Sunday cookout at Scooters, which is every Sunday. Justin and I haven't talked in about two weeks. I couldn't even go to the last dinner. He hates me. He doesn't reply to my text much. I do aggravate him a lot.. Maybe so. "Stop worrying" Nash says because I told him everything, Legit everything. Him and Justin have been hanging out! They're close. Skylynn has been staying at Jeremy's house with Jaxon and Jazzy. She don't wanna come back. That scares me. I mean they're four hours away. I'm lonely lately. I park the car in scooters drive getting out. I link arms with Nash as we walk up the drive and to the door. Mathew walked with his hands in his pockets. He's adorable. I walk on in and Yeal on the couch, where she is most of the time. "Where's Justin?" "Basement" scooter says and I nod giving him a hug. "Go get them" scooter says and I nod. Wait.. Them? I open my old bedroom door and see Ryan and Justin. "Ry!" I squeal in excitement running towards him. I jump in his arms hugging him so tight. "God it's been a while huh?" "Yeah" I smirk letting go of him. I've always liked Ryan. He's a great friend. To Justin and also me. Justin was laying.. In my spot smoking a joint. And then I notice ones in Ryan's hand also. I lay down beside Justin. Not close at all though. He passes me the joint and I take a huge hit, causing me to cough a little. I sit up and see Ryan handing it to Nash. "Wow Wow, no" "Baylee" everyone says at the same. "Fine" I say and Nash takes a hit. Wow. He coughs a little then him and Ryan laugh. That was his first time I'm guessing. Then he hands it to Mathew. I take another hit then give it to Justin handing it back to him. "Keep it" he mumbles getting up and walking away. I follow his every move with my eyes. He goes into the bathroom closing the door behind him. I smoke the rest of the joint then lay there for a few minutes. Justin's been in there for a while now. "Baylee" "what?" I reply to Ryan. I was pretty stoned. "Go check on him" "okay" I say then wait a few seconds before I get up. I p my head against the door then gently knock. "Yeah?" He ask. His voice always sounds different when he's high. "You okay?" "Yeah" he mumbles opening the door. I instantly look up his nose. "Baylee I fucking swore. I wasn't doing that damn" he says roughy pushing my hand away. I frown watching him walk up the stairs. Nash, Mathew, and Ryan had already went up there too. I following behind the rest of them and see everyone looking out the window. It was pouring the rain and there was a rabbit just standing there. In the middle of it. I just sit down on the couch. So much for a cookout. It started thundering really back. I look at Justin making sure he's okay. He don't like thunder although he's a big boy. He's scared of it. He's not going to admit it though. I hear Nash and Ryan giggling away with Matthew. I smile just sitting there. "All you fucking idiots are high" Scooter says and I straighten up pretending I'm not. "Love you daddy" "Baylee so are you, but I love you too" he says walking into his room with Yeal. Yeal has been distance lately. I wish I was a mermaid, that would be great. Id swim all over the place. I'd have the prettiest tail thingy. It would be great or maybe I'm just to high. "The storm is only suppose to get worse so pick rooms. It's not safe to drive, the roads are closed" scooter says and I nod. I'll be in my room. Obviously. Matthew is actually pretty hot . Oh god, he's practically my sons best friend. What the hell am I thinking. But them big brown eyes and very soft looking lips. Hmm. I could only imagine his- "Baylee" Mathew says and I look at him. "What?" "Did you hear me?" "No, I was in a daze" I giggle and he just laughs. I stand up and right when I do the electricity goes out causing me to jump even closer to him. "There's candles all over the house you just have to look" Scooter shouts. Umm his hands running up and down my body. Damn it! I need to stop right now. I just can't. We walk to the basement, hand in hand because of the darkness. I bite my lips watching him walk around. He's a very intelligent boy. He lights a few of the candles the turns and smiles to me. His smile is so beautiful. I stand in front of him laying my hands in his chest. "Baylee?" "Hmm?" I ask but he doesn't say anything. I rub his actually pretty toned stomach pulling his shirt off. He just stares down at me. I raise up to his lips. I want to kiss them so bad. I gently slide my thumb across his bottom lip looking into his deep brown eyes. I get even closer, closing my eyes and putting my lips to his. He stays still for a few seconds then gently grabs my hips pulling me into him as he begins kissing back. Damn he's an amazing kissing. Holy shit. Although I didn't feel Sparks and my whole body heating up, how I am when I kiss Justin. I didn't mind, he's great also. I held his face in my hands as we started backing towards the bed. His lips are so amazing. Oh my dear God. They're like magic! I moan lightly arching my back as he begins kissing down my neck. "Justin!" I say my eyes finally opening my eyes as I see him standing there.
