I thought I lost you (byler)

Lucas and Dustin

~MIKE POV~

I really fucked up this time.

"I should. I should go after him." I say. My cheeks are still drenched with tears.

"No. That's not a good idea, Mike. . " Lucas says sorrowfully.

"We're going to go after him... you should Umm you should go home... it's better that way." Dustin follows in the same tone leaving the room.

How am I going to be able to make this up to Will?

Why can't I just express my feelings? 

Why can't I think before I speak?

Why am I just like my dad?

~ WILL POV~

I continue my way out of Dustin's house still processing exactly what happened.

I shouldn't of been so harsh.
My thoughts are invaded by the hurt look paved across Mike's face.

Was this the end of me and Mike?

Was this the end of the party for good?

It's not like I'm an important  part of the party either way.

They don't need me.

You are such a screw up Will. You really are.

I pick up my bike with my right hand  and begin to ride away one handed.

"WILL COME BACK MAN, please let's talk." I hear Lucas call out behind me.

I don't hesitate to ignore them and continue riding away.

I struggle as I am only riding one handed when I feel myself go lightheaded and my visit begin to fade as I feel my a shiver crawl over my neck.

I fall off my bike onto the road.

Crap.

"SHIT LUCAS OVER HERE." I hear Dustin's voice from a distance.

I turn to see both Lucas and Dustin.

They came.

"Oh shit. Come on man let's get you up." Lucas offers me his hand to help me up.

I take it.

He wipes his hand on his shirt right  after.

Why?

"You- you came." I smile and lean in for a hug.

They both move backwards.

"We're not like that, man." Dustin says.

"What?" I ask confused.

What is going on? I feel a sudden shift in the atmosphere.

"We aren't ...well we aren't like you." Lucas snorts.

"Like me?" I feel my heart ache. They wouldn't do this to me, right?

This wasn't happening. This can't be happening.

"Oh don't act stupid, you know.. we aren't fags." Dustin laughs.

"We are normal.... You know.. not pansies..." Lucas sneers.

I feel tears well  in my eyes. They wouldn't do this to me. How could they do this to me?

" We came cause we felt bad for you. We felt Bad that little fairy Will might get lost on his way home. Doesn't make you our friend.... Not Anymore, buddy." Dustin says coldly his words stabbing me directly in the chest.