My Boy [under editing]

ch.30

BOLD AND BLUSH

❝when we look at each other and our hands touch,
I hate the time for going so quickly.❞

—sam kim x loco, think about 'chu.

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jungkook

"i can't believe this," she sighed under her breath, she ruffled her hair in frustration, "why of all people?" she gritted her teeth with her soft voice, but since i was sitting next to her, i could still hear her clearly, "i'm starting to hate this."

she kept on cursing until she was getting sleepy, so she picked up her phone and plugged her earpiece. out of a sudden, i saw her—the girl that listened to music on the rooftop with our school uniform—the girl I fall in love with.

how did we ended up sitting next to each other in the bus? well—it was finally the first of boot camp and the lecturer assigned us in pairs before we started our trip, and we somehow—just like fated—we were paired and it wasn't only the both of us that was surprised, everyone too.

it was literally unexpected and well, my heart was prepared at all. my whole world stopped for a few seconds for me to control my excitement and anxiety at the same time. watching her frustrated made me realise that she was also feeling the same too.

slowly she had fallen asleep and her head tilted to the side, before she hits her head on the window, i immediately let her lean on my shoulder—there was nothing i could do to control myself at that moment.

my eyes were fixated on her small hand—when was the last time i held her close to me? no matter how many times i wanted to forget what i did to her, i just couldn't—i regretted what i did and if i have a chance to turn back time, i would've stop myself from coming to that wench.

but there is no such thing.

the more i stared at her hand, the more tempted i was to hold it. i checked the time, and we had a few more hours to arrive at our destination. so, without thinking twice, i intertwined our hands and closed my eyes tightly.

"if i have just one day to prove you that i can do better—" i stopped my sentences and smiled by myself when i realised that i was partnered with her for three days during the boot camp. "i have three days to prove you that i can do better."

i was getting excited by myself with my head creating words to say and gestures to do to get her back until i drifted to sleep as well while holding her hands. "um, can you let go of your hand?" however, i was woken up by her heartbreaking demand that i had to obey.

"sorry," i released her hand and wiped my face as if i just drooled all over the place. "did you have a—" before i could finish my words, the bus stopped in front of the infamous camping site. the door was opened and our lecturer welcomed us before instructed us to get out.

i couldn't help but to let out a sigh, even if i was partnered with her, i knew that we wouldn't be as close as we were in the bus. i stood up and let her walked first, and then we grabbed our luggage and bags.

we were instructed to go to the assembly area and there was more than three built men standing in quite a distance to each other, they we wearing their shades and they had their hands behind them—as if we were in a military.