Genuine ~Eddie Munson~

what are we?

Tiredly, you walk into the trailer you share with Eddie and Wayne. You kick your shoes off and drag ass to Eddie's room.

You open the door and see Eddie laying in bed, shirtless, sleeping soundly. You didn't want to wake him up so you went to the living room and sit on the couch.

You sigh and let all the emotions that you didn't want anyone to see out. You sob into your hands, trying to muffle the loud sound of your cries. Everything ran through your head in that moment and you felt so lost.

You weren't good enough for your parents. You were violated by a guy who seemed so sweet at first. You were constantly compared to you perfect sister. You ran away from your home to be with a guy who was too good for you. You became everything you said you weren't.

As much as you loved the feeling of it, you hated yourself for giving your body away so easily to Eddie. All he had to do was give you a look and you were under his spell. Part of you thinks that the reason you do it is because you're scared he's going to leave like Billy did. You were scared that Eddie would be just like Billy was, gets what he wants and just leaves when he's bored of it.

You've had this feeling ever since the first time you and Eddie ever did anything together. You felt hypnotized by him. Yeah, there were days when he was completely hands off of you but most of then time, he's touching you.

Part of you is scared to say no to Eddie when he asks for consent but you don't want to lose him. Your mother always told you that if you're not satisfying your man, he's going to find it somewhere else.

Your sobs grew louder, you were at your lowest at this point. You hear footsteps ascend towards you rapidly causing you to look up.

"Hey, hey, hey, what's the matter?" Eddie said as he kneeled down in front of you, cupping your cheek in his hand and wiping the tears from your cheek with his thumb

"I need you." You say softly as you look into Eddie's eyes. He was worried for you, his face was calm but his eyes spoke wonders.

"I'm here, we can talk about it. You're not alone baby. I'm here for you." He said while wrapping his arms around you, holding you tightly

Your face was buried in his bare chest, sobbing against his skin. Eddie stroked your hair softly with his hand, trying to comfort you.

So many thoughts ran through your mind but all you could think about was Eddie. He was right in front of you, holding you. Eddie would do anything for you. If you asked him to make you forget, you knew he would.

"Eddie?" You ask as against his chest

"Yes, my love?" He responds back

"I want to take my mind off of everything." You say as you raced circles on his chest

"Okay, I'll do my best, how do you want to take your mind off of it?" He asks while rubbing his hand up and down your back

You pull away from the hug and look up at Eddie, your big doe eyes had his mesmerized.

"Let's go to bed?" You say softly

"Okay, we can do that." Eddie said as he stood up and took your hand

You and Eddie walk hand in hand all the way to his room, so many thoughts go through your head with each step you take closer to the door.

As soon as you step past the threshold, you stop in your tracks. Eddie feels you come to a stop and turns to look at you

"Baby, are you okay?" He asks as he walks over to you, placing his hands on your cheeks, cupping your face

"Eddie, kiss me." You say while looking into his brown eyes