We finally had time for oursleves. Just me and him. He was off tour for two months and we both felt ecstatic.
Having been away from eachother for so long took a big toll on our relationship.
I was getting ready for a whole date day with Alex. He promised to take me to all the places i've always wanted to visit.
Ur cute fuckin outfit🤭:
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"Baby are you- holy shit" He commented. I mouth half open, staring at me.
"You look so fucking beautiful" He said again, walking towards me pulling me in for a kiss which I happily leaned in for too. He made out and for a couple of seconds until I pulled away.
"Get ready baaaabeee" I exclaimed. He was half naked, only having a pair of pants on.
He giggled and left me, making his way to the bathroom to just finish off. I put on a bit of eyeliner and took a last glance at the mirror and finished my little make up look.
He complimented me once again and we left our penthouse suite. He walked around the city for awhile, he took me out to have brunch at a coffee shop that was also a bookstore. Thats another thing we bond on together, books.
He's been quite off this week to be honest. He felt, unsettled.
Don't get me wrong he's been saying that he's been enjoying these past couple weeks with having just us together but something just felt off.
He was looking outside the window, in his own little world. I smiled at him, took a glance at our hands that are intertwined with one another.
I ran my thumb through his knuckles and kissed his hand.
"You okay, love?" I asked, tilting my head to look at him properly.
"Hmm? I'm okay" He replied. He looked sad.
I thought he was all excited for this little date day we were having? He was all happy earlier.
"What's wrong? Hm? Tell me please" I said to him.
"I just, fuck" He stuttered.
"I feel like i'm pretending to be me. It's like i'm having imposter syndrome or whatever the fuck they call it. It just feels like I shouldn't have the things I have. Like I shouldn't experience all the shit i've been doing. It's just weird to me, thinking about it" He ranted
He's always felt like this at some point. I felt bad. He shouldn't feel this way at all. It always takes awhile for him to just accept himself and not put himself down.
I leaned in over the table and kissed him passionately. Full of love and nothing else. We pulled away and I smiled at him. He smiled back too.
"I needed that" He simply said looking down with a small smile.
