Perfect for You [JenLisa] - (Complete)

Chapter 68

Ruby Jane went to her room. She picked up in the table the phone that Lisa gave her. She unlocked it and focused on the wallpaper which was the house of Lisa.

Kai slowly walked inside Ruby Jane's room. He saw that Ruby Jane was sadly looking at the phone.

"You found it after throwing it out?" Kai asked. Ruby Jane put down the phone. "I couldn't throw it out," she admitted.

"Over there, seeing you smiling happily made me often feel insecure. I was afraid that you would change drastically," Kai confessed. "But Ruby Jane, that isn't you. You couldn't remember being Ruby Jane Kim and you lived as Jennie so how could that be real? It's just a fantasy which started from a lie," Kai added.

"It's not. If it is a fantasy, it wouldn't hurt this much," Ruby Jane sadly said. "Kai, I feel so much pain right now. My heart hurts so much that I can't breathe," Ruby Jane softly said.

"So we have to leave this place and go far away. Let's avoid it all. We'll leave tomorrow. We'll be back to normal," Kai suggested. "I...can't leave with you. The pain I'm feeling right now makes my heart numb," Ruby Jane replied.

"You.....Ruby Jane Kim has never said how she felt before, isn't that so?" Kai asked who was already teary-eyed. "I'm sorry Kai," Ruby Jane apologized as her tears started to fall.

"Don't cry. You are Ruby Jane. Ruby Jane never cried for someone else before. You are crying now," Kai said as his tears started to fall too. "The sincerity that you can give me, is it only I'm sorry?" Kai inquired.

"I'm sorry. I really am sorry," Ruby Jane said while crying. 

Kai stood up and turned his back from Ruby Jane. "Then...will you go back to where you left your heart?" Kai asked while controlling his tears from falling.

"I can't go back to you. I will not go back there either," Ruby Jane answered. "Jennie can't go back to me. Ruby Jane can't go back there too. Is that right? Then...who are you now?" Kai asked as he slowly turned his head as he looked at Ruby Jane sitting on the bed. 

"I am both of them. But it feels weird. I don't have any confidence in either side," Ruby Jane sadly said.

Lisa was sadly walking on the road side. She saw the waiting shed of the bus stop and stopped near it. She remembered a drunk Jennie slept on the bench. "Good night Lisa Manoban," Jennie said and laid down.

Lisa continued walking with her eyes on the ground. She then recalled when she looked for Jennie and found her there. "Were you waiting there?" Jennie happily asked when she saw Lisa. "I will find you. No matter where you are, no matter how far, I will find you," Lisa said when Jennie was about to get inside the bus. 

Ruby Jane turned her head as she looked at the empty waiting shed. "What am I expecting? It is impossible to find me," Ruby Jane said teary-eyed. She then slowly walked and sat on the bench of the waiting shed. Ruby Jane saw a bus was coming. 

Lisa was walking across the road. She saw the bus stopped at the waiting shed. "What am I expecting? It is impossible to meet her," Lisa sadly said as she looked down again. 

Lisa lift her head to look at the waiting shed when the bus drove away. She was shocked to see an elegant Jennie sitting on the bench while looking down.

"Jennie, I really can find you. What should I do? Do you want me to die?" Lisa said to herself teary-eyed. 

Ruby Jane noticed someone in a distance. She lift her head and saw Lisa standing there looking at her. Ruby Jane stood up and smiled a bit while Lisa was walking slowly towards her.

"Lisa Manoban, were you here to find me?" Ruby Jane asked but Lisa didn't answer. "I...You knew I was waiting here so you came to find me?" Ruby Jane asked again. 

"I...I wasn't here to find you," Lisa replied. "This time as well, you just happened to pass by and we happened to meet?" Ruby Jane sadly asked.  "Yeah. That's it," Lisa responded. "Then, isn't it better that you pretend not to see me and just continue walking?" Ruby Jane softly asked. 

"I should do that. But I can't. Until now, you are still Jennie to me," Lisa said as she tried to control her emotion. "My name is not Jennie. You don't know, but my name is...." Ruby Jane said  but was cut off.

"Don't say it. It would be better if I didn't know. You too, the name Jennie I gave you, forget about it too," Lisa said not looking at Ruby Jane. Ruby Jane was teary-eyed while listening to Lisa.

"It is better to forget unhealthy things. You'll feel better if you pretend that it never happened before," Lisa stated as she looked at Ruby Jane. "Can...you do it?" Ruby Jane softly asked. "Yes, I can. So...return to where you belong. And live happily," Lisa replied.

"Okay, since you put it that way...I will be fine," Ruby Jane said teary-eyed. Lisa looked away from her. "Good bye, Lisa Manoban," Ruby Jane said as she extended her hand for a handshake. 

Lisa looked at Ruby Jane's hand without accepting it and then looked at Ruby Jane. "Just go on," Lisa said and left as she walked slowly away. 

"You jerk. Beggar!" Ruby Jane uttered while looking at Lisa walking in a distance.

"I...if I hold your hands now,  I won't be able to let it go. So, just leave now," Lisa said to herself teary-eyed while walking. 

Ruby Jane ran after Lisa and hug her from the back which stopped Lisa from walking. Lisa stood still while Ruby Jane was hugging her from behind.

"I will forget the unhealthy me. But I won't forget this. So, just for awhile, just stay here for awhile," Ruby Jane said while crying as she hugged Lisa. Lisa was speechless and didn't move a single muscle. Ruby Jane then slowly let go from hugging Lisa.

"It is fine now. Now, I can be able to forget it. Good bye Lisa Manoban. And my name is...Ruby Jane Kim," Ruby Jane said while crying. 

Lisa, who didn't even turn around to look at Ruby Jane was crying silently when she heard what Ruby Jane said.