I roll over feeling a hard chest under my head. I look up and see Wesley. I groan cuddling into him. "Babe?" I mumble to wake him. He doesn't say anything. His body was cold for some reason. I look up at his face and lightly cup his cheeks. "Baby, wake up" I say kissing his forehead. He usually always wakes up. I sit up and groan. I look over at Justin and Kayla sleeping on the couch. We all camped out in the basement at dads. I gently shake Wesley but he doesn't wake still. I lift his eye lids and they fall shut. "Wes!" I squeal quickly shaking him. "Wake up!" I yell hitting his chest. He still doesn't move. "Wesley, stop playing around! It's not funny anymore!" I say shaking him. "GOD DAMN IT WAKE UP!" I yell as someone gently grabs my arm. I look and see Justin, his eyes were full of pity. He pulls me off Wesley and holds me in his arms. "You're okay, you're okay" he says rubbing the back of me head. Scooter nods looking at Justin as the ambulance people show up. "W-what, what's going on?" I say shaking my head. Is he really? Is he dead? But why? How? Why him? Why's my baby not waking up? I wasn't going to cry, he wouldn't want that. Although it did feel as if my heart was being ripped from my chest. "Baylee look at me" he says and I look at him. He cups my cheeks and says "it's okay" "it's not okay" I say giving up. I did. I let a tear slip out as I seen them carrying Wesley's body up the stairs. I stand up and chase after him but of course someone stops me. Scooter grabs me and shakes his head. "Don't baby" he says and I just stare and watched them take him. That's when it hit me hard. I knew he was gone. I knew he left me right then. I push him off my sliding on a random pair of pants that was in my floor. I grab my car keys and a sweater running up the stairs. I rush out the door driving to the hospital.
*Thirty minutes later*
"Baylee" the doctor calls out and I stand up rushing to them. "Yeah? Please tell me he's okay!" "Listen Baylee..." He starts off and i immediately shake my head. "Don't say it, don't!" I shout knowing exactly what he was about to tell me. "He had an overdose he-" before the doctor could even finish I turned and walked out the door ignoring Kayla, Justin, and scooter. I didn't need to hear any 'I'm sorry for you lost' or any 'he's in a better place now' for one reason. That's because he's not, he's suppose to stay here with me. I was suppose to help him! Of course Scooter took my keys and I can't go anywhere. "Why?" I ask looking up. I know he's in heaven, he's a great person. "Why'd you take so many? Why'd you leave me? I thought, I thought I could help you" I say then shake my head sitting on the sidewalk. Great move Wesley, great move. Only not really. I pull out my phone and see I have a text from him. I received it was 2:35 last night. 'Dear baby girl, I'm sorry for what I've done. I'm going to miss you more than anyone on this planet. Believe me when I say that, lol. I've done what I had to do, you helped me stay sober for a complete day and I never thought I'd make it, but I did thanks to you. It was also the worst pain I've ever went through. I can't stand to feel that way and there's only one way to stop it. Just know I'll always be looking down on you and I'll never forget all the great memories we've made. I'll never forget the day I met you. I love you so much although I never got to tell you, I do. Don't be sad, know I wanted this for me. Move on and find a good guy. Although you'll never find anyone as handsome as me..." Once I read that I laughed through my tears. "But remember I love you!❤️😘' I lock my phone laying my head in my knees. I knew Justin or scooter was sitting beside me now. I don't care though, I wasn't worried about them at the moment. "He left me a message" I say smiling as I look up, to the one and only Justin. "Oh yeah?" "Yeah, he said he loved me. For the first time.." I say smiling. Justin nods for me to continue and I say "I didn't get to say it back... I do love him. I really do Justin and now he's gone" I say tearing up. "Shh, don't you dare cry Baylee. I didn't know him long but I do he wouldn't want you crying" "you're right" I mumble wiping my eyes. Justin holds his arms open and I scoot over hugging him. "Thank you, for being here for me" "you too scoot" I say looking up at Scooter. "Hell I'll miss him myself" he says and I laugh nodding my head. "He'll forever be in my heart" I say and Justin pats my leg and Scooter nods. "I say we drink to him" I says standing up. Scooter shrugs "I'll buy you whatever you want, just don't leave your house" "thank you" I say side hugging him as we walked to the cars.
