Can I be happy?

Chapter 11

The week that followed the missed meeting between Izuku and Yamada was different, Izuku's father hadn't hit him even once, Izuku thought he would get a punishment on Tuesday when he accidentally dropped a glass and smashed it.

He was confused when his father only helped him clean it up, Izuku still worked out everyday but instead of going to the library he would rush back home to spend time with his father, Izuku hadn't used his quirk at all, except when he practiced in his basement.

He still wanted to be a hero even if his father told him they were untrustworthy, Yamada however was worried for the boy through out the week, Tsukauchi was finding it hard to find Izuku's record since they only had a first name and a description.

Yamada had been so sleep deprived and worried he only remembered to tell Tsukauchi where Izuku lived on the Wednesday afternoon. luckily after that it was pretty easy to get more information on Izuku, however it only left Yamada and his husband with more questions.

Izuku had zero medical records, despite the fact Yamada had seen multiple scar's on Izuku, including the huge one on the boys neck, they found the boys father, Hisashi Midoriya, both Yamada and Aizawa knew who he was.

They had both used support items from the mans business, most hero's had, they found the reason Izuku had never mentioned his quirk, his record had it written in bold "Quirkless" that's why he flinched and why he was so shy towards new people.

They thought maybe instead of having an abusive father he was getting bullied at school.. that thought was quickly shut down when they saw he was enrolled in an online school, they had spent a while looking through his files when Yamada had froze with his eyes wide.

Adoption papers, Hisashi Midoriya was not Izuku's father, he had adopted Izuku when he was a baby, what really caught Yamada's eye was the information on Izuku's mother, a woman with beautiful long green hair, a slim body with freckles all over her skin..

Bright emerald eyes, a woman by the name of Inko Midoriya, Yamada finally understood why Izuku had always looked and felt so familiar, he and Aizawa knew his mother, Yamada had even dated her for a while"Sho, you need to see this" Yamada said giving his husband the file on Inko.

Aizawa read through the file with a blank face, It had the information on her getting married, It showed how she passed away just three months after their marriage, what Aizawa was most focused on was the timeline, it couldn't have been a coincidence right?

Izuku's birthday was lined up about seven months after Yamada had broken up with Inko, Aizawa remembers the day Yamada came to him telling him about his plans to break up with the woman.

Aizawa had always hid his feeling for his best friend especially when he started dating the kind hearted woman, when Yamada had came to his house telling Aizawa that he couldn't stay with Inko when he was already in love with Aizawa he couldn't have been happier.

They had shared their first night together feeling so happy that they could finally be together, the next day Inko had told them she was happy for them and wished them happiness, two weeks after that Inko had told them she had met someone.

She mentioned wanting to be with him but after that she disappeared, they figured she had moved away with the man to start a life with him, looking at all of the information Aizawa turned to his husband.

"Zash, do you think Izuku could... be your son?" He asked not feeling like the words coming out of his mouth were real, Yamada frowned as tears built up in his eyes "It would make sense, the timeline, his hair, why i feel so attached to him.

But why wouldn't Inko tell me? I would have helped her with him" Aizawa sighed as his husband began to cry, since they started their relationship Yamada had always spoke about kids, he loved them and he was so happy when they adopted Hitoshi.

Aizawa knew how much this would hurt if it was true, especially if his son had been getting abused when he could have had a safe and loving home with them, Aizawa calmed down Yamada and held his hand for comfort.

"For now all we can do is try to get a DNA test and make sure Izuku knows he can come here if he needs, you're meeting him tomorrow so try to get a hair since it will be the easiest, tell him our address and just try not to give anything away.

If he is your son then we will bring him home and love him like we do Hitoshi, even if he isn't yours we will help him get away from Hisashi if he is abusive. For now just calm down and make sure Izuku knows we are here for him"

Yamada nodded his head and leant into his husband, Aizawa only ever showed physical affection when he had to or when they were alone, he knew his husband needed him right now so he let the man rest his head in the crook of his neck.

"What if we're wrong? He could be happy with Hisashi. What if he was mine but he didn't want a relationship with me? How can i take away his father if they really are happy?" Aizawa sighed at his husbands worry.

He didn't think there was much need to worry about what could be when you can just focus on the facts, he didn't say this out loud of course, Instead he hugged his husband tight pressing kisses to his husband's head "Don't think about the what ifs..

you have been gushing about the kid for months now, whether you like it or not you love him and it's pretty clear from what you've told me that the kid loves you too. Everything will work out, just like it did for us" Yamada sighed letting a small smile tug at his lips knowing his husband was doing his best to reassure him.

"I love you Sho, I love our son and our happy little family" Aizawa blushed at his lovers words, as much as he hated to admit it he had a soft spot for the loud blond, he had ever since he first met him, just like he has a soft spot for his son.

Yamada lifted his head in confusion when he didn't get a reply, when he saw his husbands blushing face he smiled, he always loved knowing he could make the cold hearted man turn soft in an instant, he leaned his head against Aizawa's with a soft smile.

Aizawa knew he was waiting for his reply so he huffed rolling his eyes but inevitably answered his husband "I love you too" Yamada's smile was worth his embarrassment of saying the words, he was glad Yamada didn't need to be told everyday that he was loved.

Aizawa was always self conscious because he didn't think he would be that good of a boyfriend, Yamada was understanding and only ever needed to be told when he was upset or when they were making love, for someone like Aizawa who couldn't say the words easily..

Yamada was the perfect kind of lover, he always expressed his love and yet he never needed conformation because he already knew he was loved, Aizawa leaned closer to his husband pressing a kiss to the blonds lips.

Yamada smiled against his mouth pressing their lips together with a hum of happiness, when they pulled away Yamada wrapped his arms around his husbands shoulders hugging him, for now he would enjoy the warmth from his lovers body.

He could worry about everything else tomorrow, for now he will enjoy the rare intimate moment he was having with the love of his life, Aizawa would never admit it but he loved having Yamada snuggled up to him, even though he was more reserved when expressing his love.

Aizawa actually enjoyed when his husband would randomly hug him, or when Yamada would kiss him Goodnight, he loved that he was told everyday how much he was loved, he knew Yamada was happy with the hug he was receiving.

They both enjoyed the moment knowing they only did this every once in a while, neither of them minded that fact, It was quite the opposite actually, the fact this was a rare occasion made it feel that much more special, it's what made them appreciate it so much.