"and i'll never love you" He grinned, eyes still closed. The look on his face telling you that he is confident in what he says...
"what?" Your face drops and your phone rings. A feeling of dread washed over you and became more prominent, the closer your hand got to it.
"wake up" Toji says. All of a sudden, you jolt out of your sleep. Your body was in a cold sweat, phone still ringing.
You answer without checking the ID and take a deep breath before speaking. "hello?" You ask. It was just a dream (Y/N).
"oh, she answers" Toji chuckles. You don't say anything and he sighs. "i uh... meant to ask you how you were feeling lately... k was actually waiting for a moment alone with you but.."
"i'm... fine" You answer, defeatedly.
"is it really fine? or is everything going to be fine" He asks. That question made your mind race for a moment.
Am I lying to him?
No, that can't be true.
Is it true?
It wouldn't make sense if it was.. or would it?
Am I in denial?
...Maybe
Why can't you make up your mind?
That's why no one could never love y-
"hello?" Toji calls out.
"yeah, i'm here..." You state. "i-..." You burst into tears on the spot. Your eyes were waterfalls, you felt overstimulated, you felt like climbing out of your skin.
I did lie to him
It is true
I am in denial
And yes, I am indecisive... but fuck Toji. He's the one who made your situation worse.
".... i'm coming over, (Y/N)" He says. You couldn't even reply as you choked on your sobs. You honestly felt like you were at your lowest.
Private photos of you surfing the internet, no one loves you, your parents don't like you, and even though you have Kim, you still felt alone. How would you come back from this?
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Lights, Camera, ACTION! (toji x black reader)
FanfictionAn actor and actress met each other once upon a time. But time moves on and so does life. Now they've grown up, and are both wanting to live successful and wealthy lives. But trouble is always two steps ahead.
