It was a bad day today. One of the worst. As a model it could be quite tiring being here and there for photo shoots.
I had a shoot today and for me it was just horrible. There was complete favoritism in this shoot. And by favoritism I mean that they'd only take a tad bit of photos of me and the other model had more than me, hell even the make up artist who wasn't meant to be a model had more photos.
It was now raining so i'm basically drenched in rainwater. I'm just wearing a white bra crop top and some sweats.
I was finally home. The first thing I'd do is call out for Alex but now I just wanted to be alone. I went up to mine and Alex's shared bedroom to shower and get changed. I went in the room and there was no Alex, I'm assuming he's in his little lunar castle. Yes Lunar Castle. Ever since he made Tranquility Base Hotel and Casino I just started calling his home studio " Lunar Castle". I got showered and picked up some comfy clothes
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(without the shoes ofc💀)
I decided to just wear my Drew House hoodie and a pair of black sweats. I'm not really happy now, I finished up my ramen and looked through mine ajd Alex's fridge for a tub of ice cream. Cookies n' Cream Alex knew this was my favorite flavor ever.
"Hey babe?" I heard from upstairs
"You home?" Alex continued. He went down to the kitchen to just see me sitting on the kitchen counter, My feet were just hanging down.
"Why so sad darling?" He asked as he made his way towards me, cupping my face with both his hands.
"Talk to me, please?" He asked again. I broke down, I just felt useless today. Being in that photoshoot where they only took like a couple of photos of me just let me down.
"Aw no no no don't cry baby" Alex said as he hugged me to his chest, He was just holding me now. He was stroking my hair to calm me down.
"Tell me everything" He said looking into my eyes. I ranted everything to him and he just understood me. Thats what I love about him. He'd never judge me.
"Well I think everyone in that shoot are assholes that don't deserve you" He explained to me while taking the last scoop of our tub of ice cream
"Thank you" I said cupping his cheek and pulling him in for a kiss.
"For what?" He asked me, furrowing his eyebrows teasingly
"Thank you for being the light of my world. It would be so dark without you. And thank you for understanding me" I said. I was crying again. I don't deserve Alex. Nobody does. He pulled me to his lap so now I was just facing him. I was straddling him now, crying into his neck.
"I don't deserve you at all" I sobbed
"You deserve the world" He said, stroking my hair. I hugged him tightly, running my fingers through his brown locks.
"Smile for me beautiful" He said, smiling, pushing some strands away from my face.
