Justin's pov:
It was almost six in the morning and I was just laying here in Baylee's bed thinking. Thinking about how I screwed up. Maybe I shouldn't be hanging out with Christian, I don't know. We've been buds for so long, hell we've been through everything together and its hard to break off a bond like his and mine. It really is. But I've been so interested in the partying and girls, I've completely lost myself. When I first moved to LA, I wanted Baylee so bad. I wanted her to be my future. My future everything, future wife, the future mother of my kids. I wanted her and no one could change my mind about that. Yeah we didn't leave things as great as we should have that day, but I still wanted her. Hell, I might have loved her. I've just never been so close to a great girl who loved me the way she does except... Selena? But all she did was take my heart, stole it and then shatter it. Maybe that's why I'm so afraid of loving Baylee. I know she wouldn't hurt me. I honestly don't know what my deal is though. I close my eyes relaxing myself.
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The bedroom door opens. I look and see the one, and the only Baylee Braun. She looks at me then quickly looks away. She closes the door back quietly then walks to her closet. "Hey" "hi" she mumbles holding her chest. "Hey, you alright?" I ask and she stares at the ground holding her chest. "Justin" she whimpers and I fly out of the bed running to her. She looks up at me holding her chest, she looks so scared. "Go get Nash" she says and I nod running to his room. He takes off running and grabs her in his arms. "You okay?" "Just get my medication" she mumbles and he nods walking into her bathroom. "Meditation for what?" I ask as Nash was roaming through her medicine cabinets. "Screw off for a minute!" Nash shouts, roughly pushing me away. "She has cancer, don't you remember. You jackass" "you did this to me Justin" Baylee says. "You left me" she says. Staring at me pale faced, all dead looking. Then her eyes close. My body drops to my knees as I began screaming and crying.
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"Justin" I hear and someone shaking me. I open my eyes and gasp. I grab Baylee, hugging her so tightly. I was crying. I didn't care about looking tough. Fuck it all. "What's wrong?" Her beautiful, worry filled voice ask. I just held her in my arms crying into her stomach. "Tell me you're okay and nothing is wrong with you" I pant out. She nods. "I'm okay Justin, their is nothing wrong with me" she says running her hand through my hair. I look up and say "promise?" "Yeah?" She says, sounding more of a question. "Bad dream?" "Only the worst" I mumble. She nods walking to her closet. "W-what are you doing?" "Getting dressed, I have to go pick up Skylynn from your dads" she says grabbing her outfit. "Can I go, with you?" "No" she mumbles walking into the bathroom. I lay back on the bed wiping my eyes. She's beautiful. She's really my baby, I mean it when I say it. A few minutes later Nash opens the door. "You're a real douche bag, you know that?" He says quietly. I nod. "I know. I really am" I mumble pulling the blanket over me. I close my eyes trying to go back to sleep. Baylee walks out in a pair of shorts and a red sweater. She twist her hair into a pony tail while looking at me. "Go on Nash" she says and he walks out. She sits on the bed beside him putting her hand on my hip. "Are you okay?" "Don't worry about me" I mumble, slightly embarrassed. She nods moving her hand from my hip. I could tell she was nervous, she's biting the inside of her lip and messing with her hands. "I know that-" "let's not do this right now" she says cutting me off. I nod rolling into my back. "I had a dream I lost you" I say and she nods. She leans in giving me a hug. She kisses my forehead then stands up walking out the door. What have I done? I have lost her... And it was my fault. We had this thing, it wasn't a relationship but it practically was and I ruined it. I stand up grabbing a shirt and sliding on a pair of random shoes. I run out the door with my phone in my head. "I'm coming" I say getting in. She shakes her head looking out the window. "We need to talk" "I'd rather not Justin" "shall I drive on Miss Braun?" "Yes sir" she says crossing one legs over another. "You're wearing short" I say with a light chuckle trying to cheer her up. She just looks out the window as we pulled into some house. It was huge, it was really nice. But then I see Zac, gosh I hate him. He opens the door and looks at me. "Get in the back" "you get in the back" I say. He smirks nodding. He gets in the back then Baylee gets out and gets in the back also. That hurt so bad. Nash sits beside me and says "let's have a little talk" and I nod in agreement. Zac and Baylee was listening to music and laughing so they couldn't hear us. "Why'd you sleep with someone else?" "To be honest with you, I didn't think we was as close as we were until I done it" I say shrugging. "What the hell does that mean?" He snaps shaking his head. "I didn't think we was serious with each other. We wasn't even dating-" "and yet she said she loved you. She said she couldn't live her life without you. If you wasn't committed you should have told her instead of hurting her" he says and I look down nodding. Everyone is putting me down, making me feel like shit when she was the one who broke up with me. After one day! I've been waiting and waiting on her! "Douche" Nash mumbles and I loose it. "I'm not gonna feel like shit, because that's what all of you are making me feel like. Yes I had sex god damn it. I've been waiting years for Baylee! It's not all my fault so stop. Stop making me feel like I'm an asshole. I told her I'd wait until she was ready for a relationship! It's been two fucking years Nash" I say knocking on the drivers window. "Pull over" "yes sir" he says and I get out of the car slamming the door. I'm done.
