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•~Amelia's P.O.V~•
"I just want to tell Johnny before we start going out, you know?" I shrugged after Randy asked me to be his girlfriend and I declined.

"I thought you said you didn't care what Johnny thought." He furrowed his eyebrows.

"I don't I just want to tell him before we start dating so we can get his temper tantrum out of the way." Randy laughed.

"Okay."

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"Hey Johnny, I need to talk to you," I said, walking into the living room where Johnny was sitting.

"Can it wait, I'm busy with Jenny." He asked bluntly. This was what most of our conversations were like lately, but I really needed to talk to him. Whether he liked it or not.

"Don't worry, I got her sweetheart." Mom took Jenny from Johnny's arms. I'd already told her what I needed to talk to Johnny about, and I knew she was already ready for it to be over and done with.

"Fine." He sighed, getting up and following me to my room. He sat down on my bed as I closed the door behind us. "What is this about?" Johnny asked, quickly. It was obvious he didn't want to speak to me.

"I'm going to date Randy, I just thought you should know." I started to turn and open the door before Johnny stopped me.

"Your dating fucking Randy?! Are you serious?! So I was right to be pissed about you being around him a couple of months ago." Johnny shouted.

"I'm going to date Randy, and I didn't have any feelings for him when you flipped out about him driving me to get you!" I shouted back.

"This is fucking ridiculous! You can't just bring a whole bunch of guys around Jenny!" I scoffed.

"How many guys do you think I bring around Jenny?! They're only you, Randy, the gang, and my dad. No one else!" Johnny stared at me.

"Knowing you there will be many guys after Randy." He muttered.

"I'm not some whore, Johnny! Unlike you, I didn't go after the first attractive person I saw!"  Johnny crossed his arms.

"So this is about Amber? You're gonna get with that asshole because I realized that we were done and got with Amber?!" He yelled. I heard Jenny start to cry downstairs.

"This isn't about Amber, Randy isn't an asshole, and WE WEREN'T DONE!" Johnny stared at me with a blank expression on his face.

"If we weren't done then why did you say it was okay for me to date someone else?! If we weren't done then you would've wanted to be with me when I asked you!" I felt my eyes water. Should I have said yes when he asked me, I thought.

I thought I was doing a good thing by putting my feelings aside and trying to sort out our problems first. Now it just seems like I made it worse.

"Because I thought we needed to work things out first!" My voice wobbled as I tried to sound as confident as possible.

"Well I worked out my feelings for you, so I honestly don't care who you fuck or date anymore." He yelled, before stomping out of the room and slamming the door behind him.

I sat down on the edge of my bed, thinking about the last sentence Johnny said to me. He "worked out his feelings for me". I guessed there was no chance of us ever again if he wasn't lying, and even though it hurt me to know that he no longer had feelings for me...I realized that I could now be with Randy without a doubt in my mind.

That maybe Johnny still loved me.
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