*One week later*
I tossed and turned all night last night, I was scared. All I could think about was Justin being on drugs. I was afraid he has more somewhere. I know I threw a bunch away last Friday but still. I've had maybe an hours sleep all together. I hug up to Justin's body, holding him close to me. He went out with friends last night, maybe that's why i'm so worried. I don't know. He turns his body laying his head on my chest and wrapping his arm around me. I kiss his head pushing his long hair back. I don't know why he's growing his hair out again, I love it though. I gently rub up and down his back. He loves having his back rubbed and scratched. It helps him sleep. I've seen magazine articles and stuff online about how they suspected Justin being on drugs. They're right, not that I'll ever admit that to anyone. But they've been saying suck hurtful stuff to and about him. I phones goes off indicating I have a text. I grab it seeing it's from Nash. 'My teacher is here and we're studying by the pool house. Sky is still sleeping' 'Okay, I'll make her breakfast when she wakes up' I reply back laying my phone down. Justin lightly snores making me giggling lowly. He's so handsome, I swear he is. He moves his head a little bit, slowly starting to wake up. I stop rubbing his back because I wanted him awake I just didn't want to wake him. A few minutes later a pair of golden brown eyes look up at me. I smile and he gently smiles back, laying his head back on me. "Good morning" "morning beautiful" he mumbles still laying on me. "You hungry?" I ask and he nods. "Want me to cook for you?" "Mmmm No it's okay, I'll cook for us all" he says looking up at me again. I smile nodding. He not that good of a cook. "You look so pretty in the morning" he mumbles kissing my collarbone then looking at me again. "Ew" I giggle hiding my face. He chuckles lowly moving my hands. "Stop, you aren't ew" "your breath is though" I say making him laugh. He holds my arms down and starts blowing his breath all in my face. "JUSTIN" I squeal laughing. He giggles kissing my cheek then standing up. "Come shower with me" he says and is shake my head. "I can't" "why?" "I have to watch Skylynn, Nash is having school right now" I say and he nods going into the bathroom leaving the door open. He pulls his underwear down using the bathroom. I die laughing as I see his pale butt. "What?" I turns his head asking. I run up to him smacking his butt then running off. I giggle to myself as I walk down the hall. I have it coming, I only know. I gently open Skylynns door walking in. She was awake. She was just laying there staring, like she was in a daze. She's thinking hard on something. She looks my way and says "hey Angle" "hey sweetheart" I say walking on in. "You hungry?" I ask and she nods lightly. "Justin's gonna make some food for us, okay?" "Yea" she mumbles. Something's bothering her. "You okay?" "Mhm" she mumbles and I shake my head giving her the I'm not stupid look. "I just miss my mommy. I know she's bad and can't provide for me the right way... But I just miss her" she says sitting up. I gently grab her pulling her into my lap. "You know I miss my mommy too" "where's she?" "She's in heaven" I say and she frowns looking down. "What are drugs?" She randomly ask. "Um, something very bad. They hurt your body and make you act and feel different. And after a while you even start looking different" I say thinking about Justin. "Is my mommy on Drug?" She then ask. "I honestly don't know honey, but when you get older, you better never ever try any sort of drug okay?" "Okay" she says looking down. "But, if you want to go visit your mommy we can go. Just me and you" "she might try to hurt me though" she says and I shake my head. "No she can't, there's cops all over watching her. They won't let her touch you" I say talking about how she's now in jail. "I don't want bubby to know, he'll be mad at me" "I won't tell him okay?" I say even know I should. "I'll ask him if he wants to go see her though" "okay" she mumbles. I carry her tiny body down the hall and down the stairs, into the living room. We sit on the couch and cuddle watching spongebob while waiting on Justin. He walks down the stairs then bends over the couch kissing my head and then doing the same to Skylynn. I wish him and Nash would just bond some. Nash knows all about him, from me. But I just need someone to talk to when my friends are out of town. Nash knows about the drugs, he knows about everything. He stayed up with me while I cried about Justin one night. He's truly amazing.
