Love Game {Book #1 Justin & Blake Series}

Nothing But Love

Blake’s POV

 

I slammed by door, only seconds after Justin slammed his own. My back found its way to the wall and I slid down it, holding my face in my hands.

It seemed like I stayed in this exact position for hours. But when I felt like I couldn’t cry anymore, I picked myself up and crawled into bed. I pulled the covers up so that they were right under my chin and tried my absolute hardest to close my eyes and fall asleep. But I couldn’t do it.

The door creaked open and I didn’t even turn to see who it was, mostly because I knew it was Justin and I didn’t want him to see my tear stained face. He pulled the covers off of me for a quick second so that he could crawl into bed next to me. I felt his face nuzzle into the back of my neck and his arms wrap themselves around my waist. I continued staring at the wall.

“I’m so sorry.” He whispered into my hair.

“It’s ok.” I croaked out. He knew I wasn’t asleep when he came in.

“No, it’s not ok. I can’t believe I said those things to you.” he said, sounding so hurt and broken. “I guess I just love you so much that I can’t stand the thought of you leaving. Does that make sense?” he asked. I turned around so that I was looking at him in the eyes.

“Yes. I love you too. And I forgive you.” I whispered, looking him right in his golden eyes. He pulled me closer to his body and hugged me really tight.

“I just can’t lose you Blake.” He said into my hair as he picked his body up. I sat up too and he wrapped his arms around me while leaning back on the headboard.

“Do you want me to go? To Yale, I mean.” I asked, seriously, looking deep into his eyes.

“Yes.” he said, but his eyes told me differently.

“Justin, be honest with me.”

“No.” he said, looking down at his hands. “I don’t want you to go. I don’t want to go on tour. I want to stay here, with you, forever. But that’s not going to happen.” He said, all in one breath.

“I know the feeling.” I admitted.

“I want you to be happy and successful and fulfill your dreams like I am. And I know going to Yale will do that for you. But please, just let me be selfish. For once, I am going to be completely selfish and say that I don’t want you to go.” he rambled, still looking at his hands.

“Then I won’t go.” I said. He whipped his head up to look at me.

“No, you have to go.” he said frantically.

“But you just said-“

“I said that my one selfish thing was not wanting you to go. I never said anything about asking you not to go or making you stay here.” He said with a small smile.

“I’m going to miss you.” I said, the tears coming to my eyes. I felt like crying all the time.

“Hey, don’t get sad now. We still have a few months.” He said while taking my body into his arms. I knew he was hurting. But he was trying to be the strong one and I appreciated it.

Justin looked me in the eyes while cupping my face. He pulled me into a brief and soft kiss before hugging me tightly. I felt him burry his face in my hair and breathe in. When he pulls away again, he looked into my eyes with so much love, I couldn’t help but smile.

“Kiss me.” I whispered his faces only centimeters away from mine.

“Here?” he teased, his lips brushing against mine. I attached my hand to the back of his head and gently brought it closer. His lips never cease to amaze me with their softness. I sigh in content and he takes this opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth and he gently searches out mine. He slides his hand lightly up my thighs and I parted them so he could be closer to me.

He is hovering over me and I am almost out of breath, because of the kiss and the sudden lust I have for him. Justin knew I was running out of breath because he detached our lips and started leading a trail down my jaw to my neck. He leaves soft kisses down my neck until he gets to my sweet spot, right under my ear. I can’t hold in my moan when I feel his warm tongue lick the spot.

He smiled against my skin and starts sucking the spot until I couldn’t take it anymore. I grab his head and bring his lips to mine in a hard and passionate kiss.

“I need you Justin.” I mutter against his lips.

“Are you sure?” he asks, completely breaking away from me and looking into my eyes.

“I- I’m sure.” I stutter, starting to feel nervous. It suddenly downed on me that the only sexual things I have done have been against my will, done by Brian.

“I know you’re scared. But I love you, ok? And I’m going to show you how much I love you.” Justin said sweetly, calming me down about the whole situation. I didn’t have a response so I connected our lips again.

He starts to lift my shirt slowly, his soft hands rubbing along my sides as he does. I allow him to slip it off and he throws it somewhere in the room before covering the top of my breasts with gentle kisses and flicks of his tongue. I run my hands along the bottom of his abs and slowly bring his shirt over his head.

His mouth and tongue find my collar bone, causing a loud moan to escape my lips. I feel my hands run along the muscles of his chest and abs before stopping at his sweatpants that he changed into. His hands were now grasping my hips, right above the waist line of my leggings.

I tugged on the button of his jeans until I pop it open. I start to slide them down his legs and he helps kick them off when they get low enough. I felt Justin’s hands on my back, trying to unfasten my bra.

“Is this ok?” he whispers in my ear before taking my earlobe into his mouth and lightly sucking.

“Y-yes.” I stutter from the pleasure.

“Arch your back babe.” He whispers again and I follow his order. My bra is off of my body in seconds and his mouth is on my right breast right after.

My hands find is silky hair and I can’t stop moaning as he sucks, kisses, and licks my breasts. I feel his hands start to push my leggings down my legs and I don’t stop him.

When my leggings are on the floor, I tug at his boxers as he grabs the sides of my panties. After a few more seconds, I am laying under his naked body.

“Are you ready?” he asks while kissing my cheeks over and over again.

“I love you.” I respond. He stops kissing and looks me in the eyes with a smile.

“I love you too. More than you will ever know.” he says. He smiles down at me and slowly begins to move inside of me. He nudges it in slowly, giving me time to adjust. He remains gentle, slipping in slowly, even though it looks like he wants to go faster.

He pushes into me the rest of the way and I feel a bit of resistance and pain. I try to hold in though. He begins to push in and out, very slowly. I moan softly and I hear him groan with pleasure.

“Justin-“ I sigh quietly. He attaches his lips to mine, moaning against them.

A scream of erotic bliss erupts from my mouth the moment he pulls away. Justin closes his eyes and moans loudly; I know is so close. I feel a pit in my stomach and I know it won’t be much longer for me either.

“Babe, you feel so good.” He whispers softly. I moan in response as I feel my body start to shiver in pleasure.

“I can’t hold it anymore.” I say in a lust filled breath.

“Me either.” He groans out. With this, I feel my walls tighten around him and my body starts to shake beneath him as I cum.

I feel Justin’s lips attach mine as he releases into me. When he is done, his lips never leave mine. He pulls out and cups my face tenderly, still kissing me.

“I love you so much Blake.” He whispers as he collapses next to me.

“I love you too. Thank you for showing me how it should be.” I mumble into his chest as I lay my head against it.

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