I smirk watching Justin cook. He's so handsome. "See there, you gotta look. You don't look at your friend like that" Zac interrupts my day dreaming. "Excuse me?" "You don't fool me sweetheart" he says taking a drink of his beer. Justin glared at him and I give him a small smile. "And that, that's how I know you aren't just friends" "but we are" I say shrugging and shaking my head. "Why do you keep denying it?" "Denying what?" "The fact that you guys aren't just friends. You can never just be friends. I can't tell by the way he looks at you" he says making me actually look his way. "What do you mean?" I question. "He looks at you like he's afraid to loose you, like you're all he has. He's so in love with you" "you can tell that just by how he looks at me?" "Yes ma'am, he wouldn't keep glaring at me and watching us talk if he didn't care. If he was just a friend he wouldn't mind" he says and I look up and Justin quickly looks away, trying to make it look as if he wasn't looking. "Watch this, hug me" he says and I shake my head. "Why?" "Just do it" he says so I hug him. Justin clears his throat making me look his way. "Can you help me for a second Baylee?" He ask and I nod. I look at Zac and he smirks "see, I told you" "ugh, whatever" I mumble standing up. "What's up?" "Can you um... Stir this for a minute, I've got to piss" "yeah sure" I mumble as he walks away. Yeah, Justin is just a friend. I mean I love him, I do but he's not in love with me. He's never once said he loved me back.
*Later that night*
I was laying in my bed watching some princess cartoon with Skylynn. "Can jazzy come over tomorrow and swim with me?" She ask out of the blue. "Yeah, I'll call Jeremy and see if she can okay?" "Okay" she smiles. Justin walks in and smiles. "Hey sweetie" he says holding his hands out to Sky. She jumps in his arms and he loves on her. He whispers stuff in her ear and she nods giggling. She jumps back in the bed hugging me. She kisses my cheek then says "goodnight angel" she says. "Goodnight baby" I say as Justin carries her to her room to tuck her in. A few minutes later he walks in pulling his shirt off. "Hey" I say watching his body. "Hey" he says laying in the bed. "It's so cold in here" I mumble and he nods scooting closer to me. "It is" he says pulling me into his arms. I felt like I was dreaming. "Justin?" "I'll keep you warm" he whispers kissing my cheek. I swallow hard nodding. "What's wrong?" He ask scooting away from me. "Huh? Um, nothing?" I say grabbing him. "Do you like Zac?" "What? No" "okay" he says looking towards the ceiling fan. "I was thinking about you earlier" I say crawling on top of him. He gently lays his hands on my thighs as they wrap around his torso. "You were?" "Mhm" I say biting my lip. He smirks then says "did you touch yourself?" "Justin" I whine hiding my face in his chest from embarrassment. He giggles sliding his hands to my butt. "You did, didn't you?" He ask and I groan. "You naughty little girl" he says smacking my ass. I raise my head laying my forehead to his. "I missed you" "that's okay, because I jerked off to you too" he says making us both laugh. "To these pictures, let me grab my phone" he says leaning over getting it from the night stand. He turns his camera around smirking. I gasp grabbing his phone. I was naked! I clearly wasn't paying any attention. "Don't be mad" "delete em" "no" he says grabbing his phone and laying it down. "Just let me love all over you" he says kissing my neck. Them pictures were aggravating me now. "You haven't showed anyone?" "I would never baby" he says calmly. "I don't like that" I mumble. He frowns grabbing his phone "I'll delete them" he says typing his password in. "I just-" "no I shouldn't have took them" he says deleted them. I lay down beside him as he lays his phone down. "Are you mad at me?" Justin ask and I slowly look at him. I shake my head meaning no. "Okay, I'm sorry" he says and I shake my head. "You loved them pictures you aren't sorry" "I did love them" he smirks. "You didn't have to delete them, I just don't want anyone else to see them" "I would never show anyone" he says rolling on his side and putting his hand on my hip. We stay silent for a few minutes just looking at each other. "Baylee I-" he says then he freezes. "You what?" "Um, nothing" he says rolling on his back. "Tell me" "no it's nothing" he says kissing my forehead. I gently rub his shirtless chest. He was acting weird now. Like there was something he wanted to tell me but he just couldn't.
