bellamy blake imagines

return

you stood, chewing your nails, in arkadia, waiting for bellamys return. he had journeyed off to mount weather to save his people. word went around that they were successful and were returning soon. many others stood inside, peering into the distance for their loved ones. no-one dared to cross the gates, in fear of the unknown.

-"there!" someone jumped, "i see them."

your heart beat increased as you looked over shoulders and heads. people started flooding in, skinny, frail and weak people being carried in. the sight of the abuse made your stomach churn.

you still couldn't spot that curly headed boy. ever since the separation, he was determined to get your friends back, clarke back. that familiar ping in your chest returned at the thought of the blonde.

you moved closer towards the gates, a small smile forming on your face as you see your freckled boy. you moved to the front, hoping for bellamys familiar eyes to fall onto you. but they didnt. you stood just a few meters behind the gates. you watched as bellamy stopped and clarke stayed by his side.

you felt your heart slowly sink to your stomach. that should be you. you watched as clarke leaned up and kissed his cheek. you chewed your bottom lip, watching the two leaders. clarke turned away and started walking away from the camp. 

you walked forward, making your way to bellamy. his eyes stayed on clarke.

-"bell-"

he started walking after clarke, as if you weren't there. you froze in disbelief.

-"bellamy?" you felt out of breath.

he didnt hear you. you sped up to him and grabbed his arm.

-"bellamy." you tried to search his eyes but they were glued on clarke. you dropped his arm, a heavy weight filled your insides.

-"you love her." your mouth felt dry.

bellamys eyes switched to you, back to clarke and shockingly back to you.

-"[y/n]," he breathed, finally recognizing you.

you swallowed the pain, and blinked the tears.

-"oh my god." you shook your head, an unstoppable frown haunting your lips.

-"i don't," guilt obvious on his face, "[y/n] i-i swear!"

-"oh my god," you whispered, "you were ready to leave me for her."

your breathing was uneven, and your head felt very light.

-"no!" his eyes were wide, "no, i-i wasn't, i-"

bellamys hand rose to meet your cheek but you stepped away from his touch and shook your head. your suppressed your frown and started to turn away.

-"[y/n]," he started to follow you, "wait!"

you didnt say anything, you didnt have to. you're tears stained your cheeks as you avoided bellamy. he stopped by the entrance of arkadia and watched you the way he watched clarke. but he didnt try to follow you they way he was about to with clarke.