I haven't heard from Justin all day. I wasn't about to text him first though. We was just pulling into scooters for the cookout. I look around at the cars and see Justin's. "You gonna be alright?" Nash ask and I nod unbuckling. "Come on Sky, you get to meet Jazzy and Jaxon" I say getting out as Nash helped her out. I walk on in the house with Matt, Nash, and Sky and see pattie and Yale in the kitchen. "Hey honey" Pattie says and sky hides behind my leg, they haven't met yet. "Hey" I smile hugging her then Yale. I give her a kiss on the cheek rubbing her baby bump. "My little brother" I smirk. She giggles lightly. "Where's everyone else?" "Outside cooking" she says and I nod. "What's with you and Justin?" Pattie ask and I shrug. "Nash you and Matt can go on out" I say and he shakes his head. He's a bit shy too. I grab their hands walking out the backdoor and seeing everyone else. "Baylee!" Jeremy shouts the stops once he sees my hand in theirs. I gently pull my hand away introducing them. "Nice meeting you" "you too" Jeremy says. He gives me a hug and when he pulls away I see Justin talking to some blonde girl. My heart sunk. Who the hell is she? I stare at them until Justin looks to me. He just stared back. He shook his head looking away. Ugh. I groan walking into the house. I walk past everyone and go down to the basement. Scooter keeps my room how's it's been since I've moved in. I don't know why either. I walk into my room and Wesley instantly enters my mind. God I miss that boy. I know I probably say that a lot but he was my first actual love. No one understands what we had. I smile seeing a picture of me and him in my old nightstand. Then I pick up the picture of me and Justin. I was hugging Justin so tight while he was laughing so hard. It was the cutest picture ever. I chuckle remember the moment we took it. We look so happy, we were happy. "What happened to us?" I whisper to myself shaking my head. I sit the picture down then look up seeing Justin. He just stood there. "What?" I ask and he shrugs. "Scooter told me to come talk to you" he says and I shrug. "You can leave now" I mumble walking around looking at more picture of me and my friends from high school. "Where did you stay last night?" I ask turning to face him as he was drinking some of his beer. "That girl's?" "What girl? Haley?" He ask and I shrug. "The blonde, whatever her name is" I mumble. "That's Haley" he says and I shrug. "I don't care what her name is? I was just asking where you stayed last night" "don't be a.. Dick. I stayed here" he says and I shake my head walking into the bathroom and sitting on the toilet. After I pee I grab the toilet paper wiping. Great blood. Yay i started. I roll my eyes calling for Justin. "What?" "Come in here" I say and he walks in looking at me. "What the hell do you want?" "A fucking tampon, damn sorry I called you in here!" "Go figure" he says opening the top drawer and grabbing one. He throws it to me and of course I don't catch it because I didn't expect him to throw it. "What the fuck!" I say loudly in anger. "Should have caught it" he says walking out leaving the door open. I was flaming mad now. Once I cleaned myself up I walk up the stairs and out the back door. I walk to Nash because he's like the only one I could talk to. I really just felt like crying at this point. I know i know a cry baby. "Nash" I interrupt him and Matt. "What's up?" "Can you come here? You too Matt, if you want.." I ask and he nods following me. I start walking down the flowery path that scooter and Yale have. "What's wrong?" Nash ask and I tell him everything. "Sounds like he's pissed because he wants to be with you but you won't give in and he's just aggravated so he's done trying" "I mean, I want him I really do Im just.. Scared I guess" I admit as we walk getting closer back to the house. He nods "I don't blame you" he says. I look up and Justin had his arm around they 'Haley' girl. I gently grab Matthews hand and he smirks. "Trying to make him jealous?" "Yeah" "Well, he'll get upset then" Matthew smiles liking down. I smile lightly look at him then back away. It's not like we was even like holding holding hands, our fingers weren't interlocked or anything.
*later on*
Everyone was outside and all talking and having a good time. I just needed to get away from everyone for a minute so I walked in the house. I open the fridge grabbing a beer but then put it back. "I have to drive back" I mumble to myself then grab a water. Right when I go to take a drink the water was jerked out of my hands. I was about to start flipping but before I could I was pushed against the wall. A familiar pair of lips press against mine kissing me roughly. I gave in kissing the softly amazing lips back. Justin is hands down one of the best kissers I know. He lifts me onto the counter top gently cupping my cheeks. He slowed the kiss holding my face lightly caressing it. He's tongue gently slides in my mouth making me moan. Justin's hands grip my ass tightly causing him to smirk into the kiss. Some clears their throat making us both jump apart. It was that Haley girl Justin was talking earlier. "Um yeah?" Justin ask awkwardly scratching the back of his neck. "I need the restroom" she says staring at Justin, biting her lip. "Down the hall, first door on the right" I say and she looks at me then walks off. Justin walks back to me, standing between my legs holding my hips. "I-I just needed to do that" he says as his forehead was against mine. "Yo Justin" Christian, Justin's buddy calls out. "Damn it" Justin mumbles looking up. "Shit sorry bro" "yeah, waya want?" He says rudely. "I catch up with you later man" he says walking back out. "You're my baby" he says kissing my lips once more. I blush biting my lip. "Don't do that" he whisper touching my lip. "Sorry" "no, no it's okay. It just- never mind" he chuckles. I smile then look down. He's so bipolar. "You're mine okay?" He ask and I stay silent. "Mine only. Weather were dating or not" he says and I lightly smile. Matthew and Nash was right, it worked. "Well, then you're mine and only mine" I say holding on his sides, and he nods. "All yours" "better be, because I have anger issues" I wink and he laughs rolling his eyes playfully. He helps me off the counter and we go back to the cookout. I had to get a new water because mine got hot, thanks to Justin.
