I wake up looking around remembering I stayed in Justin and Ryan's room. Then I remember what me and Justin did last night. Oh dear god. Holy shit. I had sex with my best friend. Are you kidding me! Stupid alcohol got to us. Things are going to be so weird now. Like should I just get up and leave the room? I slowly raise up and see Ryan asleep in his bed. Luckily I was dressed. I slowly stand up grabbing my shoes and phone. Then I sneak out of the room going down the elevator and too my room. This is awful. I get in the shower trying to be quite because Catherine was still sleep.
*Later that day*
"Are you coming?" Ryan says and I shrug. Him and Justin had just randomly walked into my hotel room. Catherine left for a photo shoot. "How come you aren't talking" "I am... You just kind of barged in" "not like your gonna be doing anything. Put your shoes on and lets go" Ryan says and I groan putting my shoes on. "Did you all have fun last night?" Ryan ask making my eyes shoot wide open. "Oh Uh yeah man" Justin says scratching the back of his head awkwardly. "What did you all do?" "We just chilled why so many questions Butler?" I say playfully pushing him. He smirks shaking his head. "You know, I could never be friends with a girl. It's too hard" he says as we was all in the elevator. "We're friends" "yeah I know stupid. I mean like how you and Justin are. It's like, I don't know. I can't explain it" he says. I look up at Justin and he winks at me. I playfully shove him making him laugh. Maybe it won't be so awkward after all. "Our friendship is so great you can't explain Huh?" "Yep" Justin says wiggling his eyebrows. "Okay, you seriously need to stop" i say as we got into the car. "Stop what?" Ryan ask. "He keeps.. Never mind" I groan and Justin laughs. "You're awful" I smirk saying. "Was I?" He ask making my eyes go wide. "Justin" "what, he can't hear us" he says as Ryan has his beats on. I point to the bodyguards and he shrugs. "You weren't" he whispers and I raise my shoulder to my face as I feel his breathe on me. He groans looking out the window. I bring my knees to my chest laying my head on them. I was still tired. "We're going to Miami in a few days" "for real" I say and he nods. "You excited?" "Yeah" he says texting someone on his phone. "Who are you texting?" "Madison" "Beer?" "Yes" he says locking his phone. I nod and just continue to stare at him. "What?" "I can't believe we done that... Let's just um" "let's just what? Pretend it never happened?" "No..." I say and he looks away. "I just want us friends... Because I mean-" "Baylee I know" he says kind of hateful. I turn my head looking away. "I hate being in the middle" I groan as Ryan and Justin both had their arms behind me. Why do boys sit like that? It's not even cool. "Keep whining" Justin says and I frown looking down. Now he's being a prick. I pull out my phone checking my text when I see one from Austin again. 'Hey Baylee, I'm sorry baby' he said and I groan shaking my head. I reply 'k' then text scooter. 'I miss you daddy' then I lock my phone looking at Ryan. I tap his shoulder and he pulls his earphone down to his neck. "Yeah?" "What are you listening to?" "You right now" he jokes and I roll my eyes. "No here, listen" he says putting the earphones on my ear. As I listen closely I realize it was one of Justin's unreleased songs. I look over at him as he played on his phone. The song was beautiful. I lightly smile giving Ryan his headphones back. I lean my head on Justin's shoulder. He doesn't say anything he just lets me. I can't believe I had sex with him... I mean I don't even remember what it was like is the worst part. 'Who cares(;' madison text Justin and he unlocks his phone going to the messages. 'I kind of do... You're young. You're like my little sister Madison' Justin text back and I read the text above. She was wanting to get with Justin. 'Jay😩' 'I'm with someone' 'who?' 'You know her.. Just stop tho, I g2g' Justin says and locks his phone. "Who are you with" I ask and he shakes his head. "No one, I was just saying that" "okay" I whisper playing with the zipper on his jacket. He lays his head on me pulling me a little closer. I try not to smile because I was crushing on him, hard. "See that's what I mean, you guys cuddle. I could never cuddle with you. Just because we're friends" "why?" I ask and he shrugs. "Didn't wanna cuddle you no way" I joke saying and they both laugh. "Are we about there" "yeah" Hugo says and I nod.
