Honey bear 🐻 🍯

3.2

Joonie did leave quite a bit out, he didn't want to overwhelm anyone. "Do you promise not to tell anyone?" You could kind of hear a change in tone I nams voice. "Joonie, we promise. That's not our place" Daeun said brushing some hair out  of joons face. "I'm so proud of you for sharing with us" she said placing a kiss on his cheek. It felt like some weight came off his chest but he wouldn't lie, he was still nervous and scared when he was little. Big him was a lot less scared but he was still cautious. Jin noticed him slipping more , he was going to excuse them to go and get Joon diapered. "He is slipping back, I'm going to go get him changed" Jin said holding joons hand and walking upstairs. Joon was a lot more comfortable with Jin than at the beginning. Jin knew not much would change , joon needs a lot of patience, he needs the reassurance, the affection. All the things he lacked for 22 years. Jin checked the time and it was already 8 at night , he figured giving Joon a bath and getting ready for bed would be best. " let's have a bath baby" Jin said walking straight to the on suite bathroom. Jin got the bath running, helping his little get undressed.  Jin was careful washing Joon, he had loads of fresh cuts. Jin used baby soap, and a cloth to wash his baby. He didn't wash his hair , not this time. Once Joon was clean , Jin picked him up and dried him off. He applied baby lotion and some type of antibiotic jelly to the cuts. He let Joonie pick out his band aids for them. He didn't say anything about how fresh the cuts were, he didn't guilt Namjoon . He knew Namjoon wanted an outlet to put the pain somewhere else for once. He put a diaper on Joon , picking out a pair of soft fleece Winnie the Pooh pjs. They were footy pjs, nice and warm for Joonie. Jin placed a paci in joons mouth and carried the boy back downstairs with his blanket and plush octopus. Jin handed Joon over to his mother so he could go and shower himself. "Hi baby. Come snuggle with me, it's pretty chilly but nini has got you all nice and warm." Jins mother said pulling Joon into her side. "Your nini is just going to go and shower. He will be right back" Jins mom whispered to Joonie. Joon soon fell asleep against her, he was exhausted. He tried to stay awake for his daddy. She ran her fingers through joons hair , he couldn't fight off sleep after that. Joon had his paci in , wrapped in his blanket, he was slumped over onto Jins mother. "He fell asleep on you dear. I'm so glad he is comfortable with us" Doyun said smiling at his wife. "He is just a doll, Jin really picked a good one" Daeun said while combing her fingers through the baby's hair. "He is so sweet , his cheeks are all rosy" she said while rubbing his soft cheeks. Jin came downstairs a picked up Joon, "I'm going to head to bed, you guys can use the showers if you want" Jin said , "we know dear" his mother added. Jin walked to the kitchen, making Joon a bottle before they both went to bed. Jin held a sleeping Joon in his arms while he made the bottle. His parents had already went upstairs to get ready for bed as well. It was actually pretty late , 10 pm. Joon woke up mid way through the trip upstairs. "Daddy?" Joon whispered, "hey baby, I've got you a warm bottle" Jin said to placing a kiss on joons cheek. Joon cuddle up into Jin , he was exhausted. Jin held Joon in their bed , holding the bottle up while Joon drank it. Joon sighed in content , the warm liquid soothing him. Jin sang to him, Jin sang you are my sunshine. Joon truly was and is his sunshine. Joon ment the absolute world to Jin, he couldn't imagine Joon not being his. "You are my sunshine ,my only sunshine. You make me happy, when skies are gray. You'll never know dear , how much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away" Jin sang to Joon softly while he drank his bottle. Jin fights tears knowing that Joon never received love or affection from anyone growing up. He was never told he was loved or that he was cared about until he meet Jin. Joon has always craved affection, he never received any. He would watch his siblings and parents give each other affection but refused to show him any type. He was pushed away , he was made to not feel welcome. Joonie, he would sometimes try and sneak into his parents bed. He would end up being beaten so bad he couldn't sleep or lay down. Joon didn't do that again. Joon would ask for hugs like how he saw his siblings receive. He never got those hugs , he got screamed at. He was called dirty and disgusting. His old butler , he would use hugs as a reward for playing. Joon would apologize constantly when he would seek hugs from jin. Jin would do anything to make Joon feel better and feel loved. Jin always tells Joon that he doesn't need to ask for hugs but Joon will always ask. "I love you my sweet boy" jin kissed Joonie cheeks ,bringing his paci into his mouth after pulling the nipple of the empty bottle. Jin brought Joon into his chest and buried his face into he baby's neck .