Broken Kitten

I'm so Sorry Kitten

Everything lately had been go, go, go. There was no time to rest and Josh was always busy, whether I was with him or not. With Noir coming up, along with him running his regular 3 buisnesses AND still renovating the place..  Well you could say things were a little crazy.

I was just ecstatic that he had made some free time to spend just me and him. Honestly, besides a few hours here and there we hadn't had alot of us time. There had been no dates or movie nights. Don't get me wrong I wasn't exactly complaining, I knew he had things to do but it was just nice to look forward to a date after so long of not having any.

I was over the moon when Wednesday evening rolled around. He had went to the shop and worked all morning, and I went in and helped him for a bit but then left to go home and get ready.

I took a shower, taking extra time on myself as I blasted music through the house.

After I was finished I wrapped a towel around my body and made my way to the bedroom to get ready.

I spent a little longer than usual on my makeup, making sure I was happy with every detail before getting dressed. It was hard deciding what to wear because I knew we were going out to eat but I didn't know where. I didn't want to over dress or under dress, so I tried to play it safe and meet in the middle.

I wore a pair of black velvet heels with a black skater dress from killstar.

I actually felt really good about how I looked. When it was time for me to leave I got into Josh's Challenger and headed out. I was going back to the shop to meet up with him and then we were heading to the restaurant together.

I was probably about halfway there when my phone rang, I answered the call after seeing Josh's name on my phone.

"Hey I'm headed to the shop." I told him.

"Well actually I was calling you because I'm gonna be running a little late.."

"Oh.. Well that's okay, I can just hang out there with you for a little while."

"It might be more than just a little while angel. One of my workers had to go home sick and she was suppose to lock up shop tonight."

"Oh..." Was all I said, feeling disappointed.

"I'm so sorry Kitten, I'll make it up to you. I promise." He spoke, sounding guilty.

"No its okay Josh, its not your fault.. I'll see you when you get home." I sighed quietly.

"Angel..."

"Really, Josh. Its fine, we'll do this another time." I tried to sound believable.

"Alright... I'll see you later. I love you Kitten." He sounded upset.

"I love you too.. Bye." After the phone call was ended I let out a huge sigh. I immediately headed over to Chris's, not wanting to go back home.

"Chris!" I called out through the house. The Audi was in the driveway so I knew he was home. I found him on the couch watching some Tv and writing. "Hey.." I spoke as I stepped into the living room.

"Hey Havy... Whats wrong? Why are you all dressed up?" He asked as he looked me over.

" I was suppose to go on a date with Josh but... He just canceled on me." I sighed, plopping down next to him and leaning against his shoulder.

"I'm sorry baby sis.. You look pretty though." He complimented me. I rolled my eyes and took my heels off, tossing them to the floor.

"Thanks." I mumbled quietly, curling up on the couch next to him. I was upset, even though I probably shouldn't have been. I had been really looking forward to seeing him, only for him to cancel. I paid attention to the TV as he got back to his writing for a while. "Alright, spill it." He practically demanded half an hour later, dropping his pen onto the table. When I looked at him confused he spoke. "You've been sighing for the last twenty minutes, so talk Haven." I hadn't realized I had been.