My Boy [under editing]

Ch. 6

LOST IN LOVE

❝what is this mysterious feeling?❞ 
 —exo, love me right.

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jungkook

after we broke away the kiss, I sat back down on my seat. I tilted my head after realising that hyemi was quiet for a very long time, she was looking down on her lap. I was happy, at first. but after looking at her face, I realised that I messed up.

"hyemi?"

it wasn't just a kiss though—on that short moment when we had our eyes closed, she kissed me too. both of us had the same feeling; I felt as though I was electrocuted, maybe I exaggerated but touching her lips made my heart pounded fast as my whole body went weak.

however, it seemed like she felt awful. was I a bad kisser? or did I just steal her first kiss? I looked at her worriedly because she kept on blinking her eyes as if she was holding her tears. "I'm sorry," I immediately said, "I didn't mean to hurt you feelings."

after I apologised, she finally lifted her head, looking at me soullessly. "that was a mistake," she touched her lips with her fingers, "I wasn't think straight earlier—" she paused and then she shook her head, "I'm sorry."

she stood up from her seat and apologised once more before she left the cafe without thinking about me. I palmed my face and groaned loudly, "what the hell is wrong with you, jungkook?" I mentally scolded myself for being so stupid for kissing her.

I kept hitting my head on the table, "stupid, stupid, stupid, you are stupid, jungkook!" I closed my eyes as I tried to remember the kiss; it wasn't passionate, in fact it was rather sweet. her soft, creamy lips were against mine, slowly, it was slow.

I then returned back home with heavy shoulders of regrets—no, I actually didn't regret it, she liked that kiss! she just didn't want to admit it. I entered the apartment and saw taehyung eating a bowl of cereal while watching his regular variety show.

watching him eating so quietly while he focused on the television made me curious about his relationship with hyemi. "taehyung," I called out his name which he just responded with a hum. "can I ask you something?" he hummed again. "do you perhaps...have feelings for hyemi?"

he finally gave me his fully attention with his eye enlarged in surprise. "what are you saying?" he chortled awkwardly before he continued to eat, "I like her as my friend. she was the most strongest girl I've ever met."

I nodded my head as I understood what he meant—indeed, I agree. she was the strongest, not based on physical but her emotion. "have she kissed someone before?" I tried to ask, again I was worried about her, I wondered why she was quiet.

taehyung furrowed his brows, "why? did you kiss her?" he raised his voice, as though he was jealous or probably because he had known her more and about her dating life.

"who? who kissed who?" seokjin asked out of a sudden once he walked inside the TV room. he sat down beside taehyung while looking at the both of us, "jungkook? did you kiss someone?"

"what who?!" another had arrived and then he teased me with his cheeky smile. "aye, jungkook, who did you kiss?" jimin approached me to bump his shoulder with mine, "come on, tell us!"

a couple of seconds after, everyone was already in the TV room with excitement written on their face, they were curious about the kiss I had. I sighed heavily as I rolled my eyes, "I kissed hyemi," I remembered it again, "I didn't know why I kissed her—I fucked up!"