Foolish Destiny | HaruKyu

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Nash

Ilang araw ng lumipas simula nung nagpunta kami sa mall nila Cleo. Hanggang ngayon ay iniisip ko pa din kung totoo bang may gusto si Cleo kay Travis. Kung kaya ko bang ipaubaya ang first love ko sa bestfriend ko.

Napasabunot ako sa sarili. "I think I'm going insane because of this!"

A few moments, ate Neah came out from the kitchen with a lunchbox for Raiju. "What were you thinking? Para kang baliw jan"

Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. Wala siyang ginawa kundi tuksuin ako mula nung malaman niya na may gusto ako kay Travis. That motherfucker Zion told her once when he and Axel decided to have a sleepover here at our mansion 2 weeks ago. Lagi kasing bumibisita si Ate dito kapag weekends.

Ngayon ay Sabado at may event ngayon sa school nila Raiju. Ate Neah was unable to attend, so I will take her place. Nasa kwarto ngayon ni Travis si Rai. Hindi naman talaga kasama si Travis eh pero nang makita siya ni Ate kanina ay pinasama niya ito dahil mas kampante daw sya.

Tsk! Kampante my ass.

I was aware that she was using this to get me close to Travis so she could tease me all night. There's a part of me that I like this but there's a part of me that I don't.

Napapikit ako at napahinga ng malalim nang makababa si Travis kasama si Rai.

Jesus! Why is he so freaking hot with that white shirt?!

"Nash Errol!"

I was startled by Ate Neah's scream. "I've called you several times already. We all know Travis is attractive, but please stop being so obvious about it"

Namula ako ng sabihin niya iyon dahil alam kong narinig iyon ni Travis.

"Oh, shut up!" Annoyed, I grabbed Rai's backpack from her and rolled my eyes before walking out. Agad namang sumunod si Travis na buhat si Rai.

When we arrived at Raiju's pre school, he immediately went to his friends leaving me and Travis alone. Kanina pa kami walang imikan. Nakakailang lang kase baka isipin niyang naglalaway ako sa kanya kanina. Baka malaman niyang may gusto ako sa kanya.

Ilang sandali, iniwan ko sa parents area si Trav at pumwesto ako sa harapan nang magpeperform na sila Rai. After ng performance ay lumapit ulit ako kay Travis at naabutan siyang busy sa kanyang cellphone.

"What are you doing?" I asked. Bahagya kasi siyang nakangiti habang may kinakalikot sa kanyang phone.

Agad niyang ibinulsa ang phone nang makalapit ako ng tuluyan.

"It's nothing" sabi niya pero hindi ako naniwala sa sagot niya. Palihim ko siyang pinanliitan ng mata.

Is he hiding something?

Napairap ako sa sarili.

Obviously, Nash! He's hiding something at wala ka ng pakialam dun. I must respect his privacy even though selos na selos na ako. Para kase siyang kinikilig habang kinakalikot niya ang phone niya kanina. O baka guni guni ko lang iyon.

Stop, Nash! Don't think too much about it.

At tsaka ano naman ang karapatan kong magselos? Hindi naman kami. I have no rights. Kung may nagugustuhan man sya e bahala sya sa buhay niya. Maghahanap pa siya ng iba e nandito naman ako, hays. It's his lost, not mine.

Wala kaming ginawa ni Travis kundi mag cellphone dahil wala din naman kaming ibang gagawin beside sa bantayan si Rai. When I got bored at my phone, I looked at him and caught him doing something on his phone while holding a mini fan that I brought.