I was so glad Nash and Justin was getting along. They was talking and having full blown out conversations and that made me so happy. Me and Skylynn left the boys to ride different rides. It was getting kind of late so we started looking for them. "I've had so much fun!" Skylynn say smiling ear to ear. "Good" I giggle and so does she. "I'm getting tired though" "yeah so am I" I yawn saying. "Do you see them anywhere?" "There!" Skylynns says pointing. I look and see them both laughing and shooting basketball at a game concession, with some other boy. "Bro that was bull!" Nash says loudly making Justin crack up. "It's fair, don't you dare say it wasn't" the random boy says patting his back as just smiles ear to ear. They all turn around smiling. "Hey" I say and they nod. Nash picks Skylynn up asking if she's had fun and Justin walks to me. He puts his hands on my hip leaning in but the stops. Was he about to kiss me? I think he was. Instead he Justin bends lifting me off the ground. "Pick a stuff animal" he says carrying me to the stand. I laugh, my face was blood red. "Throwback to like our first date" I say as he sits me in my feet. "No for real, whatever one you want" he says and I look at all them smiling. "I don't know" I giggle leaning into him. "Here Sky, you pick on of these" Nash says showing her the ones she could choose from as he talked with the random boy. "Baby" Justin giggles. "You pick" "umm, okay" he says looking at all the choose. "Give us that one" Justin says. He grabs the plain tanned colored teddy bear handing it to me. "You don't have one like this" he says making me smile. I nod my head wrapping my arm around his. "Yo, I'm ready to head out" Nash says and I nod agreeing. "By the way this is my buddy Matthew" Nash says and I nod. "I'm Baylee" I say shaking his hand. "Nice meeting you. Text me later Nash, Justin" he smiles walking off. We all walk to the car and get in the same spots we were. I hold my bear in my lap smiling. I'm so glad everyone had a great time. Justin and Nash was going on about stuff and Skylynn was half asleep already and I was just glad everyone was happy. That's all I ever wanted. It was the first time they've ever been to a carnival. It was the first time Sky had cotton candy. I'm so glad I'm aloud to have them and take them places and let them experience new stuff that they weren't aloud before. "Bay?" Justin ask softly shaking me. "What?" I say and he shakes his head. "You didn't hear me did you?" "No, sorry I was just thinking" "it's okay" he smiles looking away. Justin's even happy. Once security pulls into my drive I unbuckle looking up at Skylynn sound asleep. "Should I wake her?" "No I'll carry her" I say and Nash just nods. I get out first, turning and unbuckling sky and wrapping her up in my arms. She lays her tiny head in my shoulder mumbling something. I carry her into the house and up the stairs. "Hey sweetie, let's get you changed" I say sitting her on her feet. I grab a pair of her clean pj's helping her get comfy. I lay her down tucking her in. "Will you lay with me?" She ask right when I turn the light out. "Yeah" I say walking back to the bed and laying beside her. About a good ten minutes later she was sound asleep again so I got up walking out. I gently close the door walking towards Nash's closed door. "Goodnight Nash" "goodnight Baylee" he calls out. I walk into my room and see Justin already laying down. "Come to me" he says holding his arms wide open. I giggle, running then jumping in his arms. He chuckles catching me before I fell off the bed. "Thank you" I say pulling his hat off his head. "You're welcome for whatever" he smiles lightly. "They had a great time" I say cupping his cheek. "Are you gonna kiss me?" He ask and shrug. "Where's my bear?" "I put it with the rest of them" "okay" I chuckle. I'm weird I know. I gave a collection of teddy bears. I just love them so much! Like I legit have a room just for my teddies. Call my childish or whatever, I don't care. Most of them are from Justin and my parents before they died. I have very old ones and everything. "You never have told me why you like them so much" "what? My teddies?" I question and he nods. "I just like them" I say and he nods raising his eyebrow. "Justin, everyone has a weird fetish" "not me" "yes you do" "what?" He says and I shrug thinking. "Exactly" he smirks. "You have one, everyone does" I say laying my head on his chest. "Why will you still not kiss me?" He says making my feel awful. "I-I.." I start saying then shrug. "I don't know" I mumble raising my head and looking at him. "You're scared of me" he says and I just look down. "You know I'm-" "that's not the point" I mumble rolling off him. "Then what's the point Baylee? Huh? You won't kiss me because I made a dumbass mistake. You've made plenty of mistakes too and all I wanna do is kiss you!" He says as I walked into my closet. I strip my outfit grabbing a big tee shirt and putting it on. I brush my hair thinking of what to say to Justin. I walk back in the room turning the light out. "Baylee, don't ignore me" he says turning the lamp on. "WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?" I say probably to loud. He shook his head with a pissed off look. "Just forget it" he says standing up. He slides his pants back on and grabs a shirt. "Where are you going?" I ask as he slid his shoes on. He ignores me grabbing a sweater. He walks back to the bed but just grabs his car keys from the night stand. "I'll be staying somewhere else" he mumbles walking out the door and closing it behind him. What the hell just happened? Where's he going? We're suppose to have dinner at scooters tomorrow. Maybe I shouldn't have yelled? I mean it's not like I meant to. He just wants to kiss all over me! We aren't even a couple though, that's the thing. I heard his car start and him pulling out. He's really leaving.
