After I hear everything justin says and he jumps out of the car I felt like shit. So I get out and run after him. "Hey" "Baylee stop, I'm done. You aren't gonna do me like that no more. I've waited on you so long. I understood you were upset over Wesley but it's been two years. He told you to move on. I love you Baylee. I really do but I'm done with you. I can't wait anymore. I don't wanna just have sex with you. I want a relationship and a future with you. Not just sex and you saying you aren't ready for a relationship to wait. So just go" he says shaking his head. He said he loved me... I shake my head about to say something but he stops me. "I'll try to have all my shit removed before you're back. I'll leave my key under the doormat" he says and I nod. He leans to me and kisses my cheek. "I love you Baylee. Maybe one day you'll let someone in" he says then turns walking off. "I love you too" I whisper, but he couldn't hear me. I get into the car sitting beside Nash. "How'd it- don't cry.. Shh come here" Nash says holding me. "I'm so stupid" "no you aren't. Don't ever say that" Zac says and I look back at him and nod. He's done. He doesn't want me? Oh my god. I have no clue what I'm going to do. I need Justin in my life. Maybe I was just leading him on all the time, it's not like I meant too. I really care for him. I shake my head pulling my phone out. I dial his number, I had to check on him. "Yeah?" He ask answering. I cry into the phone trying to talk but couldn't. "Baylee stop, I can't understand you. Just breathe" he says and I just bawl. "Tell me you're joking" "I'm not" he says as his voice cracks. "Baylee baby, I've waiting forever-" "Justin-" "you've done it Baylee, I hope you're happy" he says quietly. "What did I do?" "Made me fall in love with you. I sure did fall hard" "don't hate me" I whisper, kinda hoping he didn't hear me but hoping he did at the same time. "I could never hate you" he chuckles, not really a happy chuckle. "Please don't leave me" "I have to" he says letting out a breath. I didn't understand, I didn't want to. I just wanted him to stay with me, at my house. I wish he never went to LA and found that house of his. He loves it though. "I under.... stand" I hesitate, lying. "I have to get off here and pack my stuff" "o-okay then" I stutter not wanting to hang up. "Everything's going to be okay" he assures me, I nod although he couldn't see me. "Bye baby girl" "Bye Justin" I sniffle hanging up. I lean my head back closing my eyes. I wish I could say I was dreaming. That all of this was a dream and my real parent were still alive. I miss my mommy so much. She was an amazing mother, now she's an angel looking down on me. I sometimes just wish she could talk to me. Tell me what to do and help me out. I miss my daddy more than anything also, he was my backbone for sure.
*later*
"Wake up" I kept hearing so I guess I had to wake up although I didn't want to. I'd rather sleep. I look out the window and see we're at Jeremy's house. Yay, I missed sky so much. I get out sliding my phone in my pocket and walking to the door. I knock three times taking a deep breath. I'm hungry and upset, which is never good. Erin opens the door and smiles. "You here for skylynn?" "Yep" I chuckle. Nash stood behind me as did Zac. Sky comes running and jumps on my arms. I kiss her cheeks holding her so close. I really needed a hug weather I knew it or not. "I missed you Angel" "I missed you too sweetie" I say siting her back on the ground. I grab her over night bag saying bye to jazzy and Jaxon. I wasn't gonna stay long because I felt weird because it's Justin's family. "Where do you wanna eat princess?" Nash says holding her head. She giggles moving his hand and holding it. "It don't matter" she smiles saying. I'm so lucky to see that smile.
