Cliff of Affection-fatal Affection Series#1

chapter 17 SPG

R–18 read on your own risk
   
"Chase"

THREE days had past,At hindi parin ako nag papakita kay damon. .I know its a foolishness after what happened between us that night

We both wanted it,we both committed and let be driven by our lust. . .Pero nag mumukha akong masama dahil pag katapos niyon ay hindi ako nag pakita sa kaniya

"Aaa!xyv!!"my tears are leaking quitely now,and i made had attempt to stop it.

NASA condominium ko ako ngayon,malapit sa hospital na pinag tratrabahuhan ko,its a long meter afar from my real house here on lucena..

8: 56 na nang gabi pag tingin ko sa aking telepono,kasabay non ang pag lublub ko sa aking bathtub. . .

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Na siglawan ko nalamang ang kuwadernong ibinigay sa akin ni alfonso noong nakaraan,Mukha itong tala–arawan

"Tala‐arawan nino?"binuhol ko ang strapper ng aking robe bago ito kinuha at tumungtong sa aking kama. . .

"Two thousand six. . ."caught up the last entry sixteen years ago

Sisimulan ko na sana itong basahin ng biglang  may nag door alarm,so without hesitation i stood up to reach my door. .Hoping it was the food i ordered seven minutes ago,

But hell no. . .

"mhmm!"

totally my eyes startled when the guy just sue my lips and push my back on the back of my door,i thud behind the door

"AA,max. ."

i gulped,with his stare of deep set eyes,Kumislap ang kaniyang mga mata at nag unahan ang kaniyang mga luha,. . .

"Damon?. ."

hinaplos ko ang kaniyang mga pisngi,sobrang bilis ng pag tibok ng aking puso,nanlamig rin ang aking mga hita and worst of all. ..I feel insanely guilty seeing him crying with mad expression upon his face

"Tell me xyv?"he traces my body shape until it stops between my waist

"Balak mo bang iwasan ako?"he sobbed.I pond to it,it makes my heart ache"hindi ko makakaya xyv. .Without your glimpse"

My room felt like a tomb,the flood of our tears had subsided,mukhang lasing ito

"i never craved for affection not until i tasted yours"he began to peel my emotion back..

I leaned my back and clenched my fist"you shouldn't be here max"sinubukan kong itulak siya papalayo..Pero nahuli niya lamang ang aking mga kamay..

"ganon ba katibay ang tingin mo sa akin damon?"i began to sobbed. .Hindi ito dapat nangyayari kung wala siya ngayon rito,

"Shanty.  ."he whispered

"I know i wasn't suppose to feel this at all. .Pero ikaw lang ang taong nag pahalaga sa akin,I even questioned my own worth before,and you're the only one who made me feel worth it

pakinig ko ang pag daretsang pag bagsak ng luha sa sahig,at ramdam–kung paano nito basahin ang aking balat sa paa..

"I don't appreciate my self damon!,and you're the only one who made me feel appreciated. . .Sapat na ang mga yan para mahulog ang kalooban ko sayo!para mahalin kita.But in your order,i can't love you back. . ."

"Iniisip mo na kapag na sama tayo ay masasaktan lamang ako?"tumunghay ako para makita ang pag lamlam ng kaniyang ekspresyon

"Hindi max eh,,mas nasasaktan ako dahil hindi mo ako payagang mahalin ka . .If you don't want me to love you then stop adoring me!Stop caring about me. .Kasi mahirap damon!ayoko ng mag sinungalin sa sarili ko lalo na sayo!