Honey bear 🐻 🍯

1.4

I'm writing this on the city bus cuz I have a long ride lol💔😭
Tw: swearing and degrading . There is mention of a sore bum

It's been 3 days since the incident with Jackson. Let's just say nothing changed besides Jackson lying about where Namjoon was. He would put Namu into time out for hours and tell everyone in the house that he was just napping or he went out because he was in big space. Namjoon was terrified to tell the others what was happening. When Yugyeom found Namjoon last time, Jackson was angry at the little for ratting him out. So the little did what he knew was best, which was keeping quiet and not tell anyone.

Namjoon was in the guest bed waiting for everyone to wake up. Jaejae is the one who gets Namjoon to come downstairs to eat breakfast. Knocks were heard. "Joonie? It's breakfast. Can I come in?" JaeJae said. Namjoon doesn't respond but Younggae takes that as a yes. " come Joonie, hold my hand" Jaejae grabbed the other little's hand and walked him downstairs. Everyone was seated at the table by the time the two littles got downstairs. Namjoon saw that there was only a seat beside JaeJae and Mark. "Look who's finally up" Jackson mumbled. Namjoon heard what he said, the little one looked down at the floor in shame. In reality, Joonie had been awake since before sunrise, he was just too nervous to leave the guest room. Namjoon sat down in the empty chair. They were having toast and eggs along with fruit. Namjoon waited until everyone else grabbed their food, for him to grab what is left. " do you need someone to serve you? Or are you just being ungrateful? Probably both right?" Jackson said from across the table. Jinyoung nudged him to signal for him to knock it off. Namjoon just shook his head, not wanting to respond verbally.  Namjoon reached for the leftover egg and some fruit. There was no toast left, he didn't complain, he just took the food with no questions. He ate slowly due to his young headspace, he didn't want to choke or make a mess, that would get him yelled at. " so boys we are going to Mingyu's today for a play date, doesn't that sound like fun?" Jinyoung told the littles. Namjoon didn't look up or react, he figured he wasn't being spoken to. "That sounds like so much fun daddy" Bamie replied. "I'm so excited, when we going daddy?" JaeJae replied squealing. "Soon love" Jinyoung replied. Mark tapped Namu's shoulder to get his attention. Namjoon looked up at him with big doe eyes, he thought he was in trouble for dropping fruit in his lap. "M'sorry , didn't mean drop frui" Namjoon said quietly to Mark, tears dripping down his cheeks. " oh honey, you aren't in trouble. I wanted to know if you were excited to go to Mingyu's house today?" Mark said with worry. " Me allowed to come?" Namjoon said with hesitation. "Of course Joonie," Mark said with a soft smile.

"Ok boys get your shoes on!" Jaebum yelled from the door so the littles could hear him. Jaebum's two littles came running down the stairs, Namjoon on the other hand was carefully walking to not trip down the stairs. "Namjoon! Hurry up!" Jackson yelled in an irritated voice. The little one came down the stairs with his blankie. He rushed to get his shoes on, but he struggled because his shoes had laces . " holy fuxk, do you need help with everything!?" Jackson yelled at the little one. "M'sorry , try harder again," Namjoon said quietly. Yugyeom went over to the little one and helped him tie his shoes. " Jackson, he is a baby in little space . Stop yelling at him, he obviously is trying his best" Yugyeom scoffed at him. "Fanks gyeomie" Namjoon said. Yugyeom grabbed his hand and lead the little to the car. He looked back at Jackson and shook his head, he didn't understand why his Hyung was acting like that.

Once they arrive, It's about 10 am. It's still fairly early but they had a bunch of stuff planned for the day. They were having a "big" play date, there were quite a few other caregivers and their littles there too. The littles sat in Mingyu's playroom, they were all playing besides Namu. All the littles had an older headspace than him, he was the youngest amongst all the other littles. Namjoon sat off to the side watching the other littles play together. He had his blanky in his lap, holding it tightly in his hands. Namjoon is quite shy and nervous, that's just how he is. He didn't want to bug anyone, he just sat and watched the others play. "Joonie? You can come play with us" Jaejae said to the little. Namjoon got up and sat beside JaeJae and Bamie. The group of littles he sat with, were playing with cars and little figurines. Namjoon picked up one next to him and was going to start playing with it but Bamie yelled "hey! I was playing with that, give it back now!" Bambam screamed at Joonie. Namjoon dropped it the second he started screaming, definitely scared of his reaction. Everyone turned to look at the scene, and a few caregivers followed as well. "What is going on in here?" Jackson said looking at the littles. "We heard screaming from downstairs," someone's Daddy said. Bambam pointed at Namjoon. All eyes were on Namjoon, tears dripped down his cheeks. Namjoon didn't quite understand what was going on. All that he could understand was that someone was mad at him. "Joonie took my toy and slapped me," Bambam said to his papa. The little had no idea what was being said, he held his blankie in his hand as tears still dripped down his cheeks. "I'll deal with him," Jackson said to the other caregiver. "You guys can go back to playing, 0k?" Jackson said as he grabbed a hold of Namjoon's arm.