I'm 28. Insane to be honest. Not insane that I just turned 28, insane because my birthday would somewhat be miserable for me. Yes I have friends that'll come over but there's of course a missing piece. Alexander.
Dating a rockstar is hard work for the both of us. Being together for at least 8 years now just summed up how much we're willing to be with eachother.
Our love of course has brought us to being entwined for that long amount of years. I was kicked out of my train of thought when my best friend,Y/B/N, kept saying my name.
"You're daydreaming again" she said, rolling her eyes.
"Did you hear anything I was talking about?" She chuckled. She pushed a strand of her hair out of her face.
"Sorry" I whispered. I was sad honestly. He said he'd try to come but he was all the way in Australia, packed with so many shows. Al's fanbase somewhat makes me feel hated as well. Was it because he'd sometimes just choose to be with me rather than interacting with fans? Am I too much? Are they jealous? This past week was simply just me scrolling through nice and hateful comments on instagram, facetiming Alex, and planning out my birthday. I was also worried about my little party.
"Y/N stop being so worried about it all!" Y/B/N exclaimed.
"I know you're always worried about all the shit some of his fans talk about." Y/B/N said seriously. They've always been there for me. No matter what.
"I'm not worried or stressed out about the hate, I just wish he'd be here" I replied
"I know you miss him but we'll still have fun right?" She suggested. Smiling at me.
"Of course" I laughed
We went shopping and they decided to pay for everything I wanted. Bitch really spoiled me today. We went home and got ready for my party. I got a call from Miles, he'll be here tonight.
"Miiiiilessss" I giggled
"There's me birthday girl! Happy birthday darling" He exclaimed
We were on facetime so I could see his expressions and all his excitement.
"Thank youuuu! I miss you, oh my fucking god" I groaned, which caused Y/B/N to giggle. Miles laughed.
"What booze do you want me to bring tonight? All on me and don't you dare protest" He said pointing at me
"Okay fine, tequila definitely. Vodka, Gin and beer for sure" I said. He nodded and smiled
"Oh! the monkeys are live streaming their ENTIRE show tonight so I will of course play the entire show through your's and Al's fucking projector" He rambled which made me excited and all funny.
"That would be nice" I smiled
"Alright Ima go and get the booze and you go get ready sweetheart" Miles said
"Okay byeeee i'll see you in a bit" I replied and ended the call.
I got ready and wore the outfit Y/B/N spoiled me with:
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