Honey bear 🐻 🍯

3.1

Cw: mention of sa , abuse , molestation. It's not detailed 🏷️

Joon was so nervous , this was the first time he willing wanted to tell someone about what happened. They were all sitting on the couch , room was quiet just some tv background noise. They all told Joon he didn't have to explain but he wanted to , he felt comfortable enough and trusted Jins parents already. "Um i guess I'll start from the beginning and work my way up to now." Joon said quietly, he was embarrassed to have to share this. He still thinks he deserved this and that it's all his fault.

It first started when Joon was 4, the butler as you would call it , he suggested Joon play some games with him. Joon obviously agreed being a little boy that gets no attention from anyone in his house. Joon didn't like the games the man had suggested, he even tried to say no but he learned quickly that his words meant nothing. Joon even sought out for help from his parents. Him being such a young boy he didn't know what to say, he didn't even know what acts they were doing. So Joon was quiet , he started to wet himself at night , sometimes even during the day. His father was disgusted by him , slapping him and punishing him. His father thought that beating the youngest child would help discipline him. It didn't do anything but scare Joon. The abuse continued for years and years , joon finally got to the age where he understood what was happening. He was 12 when he told his mom what happened. She laughed in his face, no one would ever dare touch Namjoon. Her sad son was disgusting. He still peed himself at the age of 12 , during the day and at night. One night he peed so much he had to get his parents for help. They didn't help of course, they screamed at him and beat him. They told him he was pathetic and a disgrace. They took his bed away for months, joon had to sleep on the floor with a large doggy pad. They used that to embrasse him. He finally got his bed back on his 13th birthday, that was his birthday present, his parents didn't even remember,Their staff for the house did . Joon was still extremely thankful, he was so glad to have his bed back. His parents told him if he wet himself or the bed again , he will not ever get a bed again. Joon made sure not to wet the bed or himself again. The last time he had an accident was at school. He was so embarrassed, he obviously didn't mean to but it happened. We all know Joon is quiet and shy , he is what everyone called a nerd in middle school. Some kids were bugging him at lunch, they've been harassing him for months. Joon was eating quietly, reading his book in the far corner in the cafeteria. When the popular boy started to pick a fight. Joon barely respond, that angered the boy. The boy had one of his friends go in joons bag and grab his plush bear he brings to school everyday. His parents don't know about that, no one did. Joon followed them once he saw the bear . They dragged him into the bathroom, where they started to scream at him and call him awful names. Joon started to panic , he just wanted his bear. They started to pull at his hair , pinch him, shove him, practically harmless right?. It was until they knocked Joon over and he hit his head. Joon was sobbing at this point he was terrified, which lead him to wet himself. When the boys noticed they took pictures of him curled up on the bathroom floor. His uniform trousers soaked in urine , joon trembled on the floor begging them to stop. He apologized over and over again. The boys finally stopped when they noticed Joon wasn't moving , they threw his bear on the floor and left him there. The boys were older than him , they were freshmans in high school, joon went to a private school which had middle school to high school. They posted it all over social media , they posted the video of them beating Namjoon too. Namjoon didnt move for hours it felt like. He was so scared , what if his parents found out . They told him he has to be unseen. Joon knows if his parents find out he wet himself, he would be severely punished. Joon had no friends, no one would help him. Even his own siblings hated him. When his brother walked into the bathroom and saw his younger brother, he ignored him and continued on with his friends. Joon was heartbroken, his own brother couldn't even help him. His brother stayed back and laughed , he couldn't wait to tell his parents about his brother. Finally an older senior boy walked in , he saw  the blood on joons forehead and his trousers. He offered help to Namjoon, he couldn't believe people just left him in there. Joon apologized to the guy. The older boy got him a change of pants and helped clean his forehead. The older boy noticed fresh and old bruises on Joon when he was curled up on the floor. He didn't question anything, he just figured it was from school. Joon thanked the boy for his help before he ran back to class. When Joon got to class everyone was calling him piss boy. Joon saw on Snapchat and Instagram the video and pictures the boys took of him. Joon cried quietly in the back of the class , he couldn't wait to get out.