sometimes the only way this pain could go away is bleeding. and that's where it all started.
you took a knife and cut it once, then twice.. it was a neverending circle. were you sad or just empty?
you didn't know anymore. you ditched classes and detentions you were getting. for merlin's shake why did you agreed on this! was your life really worth saving those millions lives out there, that are not taken yet.
your schedule looked the same everyday. sleeping, waking up, cutting, overthinking, cutting, crying, suicidal, sleeping and again.
did he know what he did to you, does he know but just don't care?
