( Thursday February 13th)
Jermaine POV
It's Wednesday morning and I'm laying in bed holding my baby as she sleeps it's been two weeks since I talked to Janet about having a therapist come to the house and I'm shocked she agreed to allow someone to come over she said the only way she would do it is if I sat with her and today was that day the therapist called me yesterday and asked if they could come today I told them yes but janet didn't know they were coming today I was hoping and praying she wouldn't close herself off once the therapist got here and we sat down I needed my baby to be open about how she was feeling I pulled my baby close to me I loved my wife so much and I just wanted her to be okay when I saw her in that bathtub a few months back everything that we've been through came back we've been through so much together but we've made it through everything it's made us stronger as husband and wife as parents it shows me just how strong my baby is but I think finding in that tub losing the baby and her rape really just made her want to give up I decided to cuddle with my baby longer this morning giving her extra love
After cuddling janet for an extra two hours he gets up putting his shorts on going downstairs to make breakfast he washes his hands and puts on a pot of coffee he takes out eggs he decides to make eggs hash browns and pancakes
After over an hour breakfast is done the kids and Janet come down the stairs
Jan: go say good morning to daddy *she tells the kids*
Matteo: *he runs to Jermaine* good morning daddy *he hugs him*
Jermaine: good morning baby *he bends over giving him a kiss on the cheek * how's daddy's big boy
Matteo: good daddy
Skylar: good morning daddy *she hugs him*
Jermaine: good morning baby how's daddy princess *he gives her a kiss on the cheek*
Skylar: good daddy
Jermaine: you guys go wash your hands for breakfast
They run to wash their hands
Jermaine: there's my baby *he smiles grabbing her hand pulling her to him* good morning beautiful
Jan: good morning baby *she smiles*
Jermaine: how's mama feeling this morning *he puts his head to hers*
Jan: feeling tried baby
Jermaine: my poor baby our little one in there *he puts his hand on her belly*
Jan: our little peanut in there our rainbow baby *she smiles kissing Jermaine* I think this first trimester is going to have you really sick baby
Jan: I think so to baby
Jermaine: that's okay daddy's got you
Jan: Awwl I know you do thank you baby *she kisses him*
Jermaine: sit down for breakfast baby *he grabs her hand sitting down at the table*
As they sit down the kids come back to the table
Skylar: yay pancakes thank you daddy
Matteo: thank you daddy
Jermaine: here you go love *he smiles at her*
Jan: thank you baby
Jermaine: your welcome love
They eat their food as they eat Jermaine holds Janet's hand
After breakfast janet gets up and runs the dishes in the dishwasher as Jermaine gets the kids dressed
After the kids are dressed Jermaine takes them downstairs but doesn't see Janet
Skylar: daddy where mama
Matteo: yeah daddy
Jermaine: *he goes in the kitchen but doesn't see her he goes to check the bathroom and hear her throwing up* baby *he knocks on the door* you okay I'm coming in
Jan: no baby don't come in I'll be out in a minute *she leans over the toilet again throwing up*
After a few mins she comes out and goes in the living room seeing Jermaine and the kids
Skylar: mama throw up daddy *she looks at him*
Matteo: mama *he goes over to her holding her hand* mama are you okay
Jan: Awwl my sweet big boy mama is okay baby
Skylar: but mama you sick
Jermaine: come here love *he grabs her hand turning on the ac he sits on the couch with the kids on side he pats his lap*
Janet lays down laying her head in his lap
Matteo: daddy always take care of mama *he looks at him*
Jermaine: that's right baby you always make sure you take care of mama and sissy okay
Matteo: okay and be nice to mama and sissy right daddy
Jermaine: that's right baby
Janet sneezes
Matteo: bless you mama *he gets down and runs to the bathroom to get a tissue for Janet*
He comes back going over to janet putting the tissue by her nose
Skylar gets down to help teo
Skylar: blow mama
Jan: *she smiles*
Jermaine: *he strokes her head* my poor baby
Matteo: daddy
Jermaine: yes baby
Matteo: do you love mama this much *he stretches his arms out as far as they'll go*
Jermaine: daddy loves mama very very much *he looks at her*
Jan: Awwl I love you more baby my sweet baby is always taking care of me
Jermaine: always my love I got you
Jan: I know you do baby
Just then there is a ring of the doorbell
Jermaine: my baby is comfortable and there is the door
Jan: *she sits up so he can get the door*
Jermaine goes and answers the door it's Stephanie
Stephanie: hi Jermaine
Jermaine: hi Stephanie please come in
She comes inside
Jermaine: how are you? *he looks at her*
Stephanie: I'm doing well how about yourself
Jermaine: I'm good Matteo Skylar Ms Stephanie is here
Stephanie: hi guys *she smiles at them*
Matteo: hi Ms Stephanie
Skylar: hi Ms Stephanie
Stephanie: hi Janet how are you?
Jan: hi I'm *she gets up running to the bathroom*
Jermaine: sorry Stephanie she's not feeling to well
Stephanie takes the kids to the table so they can start their work for today
Jermaine: Stephanie would you like some water or coffee maybe? *he looks at her*
Stephanie: um both please
Jermaine: of course coming right up
Jermaine makes her some coffee and grabs her a bottle of water
Jermaine: here you go *he gives her the water and coffee and gives Matteo and Skylar a cup of water* I'll be right back I need to go check on my wife *he goes in the bathroom just as janet finishes throwing up*
Jan: I hate throwing up
Jermaine: I know you do baby you okay?
Jan: yeah I'm okay baby
Jermaine: *he helps her up* come on back to the couch you go love mama needs her rest *he grabs her hand going in the living room he lays her on the couch he kisses her head*
Jermaine goes and checks on the kids
Jermaine: Skylar Matteo you guys okay
Matteo: yeah daddy
Skylar: yeah daddy
As the day goes on Jermaine tries his best to keep Janet comfortable he knew she wasn't feeling good she spends a lot of her time laying down on the couch
(Time skip 4pm)
There is a ring of the doorbell
Jermaine goes and answers the door
Hi Mr Mauldin
Jermaine: yes that's me
Hi I'm Kathy I'm the therapist
Jermaine: hi come on in
She comes in the house
Jermaine: fellow me this way
She fellows him they go in the living room
Jermaine: baby *he goes over to her*
He kneels down touching her head as she sleeps
Jermaine: my poor baby love wake up
Jan: *she opens her eyes she sits up*
Jermaine: baby this is Kathy she's the therapist Kathy this is my wife Janet
Jan: hi nice to meet you *she shakes her hand*
Kathy: shall we do it in here
Jan: yeah
She sits across from them as they sit on the couch
Janet links her hand with Jermaine's
Kathy: so let's start from the beginning how did you guys meet
Jan: um *she smiles* I was working on a song and my producers brought him in to do a remix of my song
Kathy: was there an attraction from the beginning
Jermaine: um on my end yeah I thought she was absolutely gorgeous and beautiful *he looks at her*
Kathy: what about you Janet?
Jan: I thought he was so sweet and he was handsome *she smiles at him*
Kathy: what was your relationship like in the beginning?
Jan: um In the beginning it was a lot we hide our relationship from my family and friends
Kathy: why
Jermaine: we wanted something for us for a bit to really get to know each other
Kathy: how was your family when they met him
Jan: my mother loved him she was very sweet with him my father didn't like him at all my siblings didn't like him at first either
Kathy: how did that make you feel Jermaine
Jermaine: um it hurt because here was this amazing woman that I had in my life and her family didn't approve like it made me feel like I wasn't good enough for her like I wasn't enough
Kathy: how does that make you feel hearing your husband say that janet
Jan: *she looks at him* it hurts it really does
Kathy: is he enough for you
Jan: his more than enough his everything that I prayed for god gave me exactly what I asked for
Kathy: so obviously because of who you guys are everything is in the media how has that effect your relationship
Jermaine: it's effect us a great deal they have invaded our privacy on so many levels so many times from us as a couple to our children
Jan: they have taken pictures they shouldn't have
Kathy: you have talked publicly about your miscarriage how did they effect your marriage
Jan: um *she looks at Jermaine and starts to cry* sorry um it was really hard
Jermaine: she blamed herself for it but it made our marriage so much stronger she's a very strong woman and I'm so proud of her *he looks at her* I'm so proud you baby *he puts his arm around her holding her tight*
Jan: thank you baby but we've done this together we've been in this together yes we miscarriaged but we continue to try and we got blessed with our son and then it took us a while to get pregnant with our daughter
Kathy: where are you guys at right now?
Jan: what do you mean?
Kathy: in your marriage
Jan: um we've been through a lot we lost another baby um a few months back I was on tour and he was here with the kids and my tour manager came in my room and he *she cries looking at Jermaine*
Jermaine: it's okay baby *he pulls her more to him holding her*
Jan: he raped me and choked me and left me laying there
Kathy: I'm so sorry you had to go through that Jermaine how did you feel about that
Jermaine: I was furious when she told me I felt like the worst husband because I wasn't there I went to visit her and that's when she told me
Kathy: right now how do you guys feel with everything where are you guys in your marriage
Jan: I think I can say we're happy right love?
Jermaine: we're happy 9 years married and I'm still madly in love with her
Jan: and I'm still madly in love with him everyday with him is incredible
Kathy: your husband told me that you try to kill yourself tell me a bit about that and what happened
Jan: *she looks at Jermaine and then looks down at the floor* I took a bath and I fell asleep in the tub I wanted to be alone and I just took off without telling him
Jermaine: I went to find her and found her in the bath and pulled her out I was scared*he pauses and looks down and breaks down in tears* I was going to lose her I don't know if I could have raised our children by myself and lived the rest of my life without the love of my life I probably would have never been with anyone else but I'm happy she's here all of these things are the reason I wanted to do this
Jan: *she looks at her husband and let's the tears fall from her eyes she takes her hand whipping his face her husband was always so strong so to see him break down made her feel good to know he didn't need to be strong anymore she was going to support him and they were going to get through this together tears and all she links her hand with his*
Kathy: your children were shot how did they effect you guys
Jan: it was really really hard to watch them in the hospital but we're happy their okay right baby *she looks at him*
Jermaine: yes baby
Jan: and the last two months we've kept to try to heal ourselves
Kathy: you guys definitely need to heal but can I say this I see the love between you guys so much love so much respect you guys stay strong continue to be great parents
Just then their is a knock at the door
Jermaine: I'll get it
Jermaine gets up and goes to the door he opens it
Mr Mauldin
Jermaine: yes
I'm officer Justin this is my partner officer zack is your wife home
Jermaine: yes she is please come in
They go in the living room
Mrs Mauldin
Jan: yes I'm Mrs Mauldin
I'm officer Justin
I'm officer zack
We just wanted to come here to inform you that the person that shot up your home is behind bars we finally caught him
Jan: do you know who did it
Officer Justin: it was danny your tour manager
Jermaine: so he won't get out right
Officer nick: no he won't
Jermaine: thank you so much *he shakes their hands*
Jan: *she shakes their hands*
Jermaine walks them out
(Time skip 11:45pm)
With the kids asleep janet and Jermaine are in bed cuddling
Jermaine: so love how do you think today went?
Jan: I think it went well baby it was good I needed it
Jermaine: we needed it baby I'm so proud of you for being open
Jan: I couldn't have done it without you baby
Jermaine: I got you baby always love tomorrow is Valentine's Day
Jan: yes it is baby
Jermaine: we have to do something
Jan: yeah baby hopefully I'll be feeling better
Jermaine: hopefully baby so we can have some fun
Jan: yes baby
Jermaine: you ready to get some sleep
Jan: yes baby I'm tried
Jermaine: I love you *he kisses her* daddy loves you to baby
Jan: I love you to baby
After 40 mins they fall asleepThe end
The therapy session seem to have gone well
Janet opened up to the therapist
Jermaine is so supportive of his wife
Will they take this time to be alone and spend time as a family and focus on their children and Janet's pregnancy
She has been throwing up
How long will they wait until they tell their family
Jermaine finally broke down in front of janet
How will they tell them
Danny has been found and locked up you guys
He will not be able to hurt them anymore
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