"Where is she?" Amelia asked Meredith hurriedly. "Amelia breathe. I know you're worried but if you go in there freaking out it'll just spook her." "You're right, I know, it's just..we usually talk before it gets to this point." "Well she's had some time to cool down since I found her, she's in the spare bedroom. I told her to lay down and get some rest. Go on in when you're calm." "I'm calm now, thanks Mer." "I'll leave you to it. Just let me know if you need anything, that goes for either of you." Meredith smiled before heading out to the garden to spend some time with the kids. Amelia knocked on the door before slowly opening it to reveal you sitting on the bed, looking up at her. "Hey." "Hi." You whispered in response, nervous to speak. "Can we talk?" Hesitantly you gave a nod and Amelia came in and closed the door behind her, sitting on the bed in front of you. "What did she tell you?" You ask after a minute of silence, Amelia was waiting for you to be ready. "Meredith called and said she found you in the bathroom with your arms bleeding." You nodded in acknowledgment, looking down at your fingers in your lap. "Is it true?" Amelia prodded gently. "You can tell me the truth, I won't be mad." "Yeah." You whispered, watching Amelia grab one of your hands. "Can I see?" You hesitantly give a slow nod, watching Amelia lift up your sleeves. "Okay, I'm gonna clean these up properly and then we'll talk, okay?" You looked down. "Okay." It was deadly silent as Amelia cleaned and wrapped your arms up. Amelia apologising when you winced and kissing the bandages before she rolled your sleeves back down carefully. "Why didn't you call me?" You could hear Amelia choking up as she asked, her voice wavering. "I don't know.." "Usually you tell me when you're feeling bad like this..what changed?" Amelia saw your eyes start to tear up. "I feel guilty coming to you all the time with my problems, it's not fair." "You have nothing to feel guilty about. I promise. You're my girlfriend. Your problems are my problems. You were there for me when Derek died, when I was struggling with my addiction urges, when I was pushing everyone away you were there, you stayed..why would I not be there for you when you're struggling too? I'm always here for you, okay?" You silently nod, tears falling down your cheeks. Amelia crawled over next to you and pulled you into her arms, cradling you as you cried. "I love you, it's gonna be okay, this is not forever I promise you. We're gonna get through this together." Amelia felt you grab her arm and squeeze it, searching for more physical comfort as your silent tears turned into audible sobs. "Shh you're okay, c'mere." Amelia pulled your body fully into her lap and held you close, nestling your face into her neck you allowed yourself to finally release all the pent up emotion you'd held in for so long. "I got you..I've always got you."
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Greys Anatomy One Shots
FanfictionA collection of random greys one shots I wrote *Most One Shots will include triggering content* Reader discretion advised!!