Secrets

15: Disoriented

Nico's POV... 10:10 a.m

An excruciating headache, a feeling of nausea, and severe muscle pain woke me up out of my sleep. The bright sunlight shining through my bedroom window hurt my eyes and made my headache worse. "What the heck is wrong with me?" I groaned out as a tingling sensation shot through my body when I tried to sit up in bed. "No, No, No, No," I yelled after I looked down and saw Sujin lying in bed with me completely naked. "Please don't tell me I fucked my cousin's wife." I blurt out at the same time, roughly shaking her awake.

"Good morning baby." Came Suijin's sleep reply.

"This is not a fuckin good morning for me. What happened between you and me last night?" I growl at the same time, jumping out of the bed.

"You and I made sweet love last night, Nico."

"You're lying! This has got to be some kind of sick joke you're playing on me..." I was saying when my legs gave out on me. A shock wave of overwhelming pain coursed through my already sensitive and aching body when my naked ass hit the hardwood floor.

"Are you alright?" Sujin asked me after hopping out of the bed.

"Stay away from me and put your clothes on!" I snapped at her when she tried helping me up off the floor. After putting on my pants, I sat on the edge of the bed, trying to recall last night's event. The last thing I remember doing is blowing out the candles on my birthday cake. The longer I sat here trying to make some sense of why I would wake up laying in bed with Il-Sung's wife, the more confused I became and the harder my head began to hurt. "What did you do to me last night, Sujin?"

"Nothing but rocked your world." She smugly replied.

"I find that very hard to believe, especially since I'm not attracted to you, and I'm in a relationship..." My words got caught in my throat when I thought about Kaleah. "Dammit, how am I going to be able to explain this to her," I uttered as I pound my fist on the bed.

"I know damn well you're not sitting here worried about how another woman might feel after you screwed the fuck out of me into the wee hours of this morning, Nico."

"Please go home, Sujin." I plead, not bothering to look at her.

"I'm not ready to leave you yet..."

"Get out of my room, get out of my house... NOW!" I shouted as I forced myself to stand up. She quickly threw on her clothes and rushed out of the room with tears in her eyes. I know that I should feel bad for the way I just treated her, but I didn't. Something about this situation between her and me didn't feel right. It all felt wrong, but the evidence of us sleeping together was all there. We were both naked in my bed, plus my muscles were aching something terrible. "How am I going to tell Kaleah about this, and would she even believe me if I told her that I have no recollection of the event that took place last night?" I asked myself when a gigantic spell of nausea came over me.

I felt weak, lightheaded, and nauseous almost to the point where all I wanted to do was crawl back into bed and go to sleep. Mustering up all the little energy I had left in me, I entered the bathroom to take a shower. By the time I was done showering, brushing my teeth, putting on my clothes, and changing the covers on my bed, all my energy was depleted. I didn't even have enough energy in me to go downstairs to grab a bite to eat, so I lay across the bed and went back to sleep.