I was currently walking into the church building where we was having Wesley's funeral. I was high, not on anything bad. Just weed, lots of it though. I sit down in the first roll and stare at the casket. His body's in there. "Baylee?" "Yes?" I ask looking up at an old lady. "Wow you're beautiful. I'm Wesley's grandma" she says and I stand up hugging her. She brakes into tears and I rub her back lightly. "It's okay" I say pulling away and wiping my own tears. She lightly smiles cupping my cheek. "Thank you for being there for him when no one else was" "it was my greatest pleasure" I say and she nods wiping her eyes and going to sit down. I look back and see Justin walking in, were a black tux. I ignore him and walk to the casket. I grab Wesley's hand and start bawling. "This is so depressing" I say to him but he doesn't say anything back. "Baylee, were ready to began" someone says but I ignore him. "Baylee?" "Give me a minute!" I yell and everyone's eyes go wide. "Don't I deserve to spend some time with him before he's in the ground? I mean he was MY boyfriend after all" I say and everyone just looked at me. I didn't care, I was too high. I didn't even know any of these people. "I mean how many of you was even there trying to help him after his father died?" I ask and everyone stays quite. "None of you!" I shout. "Come on" scooter says gently pulling me. I push in away "no!" I say turning to look at him. I stare at his beautiful face shaking my head. "Why'd you leave me baby?" I say caressing his cheek. Once again he doesn't reply. All I wanted was him to say something back to me. "I love you" I say hiccuping from crying so much. I lean down and kiss his forehead. "So much" I whisper laying a picture of me and him between his hands. I walk off and walk out the doors. I'm not staying for all that bullshit and all them fake people. I get in my car and drive to scooters. I walk into the house going down the stairs. I lay in my old bed. In the same spot Wesley laid the night he passes. I cuddled myself into the blankets and cried myself to sleep. This was one of the most depressing days. I mean why does everyone wear black? He didn't even like back. He hated when I would wear all black.
*Later that night*
I had just woke up and decided to check my phone. It was 6:30 in the evening, not that I really cared. I was hungry though. I get up and change out of my black dress, throwing on a pair of Wesley's sweatpants and one of his shirts. They was extremely comfortable and make me feel closer to him. I wipe my makeup off then twist my hair up. I walk up stairs and see Yeal cooking. "Hey baby girl" she says and I actually smile. "Hey" I say as she side hugs me. "Are you hungry?" "Extremely hungry" I say making her laugh some. "Do you need any help?" I ask and she shakes her head no. "I've got it" "okay" I mumble walking into the living room. I see Justin sitting beside Kayla on the couch and scooter in the chair. I had nowhere to sit but beside Justin. I sit beside him bring my knees to my chest and looking at the tv. "Hey princess" Scooter says and I chuckle rolling my eyes. "I'm no princess Scoot" "in my eyes you are. So hush" he says and I smile nodding. "You okay Bay?" Justin ask and I look at him then i watch as Kayla grabs his hand quickly holding it? Why does she always do that when I talk to him. "I'm okay, thanks for asking" I say looking away. I rub my eyes leaning my head back. "Babe, should we tell Baylee the great news?" Yeal ask walking in sitting on Scooters lap. Scooter smiles and nods his head. I sit up straight looking at the two of them. "What is it?" I ask and Yeal giggles. "We're having a boy!" "No way?" I say kinda of happy. They nod in excitement and I get up hugging both of them at the same time. "I'm so excited! I'm gonna have a baby brother. What are we gonna name him?" I say and they both laugh. "We've decided to let you choice the name" Yael says and I started crying. "Why?" I ask and she grabs my hand. "He's your brother sweetie" "I know but..." I smile shaking my head and hugging her again. "That's awesome" Justin says and I nod. Yael whips my eyes and says "now stop that crying and let's eat" "okay" I smile walking into the kitchen with everyone else. How come i always have to sit beside Justin? It's not even cool. Half way through dinner Kayla gets up and goes to the bathroom and I look at Justin. "Have you even talked to her?" I ask and he shook his head no. "What is it?" Scooter ask and I start to open my mouth to talk but she was back. "That was quick" Justin says and she nods. I lift my plate up as I stand up. "I'll be in my room" "Baylee..." "What?" I ask looking at Scooter. "Go on" "okay" I mumble going back down stairs.
