THE HALF OF IT

Part - 15

I could feel her hesitation through the call but this time I am adamant to break her walls. If building back sexual proximity is the only way then I am ready to work my way in using it.

"Teju..." I said making my voice sound more deep and husky.

I felt her breath hitched listening to the change in my voice so I continued " Do you ever think of the night we spend together in Boston. Do you still remember my touch? Do you still feel tingles down your spine when you think about how my thumb grazed your lips before I kissed you. Do thinking about my hands moving down your body send shivers through you?"

Her breathing turned heavy giving me indication to keep going. " Do u feel my lips on your neck licking your sensitive spot and then leaving a love bite there? How my fingers played with your nipples because I took them in my mouth. How I created patterns on your back and belly before rubbing my hand on your throbbing clit"

She gasped and I knew she was feeling each word I was saying through her body. I am sure if I was there beside her right now I would find her wet and her body ready to yield to each thing I so desperately want to say to her.

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Karan's word had a very deep impact on my body, mind and heart. His voice turned me on and I didn’t realized when my hand went down under my top to touch my breasts. My breathing turned heavy as I grazed my fingers on my nipple remembering how he touched them.

His voice came again through the phone "Are u wet Teju?"

Nothing more than a small whimper came out of my mouth.

"I want you to touch your self and tell me if you are wet or not. Take off your clothes Teju and reply me," he said in his low sexy yet authoritive voice sending goosebumps all over my body.

I stilled wondering how he knew what I was doing but my body's reaction to his voice was more stronger than any voice in my brain. As if my hands have a brain of their own or were slave to his voice my fingers moved to the waistband of my shorts pulling then down. I slowly moved my fingers on my folds and definitely found myself drenching wet. I said "Yes" softly not sure if he could even hear it or not.

His next words confirmed that he heard it well ," Imagine my tongue between your legs, swirling and licking your folds." As his words came out I dipped my fingers lower to my folds and started following doing the same that he was saying.

" My tongue sucking your clit and them entering between your fold while you hold on to my hairs pulling them."

A soft moan skipped from my mouth as I entered my finger inside.

"My tongue working it's way inside you while my thumb rubbing your clit in circular motion. My mouth eating you out"

"Karan..." came out in a breathy voice as I could feel him between my legs doing exactly what he is saying.

"Come for me Valentine" he said in a raw voice and that was it for me I came with a scream and mobile fell from near my ear as my hips bucked off the bed. This is the strongest orgasm I had after our night together.

As I came down from my high, I realized Karan might still be on the phone, I picked it up and immediately a realization that I shouldn't have let my body took over me washed over me.

"Don't overthink this Tejasswi", he said in a stern voice making me jump and leaving me wondering again that how he knew.

"I am not asking for anything but at least we can try to built back something between us. Your body still wants me so allow both of us at least that." I couldn't think straight and didn't knew what to reply. So I just said "Good Night Karan" feeling stupid. He let out a sigh and said "Good night" and I disconnected the immediately.

I went to washroom and cleaned myself and came back to bed but sleep was for away. My mind went on a overdrive thinking about all the pros and cons of being with Karan like this but my fears won and I knew I can't allow this to happen again.

Next day I woke up late and hurried through my schedule getting Ruhi ready for school. When Karan send me a sweet morning text "Good morning Teju, can't wait to see you on Sunday", which brought a smile to my face but one I Ignored, not replying to it . He called at his usual time to talk to Ruhi and this time I gave our daughter the phone without saying even hello to him.

Later at night he called me but I didn't picked up his call. I knew if I talked to him then I will again end up doing the same and letting him come close to me and I am not ready to be heartbroken.

He send me many messages saying, "Pick up my call atleast."
"Message me when you are free"
"Do you need any help in birthday preparation" and I replied with a simple "No"

He even send me flowers on Saturday with a message," Give us  a chance Teju" but I couldn't make peace with myself. His each action makes my heart flutter and beat faster but no I will not let him close to me only to get hurt later.

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Life is strange, what's a reality for you, is a dream for someone else. Don't take what you have for granted. Appreciate it and always find a reason to hold onto a hope, a positivity irrespective of how difficult the situation is.

Remember YOUR REALITY MIGHT BE A DREAM OF SOMEONE.