Cliff of Affection-fatal Affection Series#1

chapter 28

                      ⚠️TW:guns.death⚠️

"Burn the past"

Whenever I'd receive calls from grey,i can't help but to stay shut and constantly think about what may happen.Hindi ko maiwasang isipin ang mga bagay na maaring mangyari.
'Death is possible here' those words echoed my head.More or less please no death.

I beamed my eyes to visionize a silhouette of a man outside the trench,sigurado akong si damon ang lalaking ito.I stepped out of bed and i falls out,damn.It still hurt,I saw a vivid bruise on my thighs remembering damons rough hands while pleasuring me last night.

Nandoon siya sa labas kung saan tanaw ang baybayin ng tasenda coast,ang private resort ni damon,he was standing there at mukang malalim ang iniisip.

Fuck.

Pinilit kong tumayo,at kumapit sa kung saan man may makakapitan makalapit lang sa kaniya"hi.."kumapit ako sa sliding door ng cabana niya,he was standing right there holding a cup of hot coffee and...Cigarettes?

Nanagarilyo siya?

"Hi"i called out,lumingon ito at daliang tinapon ang kaniyang sigarilyo,i look at his face,he was deeply looking at me with his eyes
Dark and hair messy"hi"sabi niya,dahan dahan akong lumapit sa kaniya,pero sinalo niya ako papaupo sa commonize chair ng center table.

"What was that?"i mocked,umupo ito sa katapat kong upuan at hinila palapit ang upuan ko sa kaniya"do you have a good nap lady?"anas nito,halatang tinataboy niyang pag usapan ang nakita ko kanina"nanagarilyo ka max?"i said,he licked up his lip and smile"yes"

"You should've share me your Cigarettes sometimes"hinawakan ko ang kaniyang braso"no."aniya

"But why not?"sabi ko

"Its bad for your health xyv"

"Well,to your health rather"

"Its just my coping mechanism"

Sumandal ako sa aking upuan at tinignan siya,his physical appearance changes alot,with those mustache that made him more looks like a nasty daddy,his biceps that became more big,his hair grew a bit,he became more handsome.

"After what?"i asked

"Cigarettes after sex..with you"

Tumayo ito at hinaplos ang aking mukha,panay arko na naman ang makakapal nitong kilay tulad ng dati,animoy sinusuri ako"you're not taking care of yourself this days weren't you?"he ventured,hinawakan ko ang kaniyang kamay na ka sapo sa aking pisnge

"Inaalagaan naman..Look at you nga you're the one who seems not caring itself"i curl my lips when i saw his bemused expression"im sorry xyv"sabi nito,I furrowed.....And stood up to face him and held his both arms"for what?"

"For making it all hard for you,I know you've been working moreover on your job,You became more than a psychiatrist to me"he said

"I always wanted to be more than whatever i am max"sabi ko"

"Ang tagal nating hindi nakita ang isa't isa,do you think i became selfish because of what I've done to you,after leaving you behind?..

Xyv,mahal mo parin ba ako?"

I didn't even hesitate to answer him"of course i do,i still love you"

"Hindi iyon mag babago kahit ilang beses mo akong iwan,you always comeback,you always promise to"i accompany to look directly at his teary eyes that made my eyes goes like his too

"Iiwanan mo ba ulit ako max?"i bit my lower lip

Hindi ko alam kung namamalik mata ba ako pero naramdaman ko ang basang bagay sa aking braso,luha na nag uunahang pumatak sa mga mata ni damon"hindi ko alam kung makakabalik pa ako sayo oras na iwanan ulit kita"