"We wonder"
In the misty of the night when i shockly woke up due to urge that,I can't breathe!,
"Dammwo-eurugh!"i was tamping the hands but its so forceful,i can't breathe
Nasa ibabaw ko si damon,at sinasakal niya ako,nag tatagis ang kaniyang mga ngipin at nanlilisik ang mga mata
"Hai ucciso i miei genitori!"you killed my parents
"Damon!i did-ent!"i was pushing his grip desperately,i need to do something or else i will die,it was that eyes that has an intention of killing
He was killing me!
"Ma-Massi-mo!!"i grunted,nawawalan na ako ng hininga,nakakagat ko na ang sarili kong dila dahil sa hirap ng aking pakiramdam
He's very scary!
"massimo no!"i cried
"Oh no,oh no no no"he jump out of bed,
frustrated and scared
,"Fuck"
and i was still crying out loud as i take my breath back,halos mawalan na ako ng malay sa pag sakal niya,i really felt dying on his hands..All i can do is cry,I'm scared
lumakad ako papalapit kay damon,he was hyperventilating,completely shock
"Fuck,what did i do"he grumbled
Schizophrenia attacks.Kahit nanghihina ay kinuha ko agad ang syringe sa aking bag na may lamang fluphenazine,pangpakalma at itinurok sa kanyang braso,although i can't still breath that finely,lumawag ng kaunti ang aking kalooban ng nabawasan na ang pangangatal ni damon..
"Look at me,breath."nang subukan kong yakapin ito ay umiwas siya,
"Lumayo ka sa akin!"he roared
Naubo ako at napahawak sa aking leeg,
"Damon?. . ."
He avoided me,..The back of his head loudly thud on the wall still him heavily breathing and crying"lumayo ka sa akin florenciana,umuwi kana!"his voice were wheezy
"No i stay here!"when i crawl to reach him,he move aback to avoid me again,and it hurts.
"Umuwi kana xyvriel please,did you see what i have just done?please..Please,lumayo ka muna sa akin"natatakot niyang sabi,
"At sa tingin susundin kita?sa sitwasyon mo max sa tingin mo kaya kitang iwan"i cried,nanghihina ang bawat parte ng aking katawan dahil sa kakapusan ng aking pag hinga.
"Were you avoiding me max!"nang tapatan ng sinag ng buwan ang mukha ni damon ay doon ko napagtanto kung gaano kahirap mabuhay ng normal para sa taong kagaya niya..
I only want this guy,i only want to love him for the rest..But why is it so hard?
"Im not avoiding you xyv,was,hindi ka ligtas sa akin. .Just look at what happened i almost killed you"he hissed at his husky voice,
But that wasn't right.It has no point
"Maximus makinig ka!"
"you're not dangerous but your mind is-your mind is the villain and not you,.And as your psychiatrist i am the only one who could guide you on everything you don't have to take for granted,wag mong sabihing hindi ako ligtas pag kasama ka,
kasi ikaw ang nasa gera max,ikaw ang nasa kapahamakan at hindi ako,you're in battle and your opponent is your mind,"i cried on the top of my lungs-
He covered up his face and sob right upon his palm,pinunasan ko ang aking pisngi bago abutin siya at yakapin habang nakasubsob parin ang kaniyang ulo sa kaniyang mga palad
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Cliff of Affection-fatal Affection Series#1
Ficción General"The one who wants to identify herself from her past, and the one who wants to burden it." Studying emotions treating mental disorders is her duty. Xyvriel Florenciana was hired to be a personal psychiatrist of Damon Viglianco, a most-influentia...
