Please Don't Leave Me(Editing)

Stomach Tied In Knots

Picture of Alex Gaskarth as Blake Michael side!

I woke up wearing the same clothes as yesterday. I look around. I'm in a room. It looks like a boy's room. I'm laying on a bed with a boy at the end of the bed. He's sitting in a chair and his head is on his arm on the bed. I slowly start getting up, and the boy's head jerks up. It's Blake. I'm in Blake Michaels' room.

"Hey, how you feeling?" He asks as he gets up and sits beside me.

"My head hurts. What happened?" I ask. My voice cracking

"You tried to kill yourself, and I saved you."

Memories of last night flooding into my brain. I let go of the bar. Blake grabbing my hand and pulling me back on the bridge. Him holding me while I cry. Him taking me back to his place. 

"How long was I asleep?" I ask.

"About 10hours. Give or take." He shrugs. I sit up. Blake is watching my every move like he's waiting for me to collapse.

"Well thanks. I got to go." I say then start getting off the bed. I feel a little weak, but I walk over to his door.

"If you have to go, just promise me one thing."

"What?"

"You stay safe."

"Sure." I shrug.

And that was the last time I talked to Blake Michaels. We never spoke after that. Bryan spoke to us a lot, but that's only because he likes Sophia. It hurts knowing Blake doesn't wanna talk to me anymore. He talks to Aiden all the time.

I keep my promise. I haven't had anymore suicide attempt, but I have keep cutting. I'm sorry! Okay? But when my mom is always beating me, Megan is still bullying me, and Blake isn't talking to me, I'm gunna cut. I just can't help it. I need to do it. I'm NOT gunna cry besides the pain feels good. It's like I need it.

*****

I'm sitting in Studyhall when the principal comes over and says something to the coach. He yells over to Blake. Blake runs over, and the coach tells him something. Blake stiffens and looks at the principal. She nods, and he follows her. That can't be good. The bell rings, and Aiden and I walk to the car while Sophia talks to Bryan.

"Does he want us to?" I hear Sophia ask as Bryan and her walk over to Aiden's car. I look over at Aiden with a puzzled look, and he shrugs. Great help.

"Probably not, but he's gunna need you all." Bryan says then looks up at Aiden and I. He hugs Sophia and walks over to his car then speeds out of the school parking lot.

"Where are we going?" I ask once I realize we aren't going to my house.

"Hospital." Sophia answers.

"Why?"

"Blake needs us mostly you." Aiden mumbles the last part.

"No, he doesn't. He hasn't need me before. He won't need me now."

"Trust us. We all know you need each other." Sophia says.

"What's that suppose to mean?"

They don't say anything, so we drive the rest of the way in silence. We arrive at the hospital, and Bryan meets us.

"Hey, guys. Follow me." He says then turns and walks down many halls.

"Hold on." Bryan says then walks in the room. He leaves the door open, and we can here everything.

"Hello, Bryan."

"Hey, Mrs, Michaels. I have some of Blake's friends."

"Who?" Blake asks as a woman says, "Oh, great! Being them in!"