My true love (continuation)

doctor visit/ i cant do this

(Monday December 4th)
12 noon
Janet Jermaine as well as usher da brat and Kandi were on a private jet on their way to la originally it was only supposed to be janet and Jermaine on the flight but everyone else was headed to la to so they hopped on their flight with them which Janet and Jermaine didn't mind at all as they are on their flight Jermaine holds janet close to him
Jermaine: you okay baby
Jan: *she looks at him* yeah
Jermaine: *he kisses her head* my poor baby you look exhausted love
Jan: I'm okay baby *she looks at him giving him a small smile*
As their on their  flight Janet stays quiet Jermaine can tell that she's not okay it's been a lot the last few days and he knew that she was worried about their doctors appointment
After a 4 1/2 hour flight they landed everyone gets off the plane as they do paparazzi surrounds Janet
Janet Janet are you okay now why were you in the hospital
She lets go of Jermaine's hand and runs to the car getting in closing the door
Kandi: poor janet
Ludacris: hey jd is she going to be okay
Jermaine: it's a lot right now man um *he looks at him* for us both look I got to go we have to be somewhere
Ludacris: hey we'll stop by later we want to see the kids
Jermaine: that's fine
Jermaine gets in the car and sees janet in tears
Jermaine: what's wrong baby
Jan: the paparazzi just don't know how to leave us alone I didn't know they took that photo of me unconscious
Jermaine: yeah they did *he holds her kissing her head*
After 20 mins they arrive at the doctors office
They go inside and immediately are taking to the back they go in the room and sit down after a few minutes the doctor comes in
Doctor Ed: janet Jermaine welcome
Jan: hi
Jermaine: hi
Doctor Ed: janet I'm going to have you get on the table here
Janet gets up on the table as Jermaine moves to sit right next to her he holds her hand
Doctor Ed: *puts gel on her belly* sorry I know it's cold
He moves the thing around to see if he can find a heartbeat
After about 15 mins he can't find one
He looks at both Janet and Jermaine
Doctor Ed: mr and Mrs Mauldin I'm so sorry
Jan: no *she looks at Jermaine and breaks down in tears*
Jermaine: *he holds her letting the tears fall from his eyes*
Doctor Ed: I'll give you guys a minute
He leaves the room
Jermaine and Janet spend 15 mins crying they leave the doctors office and drive home the drive home is silent
They pull up to the house janet immediately gets out of the car going inside while Jermaine grabs the bags he goes in the house
Jan: where are our babies *she says*
Matteo: mama's home
Skylar: mama
They run to her hugging her tight
Jan: Awwl mama missed you so much we're you guys good for your grandmas
Matteo: yeah
Skylar: yeah mama
Katherine: where's Jermaine
As she says that he comes downstairs
Skylar: daddy
Matteo: daddy's home
They go hug him
Jermaine: hi our babies *he hugs them*
Pat: Jermaine is janet okay
Jermaine: yeah *he lies*
Janet and Jermaine take the kids in the living room sitting on the couch
Skylar: mama cuddle me
Jan: yes baby
Jermaine and Janet cuddle their children and turn on a movie to watch with them
As the day goes on Jermaine notices janet seems really sad and out of it as they play with their children it made me smile to hear her laugh as they played he knew his wife was trying her best to be in the moment but she was breaking inside
(Time skip 7pm)
Jermaine is just getting back to the house
He goes inside putting the groceries away he looks around and doesn't see Janet
Jermaine: Skylar where's mama
Skylar: I no know daddy
Jermaine: Matteo where's mama
Matteo: I don't know daddy
Jermaine: mom have you seen Jan
Pat: um no son the last time I saw her she was outside by the pool
Jermaine goes outside to the backyard but he doesn't see her he goes back inside going upstairs to their room
He doesn't see her but he does see a note on the bed
Jan: need some time alone don't come looking for me
He runs back downstairs grabbing his keys
Jermaine: I'll be back
He goes out the door he jumps in his car he drives to Tina house first after a 20 min drive he arrives he gets out going up ringing the doorbell
After a few mins she opens the door
Tina: Jermaine hey you okay
Jermaine: have you seen Janet
Tina: no I haven't she's not at home
Jermaine: no she left me a note saying she need some alone time please help me find her
Tina gets in Jermaine's car they drive to Kelly house he gets out ringing the doorbell
Kelly answers the door
Kelly: hey Jermaine hey Tina
Jermaine: hey Kelly is janet here
Kelly: no she's not
Jermaine: I can't find her
Tina: did you call her come on we'll help you find her
They get in his car
He calls Janet's phone it goes straight to voicemail
Tina: do you have any idea of where she could be
He drives to each other of her siblings house to see if they have seen her but none of them have he was starting to panic he tries to call her again but still nothing he leaves a voicemail
Jermaine: baby please call me back I'm worried about you
He rides around for over two hours and still can't find Janet
Tina: is there anywhere else we haven't looked Jermaine
Then it clicks
Jermaine: I think I know where she is
Tina: where
Jermaine: Malibu
He drives back to the house and grabs a bag
Katherine: did you find her
Jermaine: no but I think I know where she is I'll be back if not tonight in the morning
Pat: son please be careful
Matteo: daddy we go with to
Skylar: yeah
Jermaine: no babies it might dangerous daddy will be back okay daddy loves you
Matteo: bye daddy I love you
Skylar: I love you daddy
He leaves jumping in the car with Tina and Kelly
After a drive they arrive in Malibu
They pull into the driveway of Jermaine and Janet's home
Tina: is that her car
Jermaine: yeah
Jermaine jumps out of the car he unlocks the door going inside
Jermaine: baby baby are you here
He runs upstairs to their bedroom as he goes in he hears water running and goes in the bathroom the tub is full and janet is in the bathtub  under water
Jermaine: no no no baby *he runs over pulling her out of the water he lays her on the floor he sees she's not breathing* help help someone help me please *he screams at the top of his lungs*
He starts cpr on her
Jermaine: come on baby please come back to me *he blows air in her lungs*
Meanwhile outside
Kelly: did you hear a scream
Tina: it sounded like Jermaine
They run in house and go upstairs
Kelly: Jermaine
Jermaine: I'm here
They go in the bathroom
Kelly: oh my god Janet
Jermaine: come on baby *he pushes down on her chest* please baby come back to me
After a few mins
She coughs
Jermaine: baby ahh thank god
Janet looks at Jermaine scared and confused
Jermaine: *he picks her up bridal style taking her over to their bed he grabs a shirt putting it on her and some shorts
Jermaine: baby are you okay
Jan: what what are you talking about
Jermaine: baby I found you in the bathtub under the water
Jan: I took a bath I must have fall asleep
Jermaine: why didn't you tell me where you we're going *he looks at her*
Jan: I just want to be alone I'm sorry baby it's been a lot today
Jermaine: I know it has baby are you okay
Jan: yeah I'm okay
Tina: Jan are you sure your okay
Jan: yes can I talk to my husband for a minute
They leave the room
Jan: baby I'm sorry I'm so sorry
Jermaine: shhh it's okay baby I know that today has been a lot
Jan: baby we lost our baby *she cries*
Jermaine: shhh I know baby it's okay we will be blessed again we can try again baby I promise
Jan: I want to try again I want to give you more babies
Jermaine: my love I want you to grab a shower cause you just got in the tub to relax right *he holds her tightly in his arms*
Jan: yeah
Jermaine: take a shower and then get dressed
Jan: okay
Jermaine: *he kisses her* baby promise me that you will never do that again
Jan: I promise baby
Jermaine goes downstairs
Kelly: is she okay
Jermaine: yeah now she is taking a shower I'm going to go out to the beach
Kelly: okay
Jermaine goes out to the beach to set up something romantic for him and Janet he knew his wife loved the beach and he wanted to make tonight special after the day they've had and what just happened
After he sets everything up he goes in the house and makes dinner for everyone lucky janet was still upstairs after 45 mins he finishes
Jermaine: Kelly Tina dinner is done
Kelly: thank you
Tina: thank you
Janet comes down
Jermaine: you look beautiful baby *he grabs her hand*
They go outside hand in hand
Jan: baby where are we going
Jermaine: you'll see my love right now *he smiles*
Jan: what's in the bag baby
Jermaine: *he laughs* you ask a lot of questions my love
They walk down the beach for 15 mins as they get closer janet looks at Jermaine beaming at him
Jermaine: welcome to our dinner for tonight some husband and wife mama and daddy time *he kisses her*