his mouth with food once again to shut him up, but this time, he laughed because he loved his boyfriend's cockiness.

After his date with Wooyoung, San got a text message from his father. He invited him and his brother Seonghwa to have dinner tonight together. San just brushed it off, replying to him that they will be there on time, but the truth was, there was something weird about his father suddenly inviting them for dinner. He let Seonghwa know about it and after escorting Wooyoung back to his dorm room, he decided to get changed into something more formal.

His step father, being the president of the university they went to, was overall a perfectionist. He wanted his sons to become the same, sculpted by the sculptor, and successful people that will, in the future, be able to take care of their own families. Since he was a child, San thought of him as a really scary person too. He was never gentle towards any of them, not even towards Seonghwa. Discipline and perfection was kind of his motto, and he raised the two of them in that manner. Seonghwa's older brother Soohyuk decided to stay with their mother after their parents got divorced so he never really stayed in touch with their father. San only knew that Soohyuk was now the CEO of the company that belonged to their grandfather, who was the father of their mother. That spot was supposed to belong to San's step father but since he got divorced, he wasted that chance.

"Are your studies going well, San?", his step father suddenly asked him at the dinner table.

"Yes, they're going very well, father.", San answered.

"Good, good. How about your life in general? Have you found someone special yet?", his question surprised San, since he was never the type to talk about stuff like that.

"No, not really."

"Oh, who was that boy you were kissing in the library today then?", his step father asked, leaving everyone at the table shocked.

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Probably gonna publish another chapter tonight, hope you enjoyed this one! :)