Honey bear 🐻 🍯

3.4

It's been about a week since Joon finally slipped. Jin has been staying home with Joon. Joon has been glued to Jin, like he follows him everywhere. Joonie has been so little , he has been extremely dependent on Jin. "Joonie baby, i need to go to the bathroom" Jin said lifting Joon off his lap. As Jin stood up Joon clutched a hold of his sweater. "Baby , you have to let me go to the bathroom alone" Jin said , gently preying-off his littles hand. "C-come" Joon said quietly , he has tears prickling in his eyes. "Pwease, no weave" Joon mumbled reaching out for his daddy. "Honey bun , baby , I just have to go pee. You can wait in here" Jin said , his little starting to sob. "D-daddy" Joon sobbed out. Jin left the little sobbing , he needed to pee. Joon didn't quite understand everything right now . He started sobbing out for Jin , he didn't know where his daddy went to. "D-daddy , c-come b-back. Pwease" Joon sobbed out , jin could hear his little yell out in sobs for him. Jin rushed back quickly once he finished. He came back and lifted up his little , "Joonie bug, you're ok . Daddy is back , you're safe" Jin said givin his little a kiss on the cheek. Joon has been having so many of theses little freak outs lately. "Baby , can you tell daddy what's going on in your pretty little head? Daddy doesn't like seeing his baby cry so much" Jin said rocking Joon back and forth . Joon being so little just continued to sob , he shook in Jins arms. This has happened every time jin leaves the room or when Jin says he needs to go to the bathroom alone. Jin slipped back in joons pacifier, hoping that would help him calm down. Jin sat down with Joon in his lap, he was sat at his desk.  Jin was getting his work done before Joon had his meltdown. Jin knew about joons separation anxiety but it's 10x worse and is getting worse each day. Jin understands , joon is terrified. He has never had a secure relationship and he is terrified he is going to lose Jin. Jin felt Joon go limp in his lap, indicating he was asleep.

When Joon woke up in his and Jins shared bed alone , joon started panicking. He was so little , he started sobbing,  this was way too stressful on him, he needed his daddy. He started screaming for his daddy , trying to make his way over towards the door. "D-daddy?! D-daddy!" Joon was screaming. Jin rushed up the stairs , he was making himself some coffee. Jin rushed over and picked up Namjoon. The little practically hyperventilating and gagging. "Oh baby, daddy is here . He is right here" Jin said holding his little close. "I'm sorry baby, I was thirsty. I didn't mean to scare you my sweet boy"  Jin apologized. "N-no w-weave g-gaine" Joon mumbled quietly through sobs. "I won't ever leave you baby, I just went downstairs" Jin said placing a kiss in joons hair. Jin slipped joons paci in , grabbing his littles blanket, they walked downstairs to the living room. Joon still shaking in his caregivers arms, Jin wasn't sure what he was going to do. Jin has a meeting later today and his camera has to be on. Joon has to be sitting on his lap or close enough that he is in arms reach. Jin had made his coffee and a bottle before Joon had woken up. He feed Joon his bottle while he texted Hobi.

J- hey hoba! I could use your help... do you think you could watch Joon for a few hours? I have a meeting and Joon won't go anywhere where he can't reach me... it's on camera so I can't have Joon close to me.

H- hey hyung! Yeah of course but jiminie and yoonie are at work.

J- thanks Hoba. Im not going to tell him what's happening just because he will freak out before we can even get out the door. He is basically in baby space if he isn't already. I don't think he'll be a hassle cuz all he is is a ball of cuddles. Is it ok if I bring him in 30?

H- yeah for sure, I'll get some toys set out for him. I know he might not play with them but why not. I'll make the house warmer for him cuz i know he likes the warmth when he is a baby.

J- I appreciate it, did you want a coffee or anything? I'm going to stop on the way to get something for Joon.

H- it doesn't matter to me hyung. You know what I like . See you soon.