Life As A Slave (1D FanFiction)

What's Left Of Erin

----Erin's POV---

I stepped into my room. I've just finished a 12 hour shift and I need to rest. Ever since Isabel's escape, nine months ago, Sir Fuckward has been punishing me. Taking his anger out on me. I close the door behind me and kick off my shoes. I pick them up and put them on the spare bed. I use it as a shelf now. Sir dicklepickle doesn't want to give the extra space to someone without the room so now this bed frame and room is mine. I hate it. It's a constant reminder.

I slip out of my uniform and grab a towel from my closet. I walked to the bathroom and turned the hot water on. I waited to see if it would heat up. After a couple of minutes of waiting I gave up and decided that I would have a cold shower.

I slowly stepped into the shower, letting my body adjust to the cold temperature. Wow, has it already been nine months. Nine months since Isabel successfully escaped. I wish I had gone with her. Then maybe I wouldn't be in this situation today. Not only is Liam punishing me but He's basically hired the entire country to look for her, just so that he can get the stupid world domination plan. She doesn't even know the details. It's pointless.

I wish I could be with her right now. Away from Harry. He's been trying to convince me that he wasn't using me and that he 'loved' me. He's been showing up at my job, my room and sometimes when I'm wondering in the halls. But I don't believe him, I can't. Not after what he put me through, especially after that fight.

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"Fuck off, Harry." I say through clenched teeth. I felt the hot tears running down my cheeks. He makes me fucking sick.

"Erin, please." Harry looked me in the eyes. He had a hand print on his cheek and tears running down his face.

"I love yo-

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Stop it Erin! I put my head underneath the cold water to wash the conditioner out of my hair. I need to get him out of my head. But he was the only person I knew and who would talk to me. People don't like making friends in this place, Isabel was my only friend and now I have no one.

I haven't spoken to anyone since the night Harry and I fought. That was seven months ago. It's been seven months since I've talked to anybody. I sighed and let the cold water run over my body. I turn of the water and wrap the towel around me. I slowly step out of the shower and look at my reflection.

I looked into my cold eyes. The sparkle that had always shown was gone. They didn't even look green anymore, but more of a grey or a green colour that had seen too much sun and has faded over the years, well months. My lips were etched into a small but permanent frown. My face looked cold and stern. My figure hunches over a little and my neck feels sore from looking up and not at the ground. This isn't me. It can't be. There's no life in this persons eyes. No hope, no dreams, nothing. This can't be me, this can't be anyone.

I dried myself off and threw the towel into the washing basket. I'm going to have to take that to the laundry room. Isabel use to always do that. I stepped into my bedroom. I pulled out my pyjamas that I keep under my pillow and put them on. They instantly warmed me up. I slipped under the covers of my bed. I know it was pointless. I can't sleep without someone in the same room. I feel too vulnerable. Like I'm just waiting for someone to come in here and kidnap me. I haven't had a good night's sleep since Isabel left.

I rolled over in my bed. What am I going to do? I need sleep but there's no one to sleep with. No one to protect me. Well there is one but I can't bring myself down that low to actually do it. I mean can I?

I sighed and rubbed my eyes. My eyelids were so heavy and I needed to sleep so badly. I got up off my bed and turned the light on. I squinted as the light hurt my eyes. I reached over and grabbed a book on the shelf. I haven't read it yet and now's any good time as another.

A/N

HEEYY. So this is like just a little catch up sort of thing of their lives and the next chapter is going to be isaboos and after that the story still isn't over so chill. Okay that's all the notifications and like usual don't forget to Vote and Comment and I'll TTYL.

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-Erin