"Wow this is your house?" Justin ask getting out of his car. I lock my car looking back at him. "Sure is, i also have a cat... That Wes bought for me" I say then shake my head. "Where's your pretty little blonde?" "She has business" "I see" I mumble walking to my door and unlocking it. I walk in and a cute little meow fills my ears. I look down at my feet and pick her up. "Where it's name?" "Tuts, Wesley wanted to name her tits and we was..." I stop talking as I think about what happened again. "Just can't seem to stop talking about him" I say walking into the kitchen and grabbing a wine glass and filling it full. I sit in the living room staring at a picture of mine and Wesley's first date which was placed on my fireplace. I was in a daze I didn't even notice Justin talking to me. I look over at him and raise and eyebrow. "You didn't hear me?" "No, sorry" I mumble. "I really need to shower" I say looking at what I was wearing. I had on yoga pants and a baggy sweater with my hair tied up. He nods leaning back. "You sure you wanna start drinking this early?" "I can handle myself" I say looking at the time, it was 12:02 am. "Make yourself at home, I'm going to shower" I say drinking the rest of my wine. I walk into the kitchen filling my cup once more then walking up stairs and running me a bath. Once i strip and get into the water I immediately groan for not bring the whole bottle with me. I text Justin telling him to bring it and a few minutes later and finds his way to my room and bathroom. He walks in and awkwardly looks around. "Sit it there" I mumble not feeling anything but pure sadness. He sits the bottle down then turns to walk out but I stop him. "Jay?" "Yo?" "Will you stay and talk to me?" I ask and he licks his lips looking around. "Bay I don't know, If I should" "Justin, we're friends. I just need someone to talk to" "okay, I'm sorry" he says pulling a chair beside the tub and sitting in it. "Dontcha dare apologize to me" I say with a lightly smirk. "Refill me though" I say and he nods pouring me some more. Then he takes a drink then reaches it to me. "Ya know I really care for Kayla. She's precious as can be and adorable. I just don't know how I feel about her" "what do you mean?" "I mean yeah I care for her but she's really clingy, i mean I haven't been laid in three months-" "she's a virgin isn't she?" "Yes and it drives me nuts" he says running his hands through his hair. "Have you talked to her about it?" "I mean yeah, she said she wasn't ready. Then she gets really flirty and like gets on top of me and shit" "did you stop her?" I roll my eyes asking. "I mean yeah she said she wasn't ready" "yeah well if she's getting on top of you kissing you and rubbing up on you like that, she's ready. Or at least she's thinking she's ready" "you think so?" He ask taking some of my wine. "Well i mean yeah... Take chances. Life's too short" I say and he nods. "I've been thinking about breaking up with her, I just can't do it" "why though?" "We have nothing in common. She's too mature to be honest, she doesn't play around with me and sometimes she tries to boss me" he says shaking his head. I hand him the glass and he chugs it refilling it. "How did you guys met?" I ask turning more hot water on with my feet. He glances down then looks back to me. "Well technically at my meet and greet. She didn't even wanna be there that's how I remember her. Anyways she was staying in the same hotel and we ended up talking that night and yeah" "ah lovely" I say and he nods. "You and Wesley?" He ask making me smile. "Well I decided to go workout with my buddy Aaron, he said he had a few friends who were gonna be there. I didn't mind because I figured they were gay also. They wasn't though, Wesley wasn't anyways. He spotted me when I was squatting. I couldn't even tell you how much it was. I was a nervous wreck because he was super hot" I smile saying. "We all went for lunch after that and I sat in the booth beside him, although I was all sweat and nasty looking he still though I was pretty" I smile saying as I licking over my lips. "Then he asked for my number and I gave it to him. His mom left him when he was younger and his dad and him had a great bond. His dad had a hearts attack and that's when he started on the drugs. I mean he already smoked some weed but I didn't mind that. He started to change and he would come over and could barley walk he'd be so bad" I say shaking my head. "I would offer him to spend the night because I would love talking to him in the mornings because he was so loving and sober" I say staring at the ceiling. "Then the other morning I told him how bad he scared me. He literately cried in my arms talking about how bad he hated himself now and how he wanted to quit" I say as my eyes water. "I thought I could help him" I shrug and Justin nods. I know he didn't know what to say but that was okay because he was still listening to me. I pull the plug letting the water drain and I look at Justin and laugh. "I'm gonna shower now, you can sit in my room" "okay" he chuckles walking out. I get out of the tub and turn the water on stepping into the walk in shower. I just had to wash my hair because I've already washed my body. I didn't realize how much I've been drinking because I was pretty dizzy when I stood up. I step into the shower washing my hair then getting out. I twist my hair into a towel then wrap my robe around me walking into my room. I lay beside Justin and take a deep breathe. "I'm about drunk" "me too" he mumbles. I grab the last of the wine drinking it. I was miserable I wanted more and I got more from down stairs. I planned on drinking until I couldn't remember my own name. As I sit back in the bed I also brought Justin a glass.
