Jin brought namu home, his poor baby. He hated how people treated him , how they were just awful towards him. Joon sobbed the whole way home , Jin could see him trembling and shaking in his seat. Namjoon just wanted everything to stop, he just wanted everyone to leave him alone . The only person who has been nice to him is Jin. Joon didn't even realize they pulled into the drive way, "namu? Hey love , we are home" Jin said already opening joons door. He picked Joon up , surprised Joon didn't have an accident, he normally does when he is scared or upset. He carried Joon inside, taking him upstairs to have a bath and get him ready for bed. He took a shower with Joon , the boy wouldn't let him go. Joon cried the whole time in the shower. Jin tried to be as quick as he could be. Both them showered , Jin wrapped himself in a towel and quickly did the same for Joon. Jin got himself changed before he got Joon dressed. Once he was ready, he dried Joon off and put lotion on his skin and diapered him up. He noticed loads of new cuts on Joon , he hates that Joon is struggling on his own. He gave Joon kisses in his cheeks whispering I love you over and over again. He dressed Joon in some really warm pjs , they had hearts on them , it's was a one piece , with buttons. He applied face cream to joons face ,He brushed joons hair. "I love you" Jin said again to his baby , he saw the blush on joons cheeks. "Wove daddy" Joon said quietly, he made grabby hands to his daddy. Jin picked up Joon , holding him close . He gave Joon loads of kiss on his face and hair. Jin grabbed joons paci and blanket before heading downstairs. He placed the paci in Joons mouth, he was going to make something for Joon to eat, both of them didn't eat . He was going to cook but figured it was best to just order something. Jin order food that he and Joon could enjoy. The food should be there soon, he and Joon snuggled up on the couch. He could feel his baby's breath on his neck while they watched a show, joon was way too little to comprehend what was playing on the tv. Jin placed kisses on joons cheek, he knew Joon needed a lot of love. "Daddy loves you soo much" Jin told his little again. They cuddles up together for a good while , he heard his baby's tummy growl. "It's almost here baby, daddy can make you a bottle if you would like" Jin asked his love, joon nodded only really understanding the word bottle. Jin carried him to the kitchen, he fixed up the bottle quickly . Joon was quiet, he just snuggled Jin while waiting, for his bottle to be ready. "I bet you're hungry love, you're such a patient boy." Jin said giving Joon a kiss on his cheek. Joon was so little right now, he put his trust in to Jin . He was just worried jin would find out he is always this little. Joon was so zoned out he didn't even realize his bottle was ready, "baby, look it's ready" jin said pulling his paci out and gently slipping in the bottles nipple. Joon softly drank his bottle, holding onto jin tightly. "You're such a sweet boy . Daddy loves you so much" jin rocked Joon back and forth , "our yummy food is going to be here soon. Daddy got you something to eat too, something soft and easy to swallow." Jin said , joon looking at him with big doe eyes. Jin walked back to the living room holding Joon close to him. He held Joon while he drank his bottle , pressing kisses to his face. Jin absolutely loved snuggles with Joon , he had so much love to give to his sweet boy. A few minutes pass and the door bell rang. "I have to put you down, our food is here." Jin said placing Joon on the couch.he grabbed his wallet walking towards the door. Opening it , he saw the delivery person, "hi . Heres your order" the boy named soobin said. He had his name tag on . "You have a little?" He asked . "I do" jin said . " me too, beomie is my little" the younger boy said smiling. "Cute" Jin said smiling. Handing the boy a tip.The guy saw Joon on the couch and waved at him , "have a nice night," soobin said "you too" Jin smiled shutting the door. . Jin walked back to his baby, he placed the food down onto the table. Joon watched his daddy with curious eyes, "smells yummy huh? Daddy got you something to eat. Gotta make sure my baby is nice an fed" Jin said softly. Joon was gripping at Jins pants , watching him. He was so innocent, Jin loved his baby. Jin pampered Joon with kisses, he couldn't help himself, how could you not when the baby was just sitting there sucking his paci with big rosy cheeks. "Daddy just needs to get it out of the bag and then we can eat" Jin brought Joon into his lap , easier to feed him this way. "Looks yummy? I got you something soft to eat" Jin said bringing his utensils up to joons mouth. Joon opened his mouth and ate it slowly. Jin was slowly feeding Joon , he didn't need the boy choking. Jin ate when joon had his mouth "full" . He watched Joon to make sure he was ok. Jin continued to feed Joon until the container was empty. He offered Joon some of his food too , he made sure that the pieces were smaller and cut before feeding it to Joon. "Ummy" Joon said quiet , looking at his hands. He was a little older than he was when he first got home. "It is , isn't it? I'm glad you think it's yummy. You're being such a good boy, eating dinner" Jin said softly with a gentle smile, he placed a few kisses on joons face. Joon blushed at his daddy's words. "You're my good boy" Jin said softly, kissing Joons hair. Joon was full , he tapped his daddy's arm to signal he didn't want anymore. "You're full baby? That's ok. You ate loads . Daddy is so happy" Jin said softly, rubbing joons back. Joon was so warm and full , he was starting to dose off. "Hey baby, you need to stay up, we have to brush your teeth." Jin said, Jin brought Joon upstairs and brushed his teeth. He then placed Joon is his bed and softly sang him to sleep. Once Joon was sleeping Jin went back down stairs to clean up. He put away the left overs , he whipped down the table. He went to his study and sent some more emails and finished up some work so he wasn't slammed on Monday. A few hours went by and Jin heard soft footsteps. "Daddy?" Joon said quietly. Jin looked up wearing his glasses " yah hunny?" "Oh sorry i go" Joon started to leave , "come ere love, whats up?" Jin asked , pulling Joon into his lap. "If daddy no busy , can we cuddle in bed?" Joon said quietly, pretty hesitant about asking. "Yeah baby, let's go. Daddy is tired anyway and some cuddles from his baby would be awesome." Jin said carrying Joon to their bedroom. Joon waited on the bed patiently for Jin to come back from brushing his teeth. Jin turned the lights off , closing the bedroom door and walked over to the bed. He slipped under the covers with Joon , pulling the boy closer to him. He wrapped his arms around Joon, breathing in his sent, which was peaches and strawberries, with baby lotion. He gave Joon kisses on his face and one on his paci, "goodnight baby, daddy loves you very much" Jin said quietly, snuggling closer to his little.
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Joon woke up first , but he laid in bed still cuddling with his daddy. It was Sunday , so they had nothing to do. It wasn't too long after Jin woke up as well. "Good morning love" Jin said with a deep morning voice. "Daddy" Joon said quietly with his paci still in. The room was still dark, outside it was dark and raining. " we aren't going to be doing much today , it's raining" Jin said to his little, joon didn't respond but he was listening. " let's go get you changed and brush your teeth" Jin said to his baby. Jin slid out of bed , going to the bathroom before coming back to get Joon changed and ready. "Let's get you changed" Jin brought Joon to the end of the bed , he grabbed a clean diaper and a clean outfit for the boy. Quickly changing his clothes and diaper. He blew raspberry on his baby's stomach, hearing joons adorable giggles. "Daddy tickles" Joon giggled out. Jin finished changing Joon , getting him dressed in a warmer outfit , baggy jeans and a thick hoodie. Jin got himself ready too , they weren't going out today so he was basically matching Joon. Joons hair was getting long , Jin pinned some of it out of his face with a cute flower clip. Jin wanted to scream at joons cuteness, he instead attack him with kisses. Jin made his bed after placing Joon on the carpet , the little did help make it , he was "old" enough to walk and help but he really wasn't. Joon had his paci in his mouth, holding his fluffy white plush goat. Jin held his hand out for the boy to hold onto before heading down stairs. "Let's go have breakfast, star. I was thinking pink berry smoothie with an egg?" Jin asked. Joon nodded , he didn't really care what he had , happy with anything his caregiver was to make him. Jin lead Joon to the living room , he put on a baby show for the little. He wasn't even sure what show it was but it was for kids that's for sure. Joon wasn't even paying attention to the show he was entertained by the frills off his socks. Jin chuckled watching Joon, how sweet the boy was. "Bunny? It's breakfast. Can you come here?" Jin said from the kitchen. Joon got up slowly making his way to the kitchen. He made sure to leave his plushie in the living room , he had him sit nicely on the couch. Joon told his stuffie to be good while he was gone. "There you are, let's eat. Did you need help or are you big enough to do it yourself?" Jin asked his little. "Big" one word was how Joon replied , he didn't want to bug Jin. Joon ate slowly, making sure he didn't spill anything. Jin was sipping coffee while reading something on his iPad. There was a knock at the door, startling the crap out of the little . He dropped his spoon for his smoothie all over the floor. "It's ok love , that just scared you. I'm going to go and check who it is" Jin said kissing joons pout. Joon started overthinking everything, Jin was probably so upset, he spilt it's all over the kitchen tiles. When Jin was near the door , joon walked over to the counter grabbing paper towel and some cleaner spray that was under the counter. Joon knew where it was since he would help the cleaning lady , he insists every time on helping. Joon is very young in headspace but when you had to sneak around when you are little , you'll learn quickly on how to hide it. So Joon cleaned up , not the best cleaning job but pretty good for a baby. Joon sat back down at the table with his hands in his lap looking down at them. He was embarrassed and disgusted with himself. He waited for Jin to come back, he totally forgot someone was at the door. When Joon came back to his senses he could hear 3 voices, Jins', an older lady and man's voice. He heard Jin say eoma and appa, uh oh. Joon shoved his paci in his pocket, he emptied his sippy cup , washing it quickly , hiding it at the back of a cabinet. He sat back down quietly, waiting for Jin to come back in with his parents. He would have prepared more for this if he knew, he isn't prepared for another lecture on how disgusting he is. He tried to steady his breathing, he didn't need to have an anxiety attack. He didn't even hear them walking into the kitchen, he only heard them when they were in the living room. Shoot, joon didn't turn the tv off , and he left his plush goat. He heard Jins mother " are you dating someone with a child? Why is there a stuffed animal and a baby show playing?" She questioned her son. " it's something like that" Jin replied, his mother didn't question anymore. Joon was worried they would go into his room, there isn't really anything that gives away that it's a little room . His toys are all put away, like all of the toys including his he calico critter house was put away, and so was the table. Joon had a freak out the other week and took it down and shoved it in the closet. Joon walked to the wall near the living room , peaking his head over, they didn't see him but Joon definitely saw them. He didn't see their faces but they were wearing very nice clothes. Joon was dressed casually, they had no plans today , if anything they needed to get some groceries. Joon wanted to pull himself out of little space but he was way to anxious and scared to face this while being big. Joon went back to the kitchen island, sitting quietly, not wanting to be a bother to anyone. He looked down at his hands , something he did when he was scared and anxious. He counted to himself , helping stay grounded. When he heard the footsteps in the kitchen , he tensed up, freezing in his seat. "Who is that Jin?" Jins father said , "that's Namjoon, I've told you about him. He is my boyfriend" Jin said. Joon kept looking down at his hands , he felt like he was going to be sick, Jins parents are going to think he is disgusting and gross. "Can he not say hi? Does he not realize it's rude to not greet us?" Jins mother said. Joon froze, he was rude , what a great first impression he made. Now they definitely won't like him. He tried so hard to slip out of his headspace but it didn't works. He is going to embarrass himself in front of Jins parents. He turned around , getting off his chair . He looked at Jins parents with big doe eyes . his eyes were filled with fear, everyone in the room could see "h-hi , I'm so s-sorry f-for b-being r-rude. H-hi m-my n-n-name is Namjoon, i-it's s-so w-wonderful t-to m-meet you" Joon said stumbling over his words , trying so hard to hold back tears. He was squeezing his pants tightly, looking at the floor after he spoke , he was terrified. He has been lectured so many times by everyone that he never knows what to expect. He didn't want Jins parents to hate him. Joon felt a few tears start to fall , he tried to wipe them quickly. The room was silent after Namjoon spoke, that sent Joon into a panic, which lend him onto rambling apologies, "m'sorry , so so s-sorry . Please d-don't h-hate m-me. Puh please give me a chance , I'll b-be b-better" Joon mumbled a bunch of apologies, he ran off up stairs, little him couldn't take it anymore. This isn't something he should be so scared of , but when you've been through what Joon has been through you would understand his reaction. Joon ran into his room , closing the door quietly sinking onto the floor where his bed hid him from the door, he curled up on the floor sobbing silently. He ruined any chances of Jins parents accepting him to date their son. They probably thought Joon was pathetic and that he wasn't fit for their son.
"What was that?" Jins mother asked, "Jin he looked terrified" his father added. "I wasn't expecting him to panic like that but um , he has been through a lot. I think he freaked out because, Yesterday we went to his parents house for supper , they humiliated him in front of me , telling me stories that weren't true and saying that Namjoon didn't deserve someone like me , that Namjoon was disgusting. He just wasn't expecting to meet you guys , I had no idea you would be here either. He is panicking upstairs right now , he 100% thinks you hate him. Mom when you said he was rude for not greeting you, that sent him in a spiral. he was beaten as a child and in his last relationship for everything and anything . That's why he reacted that way." Jin replied . "Oh Jin , I didn't mean to upset him. We don't hate him. I'm sorry dear" his mother sounded upset. "Jin? He is a little isn't he? Just like your friends?" His father added, Jin nodded " he is, but he is the sweetest thing. I'm going to go and calm him down. I'll bring him down once he is ok" Jin said to his parents, running upstairs. Jin opened the door to his baby's room , he could hear the noise of someone holding back sobs. "Namu, baby? It's just daddy"Jin said shutting the door. Jin walked to the side of the bed , he saw Joon shaking and trembling on the floor. "Oh baby, come ere" Jin opened his arms , while sitting on the bed. Joon was far too little to get up on his own , he was trying so hard to , Jin lifted his baby up. Joon sobbed in his daddy's chest , spewing out apologies. "I no want them hâte me, so sorry daddy. I no mean to, no trouble pwease" "sshh baby, it's all ok. They don't hate you, they didn't even know it was you. You are safe with me, I'm here to protect you. I talked to my mom , she isn't mad or hate you. She didn't mean to upset you" Jin said softly, pressing kisses on his baby's cheeks , "they think m pathetic, I wet diaper. I cwied, and fweak out" Joon said quietly hiccuping. "You were really scared, baby I'm so sorry. I had no idea that they were coming. I know you must be so overwhelmed" Jin rocked Joon back and fourth , standing up with him in his arms , grabbing a diaper and wipes from one of the drawers in the room. He changed Joon , he took his time , treating Joon like glass. Joon is fragile, extremely fragile, he needs to protect Joon even more. He felt joons paci in his pocket, pulling it out and slipping it in his baby's mouth. Joon must have hid everything that's showed his is a little , there was no sippy cup in the kitchen when he walked in. Joon was still shaking , hiccuping on his paci. Jin had brought Joon into his lap, joon had a tight grip on Jin , he had a fist full of his sweater. "Daddy loves you so so so much . My parents are going to love you too" Jin said softly, continuing to rub his baby's back. "Everything is going to be ok" Jin continued to whisper sweet nothings into his baby's ear, he love needed lots of comforting , lots of reassurance. Jin didn't mind giving those to him.
A good 20 minutes had passed , the room was so quiet all you could hear was joons sniffles and hiccups. A knock on the door was heard , the door opened "hi, you left your little friend on the couch. I think he is missing you" Jins mother said softly. Joon snuggled into Jin more once , misses Kim walked in. She sat down on the bed beside them, joon tensed up , not even looking at Jins mother , he looked at his hands. " dear, I'm so sorry I scared you. I never meant to upset you. Sometimes I don't think before I speak." Jins mom reached to hold Joons hands. Joon let her even tho it scared him, her hands were warm and soft. He could feel her rings and the sound of her bracelets jingling. She moved closer , inching slowly with no quick mouvements. She brushed joons hair out of his face , fixing his flower clip. "Sweetheart, I don't hate you. From how much Jin talks about you , to all the photos of you and him in his office, Jin truly loves and cares about you. All those things mean a lot to me , I would love to get to know and love the person my son chose." She said softly to joon , joon looked up at her with doe eyes . "Weally?" "Really , i would love to get to know the sweet boy that stole my son's heart" she said smiling at the boy. "You are very cute, jin didn't lie about that" she said softly pinching joons rosy cheeks. Joon was flushed at the compliment. What no one noticed was that Jins dad was watching from the door with a soft smile , leaving to go back downstairs without anyone noticing.
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Hey sorry for how long it took, I'm not doing the best mentally. My mom left again So yeah I'm not doing to good lol. But I hope you enjoyed and please request something on my one shot book 💗 love honey 🍯
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General FictionNamjoon is a little, quiet and soft spoken. He has been through more than anyone should 💗
