Honey bear 🐻 🍯

1.9

"Hunny bun, let's get your shoes on" Jin said getting joons attention. The little made his way to the front door. Namie had his blanket with him, he likes the comfort of his blanket . That's all he has for that sense of comfort, he was never allowed to have a paci or plushies . He is just now being allowed to wear diapers , he doesn't even know if he will be allowed to keep the diapers. The little didn't keep his hopes up. "There you go, you shoes are all tied" Jin said giving joon a smile . The little thanked him and stood up with his blanket. "Hun why don't we keep your blanket here? I know you like it with you but we don't want to lose it or for it to get dirty" Jin said taking the blanket gently. Namjoon visible became anxious, what if He didn't get it back? That's all he had, he didn't want to lose the only item that brought him some sense of security and safety. The little started to tear up , he didn't want to start freaking out but he didn't want to be a bad boy. "Oh , otay" the little said whipping his tears. "Hunny, you don't have to worry, you will get it back. i promise"Jin said to the little. "Pomise?" Namu ask looking at his hands, playing with the hem of his sweater. "I promise honey bear"Jin said picking up the little. He walked to the car , placing Joon in the passenger seat. "I didnt mean to be bad Jinnie  hyungie, I'm sorry weally sorry , i no wanna be trouble, pwease" the little said while crying, Jin picked up on the fact that the little kept stumbling over his words and his pronunciation was really off. He could tell the little was slipping  deeper, the little slipped deeper not out of feeling safe but out of stress and fear. "Hunny, it's ok . You are not in any trouble. You are allowed to be stressed and scared Hun" Jin said comforting the little, he could tell the little was near baby space. Jin buckled the little up and made his way to the drivers side.

While driving Jin saw a cute cafe , he was dying for a coffee. Jin turned into the parking lot and parked the car . "Hey hun , we are going to get something to drink , does that sound good?" Jin asked the little softly. "Otay" the little said quietly. Jin was worried, Joon still had his bruises and they were pretty visible, he is hoping no one stares while they are in the cafe. Jin went over to unbuckle the little, the little was struggling to unbuckle. The little got out of the car , slowly and not very stable. The little followed behind , he didn't want to embarrass Jin . Joon embarrassed everyone, he always does, he doesn't it try to. He tried to make it look like they weren't going in together, he didn't want people to stare at jin because he was with a pathetic man child.  The little felt bad , Jin didn't get to have his coffee this morning because of him , he couldn't even get dressed on his own. Joon wasn't really paying attention , he didn't even know they were in the cafe until Jin asked him what he wanted. "Bunny , what did you want to get?" Jin asked the boy. "Oh , allowed? It's otay" joonie said quietly, he never gets to pick what he wanted, he normally didn't even get to go to the place. "It's ok joonie, you can get something" Jin said rubbing the littles back, he saw that nam was anxious. "It's otay? I weally can pick?" Nammie said quietly. "Yeah, sweets . Does anything look yummy to you?" Jin said playing with nams hair. "Pink bwerry looks nummy" the little said pointing to the picture of the drink . " I no need it , it's otay . I don't have too . It's otay" the little said starting to panic a little, he didn't want to be a bad boy and be greedy. Jin didn't respond to the little , that made the little anxious, he was definitely in trouble once they got back to the car. Joon was zoned out looking at his hands , he was trying to not think about anything. He was standing behind Jin , trying to shield himself from stares, he could feel lots of eyes him. He knows he looks awful, he gets told that every day. Jin is super handsome, joon knows this , everyone knows this. A handsome man being seen with him , he doesn't know how Jin isn't embarrassed being seen with him. " hey , you ok ? Here is your drink , sweets" Jin said handing joon a very pink drink with berries in it. " oh , nummy , thanks hyungie" joon said quietly, Jin heard him tho. "You're welcome hun, why don't you do sit down at a table while I wait for my drink, ok?" Jin asked the little. Namjoon nodded and went to the table that was closest to the window. Joon sat there drinking his yummy pink drink , he was so happy he got to pick what he wanted. Nam was sat smiling to himself at the table , he wasn't aware of the few ladies staring at him. They weren't stares of worry but stares of disgust. One lady approached Joon , he didn't even see her come to the table . "Excuse me, are you with that handsome man over there?" The young woman asked the little. Joon nodded, he saw how the ladies faces turned to shock . "Really? I would have never thought he would be seen with someone like you." One of the other ladies said while laughing. Namjoon didn't answer he just looked at his drink on the table, he really didn't want to be humiliated in front of all these people. "I don't believe you , look at him and look at yourself. This has to be a joke" another lady said . Namjoon wasn't sure what they meant by Jin being with him . The little had tears going down his cheeks , he didn't like all the mean words , these ladies , that were around his age , were saying to him . "M'sorry" the little said quietly, wiping his tears off his cheeks. Thankfully Jin came while another lady came was saying something to Namjoon. "I can't believe he- oh , hi" the lady said with a shy smile. "Hey" Jin said , he saw Namjoon with tears down his cheeks. The little at the table was visibly scared, he wanted to get out of there. "Um, I was wondering if I could get your number? You are very handsome"the same lady said with more confidence. "Oh , uh, I'm ok. But thanks for the compliments" Jin said trying to be as nice as possible. The ladies all walked away upset. "Hey , love bug . You ok?"jin asked the little, Namjoon didn't reply , he just looked at his drink in his hands. Jin reached out his hand for the little to grab , Jin figured the little just wasn't up to talking , he didn't see or hear what the ladies said to joonie. They made it outside but Namjoon was struggling to walk . Joonie just wanted to have one day where he wasn't humiliated or harassed for being younger in little space or just for existing. Jin picked up nam and held him close. Joon started sobbing quietly into jins chest . Jin rubbed Namjoon's back and gave him soft kiss on his cheeks and head. Jin whispered to him that everything would be ok , that he was safe with him. Jin rocked the little one back and forth until he calmed down and fell asleep in his arms. He placed the sleeping boy in the passenger seat. He got into his seat and started the drive to the shopping centre.