Cliff of Affection-fatal Affection Series#1

chapter 14

"I wanted a life"

"What?"Kalaunan kami'y kumakain sa private resto ng publicity of lucena. . .Kaming dalawa lang ang tao sa second floor,habang ang mga body guards ni damon ay nasa first floor..

"I didn't say anything"he answered back with a smirk

Kanina pa siyang nakatitig sa akin,habang kumakain ako. . .Wala namang dumi sa aking bibig,at wala rin namang mali sa paraan ng pag kain ko.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"i asked

He gaze upon my face,a lusciously smirk,uhg here we go again.Said i need to open my self more to him..Pero yung mga ngising aso niya!

"You're beautiful"he gasp

O my god.I momentary stop chewing my food because of what he respond"i enjoy looking at your beautiful face,doctor"he leaned his back,Deeper his waist on sitting and loosen his neck tie

Nasamid ako"ayos lang ako"i signed my hand to him,and roughly drink the water,Nginisian niya lamang ako"you done eating?can i eat you now?"he inquired

Kung may nakakarinig man sa kaniyang sinabi ay baka mabuwal ito-

"When did i became a food,Pervert!"I mocked

Nilapag ko ang baso sa lamesa,dahan dahan syempre baka mabasag,mukha pa namang mamahalin.

"Xyv can i ask you a question,i am not going to force you by this..I just want to know"pinatong niya ang kaniyang nga kamay sa ibabaw ng kaniyang puson..

"What is it?"i manage to focus on him.

"Xyv..I known my self more alot than i could.I am the only one who have been on my side,moreless likely..Do you think..There is a chance where i could live normal?"he exclaimed

Wala damon..Sa una palang ay hindi na normal ang lahat,Hanggat nanatili ang alter personality nayan sa loob mo..Ay hindi normal ang lahat

I am very sad to say.There is..No cure about his illness

But..He can still manage to stay normal like every single person used.By the way he could manage himself,

"Of course,,You just need to accept.As you were designed"inabot ko ang kaniyang mga kamay,

He persue not to bargain as i held his hands,that are currently clenching,locking my small hands inside his palm

"Teach me how to accept"he placed my hands beside his cheeks,closed eyes while doin it.

"I will"last sad thought after i awe a smile on my lips..But it didn't last when he asked..

"Am i that hard to love,xyv"the sad tone choke its out.

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(Flash back)

'My atlantis,Whats wrong?'he drew a worried expression,before i could open my mouth to release what i am going to say..He invade my lips,

Its only the two of us at the amusement park' light house,that memory of us kissing under the moonlight,

'Whatever happens,don't fall for me'huling salitang namutawi sa bibig ni damon bago muling halikan ang aking mga labi,

Hindi panga ako sigurado sa aking nararamdaman,pero napaluha ako dahil sa sinabi niyang iyon..

Bakit ang sakit sa kalooban,na ang taong kagaya ni damon ay hindi pwedeng mahalin.

(End of flashback)

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"You're not"i hesitantly laugh as my response...