It's been five months seen I've seen or spoken to Justin. I had my own house now, along with a cat which I named tuts. I've been very busy modeling and selling. I've got a ton more buyers who order my makeup along with my brushes and everything else. I've gotten offered more places to model which I enjoy a lot. Not to mention I have a man now! My boyfriend's his name is Wesley. We haven't been dating long. He's recently addicted to drugs. He use to just smoke weed with me. He's only got worse though. He got very depressed after his dad died about a month ago. His mother left him when he was little so he has no one but me. Scooter knows and we've talked about it. Wesley wants to move in with me but I keep telling him no. I just could never let him. I do care for him I just don't want the druggie him. He gets bad some nights. Anyways Scooter invited me to dinner at his house because Justin was coming. Tour was over and he's only gotten more famous of course. Rumor has it he's got a girlfriend, which will be at dinner. I'm scared to meet her. I look over at Wesley passed out beside me. He spent the night last night. I gently rub his shirtless chest hoping to wake him. The mornings is when I like talking to him. That's only because he's sober and that's why I like him staying with me. His eyes slowly open and he looks over at me and smiles. I give him a small smile and he pulls me closer to him. "Good morning" he whispers kissing my temple. He's a good boyfriend he honestly is, he would never cheat. I just don't like the drugs. "Morning" i mumble and he frowns. "What's wrong?" "You really scared me last night" I mumble and he frowns his eyebrows. "What did I do?" "You was really messed up Wes" I say laying my head on his shoulder. I've told him how I felt about the drugs. I've told him how he scares me. "I'm sorry" he mumbles. "I need help" he whispers and I raise up looking at him. "I can't stop it Baylee. I want to so badly" he says as his eyes water. He meant it. I could tell. "Try for me, today. Please" I say lightly caressing his cheek. He nods closing his eyes. "It's so bad" "I know babe, you can do this. I'll help you" I say and he nods. "The first step is to throw it all away" I say and his eyes go wide. I nod and then he nods also. "For me... For yourself, your health, and your future. Our future" i says and he nods sitting up. "Come here baby" he says and I craw in his lap. His huge muscular arms wrap around me as he buries his face in my neck. "Please help me get through this baby. I need you" "Shh, you can do it" I say and he nods holding me closer than ever. He was scared himself. He knew he was bad off. I gently rub the back of his head rocking him back and fourth. "It's okay" I say and he sniffle not saying a word. I gently kiss his temple now rubbing his back. "I'm sorry" he mumbles in my neck and I nod. "I know baby, I know" i say and he grips my shit tightly. "Wes baby, look at me" "no" "please" I whisper and he looks up at me. His poor eyes were red and puffy. I wipe the tears under his eyes then kiss his forehead. He looked so scared right now. I've never seen him like this. "I'm such a pussy I know" "you aren't, it's okay to cry. Who am I going to tell?" I joke and he lightly smirks. He puckers his lips wanting a kiss and I give him and very soft kiss. "You're so beautiful" "oh hush" I blush hiding my face in his neck. He takes a deep breathe just holding me. "Dads dinner is today" "I remember" "are you gonna be able to come?" "Yes sweetie, I don't work today" he says and I nod playing with the necklace around his neck, which I got him. He works at a logging company. I know he doesn't make a lot of money. I don't care about money though. I make my own. I'm not in it for that anyways. "Weed is all you're aloud" I say and he nods. "Maybe I'll lay off it also" he says and I nod. "You really scared me last night" I whisper looking down. "Tell me what I did, please baby" "you yelled at me... Because I-I was um, texting Justin. But you were really mean about it" I say and he closes his eyes. "Did I hurt your feelings princess?" He ask and I bite the inside of my lip nodding my head. "I'm so sorry" he says cupping my cheeks. I nod understand. "You wasn't yourself" "I will never do anything like that again" he say and I lightly smile. "Thank you so much babe" I say and he nods. "Wanna um, never mind" I blush making me smile. "What?" "Nothing" i giggle hiding my face. "Come on, tell me" "I want you to shower with me" i mumbles and he says "huh?" "Wanna shower?" I ask and he chuckles kissing my cheek. "I'd love to shower with someone as beautiful as you" he says standing up still holding me. I giggle wrapping my legs around his waist. I glance over at the clock and gasp. "It's twelve, we've slept all day" "it's okay" he says gently kissing my neck. I smirk shaking my head as we walk into the bathroom.
